The Renaissance is poised to come…Let’s set the historical worldwide Church suppression timetable:

From Oct, 2019 onward, based on the hegemonic Mao Tse Xi’s (pronounced in the King’s English as Mao Say Cheese) duplicity and evil incubation of SARS/Covid among 11 million Wuhanians.

These city dwellers included infected workers flown to Italian and Spanish companies, owned by China, that aided (recall?) early major outbreaks where?  Italy and Spain.

We can’t overlook massive medical suppression, lies and Dr… Pfaucinstein’s arrogance, while the California Church allowed, tail between our legs, a toddler totalitarian reprobate Catholic tyrant couple, Jen & Gavin Newsom, to do endless evil.

”They locked down schools like loons and worse, talked our Bishops into closing the churches…Get this, NOT in Soviet Russian or atheist communist China, but AMERICA, they locked down all the churches, except for a few unmentioned, like home churches, who defied this nonsense; it really was a wake up call AND theologically, a replay of the First Pentecost upper room lock in.

NEVER again.”  ~anonymous    Same words as the Auschwitz-Berkinau camp posters.  We need to mean it!

And the ultimate ANSWER of Who IS important from eternity onward,  is written in the stars.

Soon to be revealed, God the Father planned before time immemorial His Eucharistic Son’s place of destiny, as the daily bloodless Sacrifice in two common earthen species: bread and wine.  Heralded on the winter solstice, one Dec 25th in Gregory the Great’s calendar, as the day of His first appearance on this earth.

I call Him the Ultimate Gift… what do YOU call Him?

Giza as it appears when the Holy Family fled Herod’s evil and stayed nearby in a Jewish settlement in Cairo.

Leaving nothing to chance, the Father placed the world’s largest stone monument in the desert, sitting at the exact Center of the World that points to the entrance of His Beloved Son’s eternal Eucharistic gift at the House of Bread…of Life.

True GodFatherly Love.   (see the article/blog called “The Theology of Giza” released  for details.  No Len isn’t a conspiracy theorist or wears aluminum hats, just seeking the Truth)

For example, God TOLD us how expansive His real star collection, His universe of celestials, was through Abram/Abraham revelations.

Hindsight seems to be 20/20:  Until the 1620s, humanity thought the sky had at most, about 1000 stars, max, that existed in the firmament/universe; Galileo put this lowballing count to rest.

Just discovered, the stars on Mary’s mantle match the Dec 12, 1531 sky making the filling in easy. Note where constellations Virgo and Leo are!

Yet there’s a Marian star chart, built onto her cactus fiber Tilma, keyed to the night sky of Dec 12, 1531; Mexico City depicting the Virgin and Child, constellation Virgo over her heart and Leo over her womb, the King of kings. and the discernment of the theological virtues.  Yes, there is faith, and hope, but the greatest is:

LOVE!

‘If I speak in human and angelic tongues^* but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. 2And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have LOVE,

I am nothing ‘  ~~1 Corinthians 13…

Now let’s talk Tony.

An old friend, Tony Melendez deserved life, like all young Nicaraguans, Polish, German, Americans…all humans.  Creed and colors are secondarily incidental to the incredibly perfect work of our eternal Creator; with a club foot and no arms, Tony couldn’t qualify to be a priest and probably not so good at basketball.

But, like his Nicaraguan grandma and Pope Saint John Paul the Great, God knew what He was doing…for all eternity, God has made ZERO mistakes.  Just another human child that defies the evil of DEI and the dying world’s definition of success…EVERY human has a place in God’s perfect Plan.  And no one is sans talents.  None.   Tony proves that God will use all that answer His call.

With Tony, look at how he’s changed the world over 37 years, one amazing Catholic icon of hope and healing. Drew Mariani, on a recent show put out a beautiful truth:

“Humility is the Crystal Bridge that leads us to heaven”

Tony fits that bill so well, no more humble servant on earth than Mr. Toe Jam Pilgrim.

I so wish I can be as humble, for we are at a crisis point as a culture and in need of reawakening this Church to boldness, speaking the Truth in Love. NEC and this ambitious movement to reacquaint the body Catholic populace to Jesus’ REAL Presence, can be a part of it, it MUST be a part of it.

Few can deny our Church is decaying in many parts of America and the world…but Jesus is faithful to His Bride.  We’ve gone through much worse times.  ALL hands on deck!

This is no time for “legends in our own minds” and arrogance.  Remember, He washed feet and He was God!  Servant to all.

Please understand, as you read this, humbly, my goal is to encourage others like you the reader to see we are on the ground, looking up as this revival heats up into a Renaissance; no one can deny we are passing through Neo Dark Ages.

Especially the last 4 years…  my friend Steve Hager, the father of a Levi who became a Premonstratensian (ok, Norbertine) named Fr. Louis, at St Michaels Abbey, says it simply: “the solution IS the Eucharist”.

Steve, a member with his wife, Regina, of the Knights of the Holy Sepulcher, is the father of two of my kids’ spouses…Levi was Steve & Regina’s 3rd born son, destined and dedicated to God as a Norbertine today, as is the Jewish tradition in the Torah regarding priesthood and birth order of sons.

The Eucharist is the Source/Flow, the Summit and Center of our Faith…as we can show, Jesus IS the center of time (AD & BC), salvation history and in fact, in a very physical way, the world/planet.

All this is pointed out in the object named ‘Border Middle Fire’ and also known as Giza (see the Theology of Giza), still towering though its brilliant shell was harvested for its pure white cover/ casing stones.

Only a few of the original 144,000 that once graced the world’s last wonder are still attached…below the sand line

Chew on Isaiah 19:19-20 and ruminate this: when the Holy Family fled TO Egypt to avoid the arrogant fool Herod, they stayed in a emigrated Jewish settlement near Cairo. I have no doubt Joseph and Mary, and possibly the young Jesus, saw this marvelous stone gift built 2500 years previously.   Like the show “Chosen”, it’s ok to conjecture.  IF Jesus was old enough at this time:

He would have seen His Father’s enormous monument to Himself, unmistakably the summary of the source of our faith today encased in 2.3 million giant blocks and mysterious carvings, FROM the outside.

An Egyptian tourist destination identified in Isaiah 19:19-21:

On that day there shall be an altar to the LORD at the center of Egypt, and a sacred pillar to the LORD near its boundary. 20This will be a sign and witness to the LORD of hosts in the land of Egypt, so that when they cry out to the LORD because of their oppressors, he will send them a savior to defend and deliver them. 21The LORD shall make himself known to Egypt, and the Egyptians shall know the LORD in that day…

As Catholics, we don’t believe that ONLY what is revealed in Scripture reveals Salvation History; God uses other parts of His Creation to complete His picture, His story.

Giza’s blinding brilliance would be impossible to ignore and possibly retracing the steps of someone going from Cairo to Bethlehem then Jerusalem, the City of David.  Something the Holy Family would have done, leaving the Cairo Jewish settlement to return home , soon after Herod died.  Sadly, thousands of young boys, the Holy Innocents, had to die for a godless arrogant Herod.

What does all this have to do with NEC and the True Presence in the Eucharist?  A lot!

Reawakening KNOWING what is true, for starters. And realizing how totally important the Father ranks His Son as the Ultimate Gift.

We just need more than the recently polled 25% of true believers (out of 100% Catholics) to see the Real Presence AS the True Gift of Jesus and witness to Its Reality; after all, we are the caretaker of the Gift of the Eucharist, while our Protestant brothers and sisters think Consubstantiation or just In Memory, suffices.

It doesn’t suffice, and by their choice, our separated brethren are deprived of so much richness in following the Savior.   As a T-Shirt we made decades ago for our religious ed and youth ministry at St Anthony Claret:

We are here for the Food.  ~John 6   

The Eucharistic Mass, receivable daily, is NOT a mausoleum of ancient rituals but what Jesus required us to partake in.  Something the Father herald from eternity past about His beloved Ultimate Gift that KEEPS ON GIVING!

I believe our Proud GodFather, for the first half of eternity (we exist in mid Eternity), seeks this Role of His Son as well…for he pointed us directly to the House of Bread of Life four millennia ago concretely, with no doubt at all, at Giza.

A royal birth took place at a minor little hamlet 5 miles to the City of Peace: Bethlehem. The House of Bread, as it is known to the Jews; by the way, known as the House of Meat to the followers of Mohammad.  But, this Giza object is yet another, though the world’s largest, prefigurement like manna (the bread of life for the wandering Jews); the wedding at Cana (where water became wine) etc.

Paraphrasing the 2nd greatest commandment, “See a need, meet the need IF you can, than move on to the next!” is how I live my life in year 73...I begin each sunrise with a phrase: “It’s a GREAT day to be alive! Lord, use me as You Will, not my will”. 

‘DON’T BE DECEIVED BY THE EVIL THAT SURROUNDS US IN THE DEATH CULTURE’ (POPE St JP the GREAT’s words).  See the Good!

Segue: some of you are fans of JRR Tolkien; before we got to Indianapolis last year, we were privileged to go to Wheaton College, where Tolkien and CS Lewis famous desks are preserved side by side with much of their works.  Definitely worth a visit.  As to “good”, in Lord of the Rings II, Sam Gangee utters this encouragement to Froto:

“There’s some good in this world, and it’s worth fighting for”.

Words for us to live by in these end days of the last days.  Whether we have two days, years or centuries more.

In so many ways, we have succumbed to the world’s rule, like it’s the 49th day after the Resurrection or 9 days past the Ascension (Thursday, NOT the West’s version of move it to Sunday because Thursday no one will come!  Secret: they still don’t come as they should on Sunday IF they only knew). 

But, as Pilgrims in this Jubilee year of HOPE, as Hope springs eternal. To this man of Joy, yes!  Don’t let anything get you down.

Uh, my beloved Catholic brothers and sisters, listen to the stats: they already are NOT coming to  the greatest blessings and gifts darkening the Church’s doors ALL Sundays, holy days of opportunity (obligation) and daily Mass.

Mark these words:  this will change for the better! Don’t wait and see>>>> DO! Be a part of the Renaissance.

What great times we are living in, if only we take off the blinders of fear (there’s that word again first uttered by Jesus to His Apostles ) from the godless and the constant lies of the loons, leftists and ObamaaNation of Decepticons and Desolators (excellent definition of what ails us, rooted in Scripture).

Maybe the party of slavery doesn’t, but  I understand bearing false witness is one of the written in stone commands most violated!

Look at hell’s immediate response at the Paris Olympics after NEC shut down; what happened soon after the latest National Eucharistic Congress, acknowledging on the American scene Jesus’ REAL Presence, 83 years out: 1941.  Ask Anne of Minnesota.   She was there in 1941 AND in Indianapolis.

Dateline, Paris: The Olympics starts out with, as the Jesus impersonator called it, the “Gay Last Supper.”  Oh, it was only a Greek myth played out in a former Catholic stronghold, France… never mind the arrangement of four sets of threesomes.  This is how Donna and I positioned adults and teens in the Living Last Supper for over a decade on Holy Thursday nights.

Boy pretend girl punches out Girl for the gold.

…meanwhile Da Vinci turns in his grave. Next, proving Hell’s ascendancy is real, like that fake woman Mr Khelif, the de-emasculation of manhood, husbands and protective men, one of God’s greatest created beings, woman gets pulverized by a sad sick male fake girl punching out a real Italian woman and getting his worthless Gold medal.

A few years ago, an acquaintance of mine threepeated in Olympic gold over 3 olympics, and today she is the mother to 3 beautiful girls. Point is God created male and female, with appropriate attributes and skills.  But evil never rests.

Hell assaults God’s Design every chance the demons get; sounding and appearing like a gleeful Hamasian, the Algerian Imane Khelif both physically and, as later replays prove, obviously sexually abused Italian Angela Carini, and despite the claims he is a DSD Intersex human, he can never have children like the aforementioned 3peater champ of beach volleyball… OR pass the XX chromosome test.

Zounds of Li Thomas….  someone call Riley Gaines!!  Point is, God is NOT pleased; He knew what He was doing when he created this massive universe.  He did NOT need Khelif or Thomas’ help in the design process as consultants.  And He is not happy about our attempts to mutilate women’s breasts and vaginas so Gender Mutilators, MDs can buy a yacht.

Sad was these profane demoniacs practicing their evil craft in a former Catholic land of Lourdes and more…

But, we are called to build others up, especially the Church.  So much spiritual activity, so little time to do it all.  Living sacrifices to get more souls to the eternal heavenlies.

On to Patrick and Tony!  Day 3 July 19th

Friday, July 19th, my wife, Mary and I were enjoying Friday Day 3 of the National Eucharistic Congress; after a glorious Fr Rocky led family rosary and just another incredible celebration of the Real Presence redo, the Mass, we stayed in Lucas Oil Stadium after the beautiful Friday Mass for the testimonials.

In his short time up front, Mr. Experience Patrick Madrid shared two important lessons.

1) His famous six words aid to show the Bible is interpreted by people differently, typically according to their own biases:  “I didn’t say you stole money”.

Another being a story coming home to America soon:

2) In 1950s China, after communist Maoists deliberately tossed consecrated hosts on the church floor,  the child martyr Li daily self administered by tongue one Eucharist each night; she was killed after pressing her tongue to the 32nd and last Eucharist host.  She wouldn’t dare touch the consecrated Hosts with her hands…

Great stories: go to the

NEC Manna pay wall site, or relevantradio.com and pull in the relevant radio app for more info.  TY Patrick!

After Mr. Madrid finished, the announcer called out that Tony Melendez was coming up next; I had no idea he was coming to NEC.  I truly was surprised but should have known he’d be there.

Wednesday Registration was busy as a volunteer Concierge for the Crippled and Lame. Busy with so much Catholic opportunities to minister and dialogue with fellow Catholics,  I didn’t read the vast number of choices for ministry, adoration, Mass, confession completely since we bought the tickets and arrived days before.

Mary and I were in the end zone seats, though no John 3:16 placards around, and I turned to my wife and stepmom to 11, Mary and said:

“If they let me…I gotta go give Tony a hug”.

Anyone can hold a For Life! sign with a hand, but your toes?

Impulsive yet instinctive!  My goodness, this NEC is a Catholic gathering of brothers and sisters honoring the Father’s Eucharistic Real Present Son and somehow the blind, wheelchaired and walkered were unattended to for hours of turnstiled lines toward the one minute check-in at the tables. An unforced error by the leadership but that’s where we come in: seeing and filling true needs.

Plus Thursday night, someone had forgotten EVERY woman deserves a rose every day; one of the most amazing Catholic pro life heroes, the storied and voice for the voiceless, Lila Rose arrived on stage sans her namesake: a rose.

That Thursday afternoon Mary and I had headed to Kroger’s, a dozen beautiful reds were purchased for the night’s keynote.

With Lila sharing her conversion to Catholicism testimony, no one put roses in her hands as she came to the podium.

Some unidentified guy in a Sacred Heart Patrol hat tossed roses on stage so as not to disturb her amazing story.

A staffer quickly gathered them up, all 11, and hopefully delivered them to the rightful owner.  (later I found out at a Sept 28th prolife rally didn’t happen.   I asked Lila if they gave her the bunch.  “No, Len, I never got them”.  Another weird thing;  did NOT get the roses from the stage hand or staffer. Maybe the NEC folks were protecting Lila from danger: after all, THORNs have roses as Fr Tang used to say.  Good news, I had a replacement rose that Saturday at Planned Parenthood Tustin, which she gratefully accepted. 

Sometimes, like it seems at NEC, rigid organizational zero tolerance planning gets in the way of the Spirit, and the organism of the bride of Christ misses the most important needs.  Being a doer isn’t always easy to discern.

Stifling the Spirit is something that happens often, but God leaves NOTHING to chance.  His God-incidences occur, like butterflies, appear when you least expect.

Tony and his wife Lynn (plus daughter Marisa) are loved by so many; as to my beautiful bride, Mary and I, we’ve been on an adventure, married for almost 6 years and I think Mary’s a bit resigned to her hubby doing the harmless but NOT ordinary.

Kind of like the Church of old, he sees everyone in need of hope and joy on this third rock from the sun.  Spreading the JOY is job 1.  Always.  For all of  us!

Donna, the mom to our 11, in heaven since 49 days short of age 49 on 9/9/11, is probably smirking from above.

One odd thing, butterflies remind me almost daily of Donna’s boundless love celebrated with 1400 at Holy Family Cathedral a week after she had passed away.

Two decades ago, it became the Mariposa nickname for our Faustina, soon to be married before year end on Dec 28th, the feast mentioned above of Holy Innocents. Choice for  the date goes to Elijah, his love for a beautiful reason.

Frankly, the time for Catholic mealy mouth passivity is over, BOLD the effort d’ jour. Corinthians continues; IF we truly love others:

“…If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing…”

Maybe a character flaw that embarrasses some of my 11 kids, I try to always encourage and help others seek Christ in all things and when a good friend is in need, I must act IF it can help.  Tony was precisely that person that Friday the 19th.

You can’t see it by his armless demeanor, Tony is one in need, a friend and brother I had not seen in a few years; last time was before Tony and Lynn lost their beloved son, Andres.  Imagine losing your son in his 20s while sleeping; God calls each of us home when He decides…but I believe there is more to the story about Andres’ passing.  Yet, God and only God controls the length of each of our days.

Over a decade ago, God decided my Donna, after 11 kids and time on earth now over,  needed to be moved to eternity 49 days short of 49 years old;but Andres at half that age is just as difficult to understand.

But, you should know, Andres’ birthday was coming just days after Tony’s testimony on stage at the NEC and made this a double opportunity for merciful love of a brother IF the security would allow. Which it did!

Tony’s testimony followed Mr. Experience Fri July 19th; both Patrick and Tony are true St Joseph archetypes working hard for the Lord

It turns out they did give permission:  as the transcript and audio would bear out, they gave Len permission to do a work of mercy for an old friend.  Yes, it wasn’t in the sacred cast in stone script for the stage, but it melded well with Tony’s testimony.

When my Donna went to be with the Lord after a nine month struggle with cancer, she WAS ready and we came to accept this reality: she told me, soon after a healing Mass, “Len, I got a spiritual healing tonight but the physical was not to be.”

Chemo, radiation, alternative treatments, tons of prayer since Christmas 2010, Donna finished her last 6 months generously devoting her pain to others’ needs.

900at our birth parish, St Anthony Claret, for her rosary… followed by 1400 at her Holy Family Cathedral funeral Mass attests to her being loved by a wide swath of humans.  Not to mention, the kindness of a family we would soon be related to, gave us the perfect reception for celebration, Steve and Regina Hager.

Holy Sepulcher cemetery’s Jack Nixon told us later Donna was #2 in the number of cars, second to the beloved Carl Karcher of Hardees/Carl’s Jr fame, someone Donna and I honored in years past for his prolife work.

Point is, God uses whom He wills; Tony does more than many sporting both arms to toss a football, get drunk and cheer boys, 11 to a side on the gridiron instead of at Mass many Sundays.  Tony answered the call.

When Tony was born, his grandma knew, reassuring Tony’s well loved crying mom God had plans for her son.

Part of this societal decay, what a great sainted pope called the culture of death, we KILL so many today prebirth because our inane, stupid understanding of what quality of life is all about. Down syndrome kids are precious and the happiest people on earth.  Yet, hell and hell’s demons like in the party of slavery that calls out mutilate and kill them prebirth.

It doesn’t stop there.  Look at school boards spaying our daughters like they are junkyard dogs, installing suicidal ideations into girls ravaged with her breasts gone and her vagina scissor~handed to zero hope… where post pubescence discovery and growing up should reign.

Imagine her torment when she realizes she will never nurse the child she will never bear.

How did we get here?  Part of it, is abandoning Jesus in the Eucharist no doubt.  Let the revival lead to a Renaissance of Love.

Good news: in 2025, Trump exec ordered out the right to mutilate under age human children by the demented death doctors of so called “gender affirming” carelessness.

Yes our world IS decaying before our eyes…but we must take courage and smile.  JOY remains and hope does spring…eternal. The Renaissance is coming.  But WE not them, need to have the confident (not arrogant) smiles and knowledge there IS a Savior they need to know.

These “consent payment” baby parts are more costly than livers; possibly hearts. NOT heads which go for $715 sold to Boston U MedSchool

Tony proves man’s designs and plans are NOT God’s.  Today, in the world of satanists and imbeciles like Kamala and AOC, young prebirth children, built with 30 trillion intricate cells, tissues, organs, systems are routinely killed off and parts sold to planned parenthoodlums, a form of senseless enslavement and baby harvesting.

What was Len’s motivation to step up his service? Read on…

But, for Tony and Lynn, losing an only beloved son in their 20s instantaneously is a tougher burden; another young man we know well took his life, became a germaphobe during Mao Tse Xi’s Wuhan incubated virus days; like so many today, our reaction as a Church coupled with infused fear has created a whole generation of fearful automatons: the Gospel and our personal ministering with the Gospel and Eucharist… ARE the only solution to renewing our Church’s health.  Fr. Louis is absolutely right!

Meanwhile, in the surreal world, the godless party still has a laser carved wooden party plank pushing the killing of prebirth kids for sport now being was broadcast by the Democrat leadership.

Mr. Daleiden’s first Pulitzer

The same woman, governor candidate Kamala, who prostituted herself at age 29 for $166,000 $400,000 in government panel bucks, built a career that included trying to destroy all crisis pregnancy centers.  She forced them to advertise for her satanic kill mills and burglarizing David Daleiden’s small Irvine apartment because she is owned by hell’s lieutenants.  (for the record, David is now OUT and the state of insanity Calif. dropped the charges; now to champion David getting his second Pulitzer)

Strong words?  Just the truth.

Angels in heaven celebrate every time a soul is saved, while Hell celebrates while we major in the minors, too often, now estimated at 67 million, at another abortion.  Demonrats

Here’s hoping the revival begun by NEC will fuel massive renewal, starting with NEC’s 65,000 “6th day” victorious apostles of love and hope like on Pentecost ad33, they became emboldened with the Spirit desire to spread GREAT news to anyone who’d listen. The 4th or 6th day represents the day AFTER a significant faith event like a retreat or Congress when the energized Catholic gets busier.

Our Church undeniably failed somewhat in its response to the tyrants like the sad Newsom twosome, Jen & Gavin, who shut down schools; worse, closed down OUR churches based on med malpractice frauds and we timidly complied with the Pentecost 2020 lockdowns in upper and lower rooms across the state and country.

People of God, NEC vets and everyday Catholics, the time is NOW. 

The fields are flush with humans ripe for the harvest; meanwhile, we squabble over one Lingua Latinam as if the language of Rome suddenly belongs to lucifer; one wonders if our sister/brother, mainly Lebanese,  followers of St John Maron will be shuttered for saying the Mass in the language the first Mass was spoken in: Aramaic.

Only time will tell.  John and James demanded on His heavenly right and left, and today we are incredibly rich, surrounded with so much Jesus stuff…but do our actions match the uttered words? Does the high of the NECongress gain traction? Let’s see.

 Tony blesses us!!  Len heads to the front

I moved quickly  toward the ‘stage left’ side on the right.  On the way, I told some awesome nuns and greeted the missionary of charity sisters if I got permission I would give him a hug from them. 

I stood watching and listening as Tony went through his testimony of a blessed purpose filled life; God gives EVERY human being certain talents, discoverable IF we listen to good counsel and the Holy Spirit.  Tony has so much to give.   Here’s a part of Tony’s ascendance into becoming an opened gift around the world.

As his testimony portrayed, Tony’s life path was inaugurated one Tuesday Sept 15, 1987.   

In God’s irony and providence, I was privileged to be there in 1987 among the 6000, with our 30 teens from St Callistus parish in Garden Grove, CA

Mike McHenry, RIP, a great man…Tony, Steve, a ToeJam pilgrim and Tony’s brother Jose

If you weren’t at the recent NEC with pictures from the past, and/or don’t know him,  Tony first appeared on the Church scene in LA California.

Hollywood style, Tony first rose up from below the Universal Amphitheater stage that Pope Saint John Paul the Great was standing on.

Bushy head of hair, guitar on the floor, he began strumming with his right foot, left playing the frets and singing a song he wrote for our well loved pontiff.

We all were surprised!  So were the other three US cities on a 4 city simulcast hookup, with each having a gift for the pope and Tony was last in the lineup from the City of the Angels.

Our regional gift was a bit unusual but so typical: God uses whom He wants and with major miracles that defy man and hell’s design, He causes good to overcome cheap evil ways of politicians, tyrants, tenured left professors pushing Harvard Hamas hopeless encampments of Jewish hatred and revisionist history.

So many Scriptures come to mind: Romans 8:28 or “Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world”.  As this post on roses and hugs should show, “All things work together for good for those who Love the Lord”.

Read the continuation of I Corinthians:

^* Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, [love] is not pompous, it is not inflated…

Fast forward to July 2024, though, sometimes there is a kink…despite no complaints over a short Tony hug from anyone in the 30,000 or so, in fact a smattering of thanks for giving him the “hug he could not give us”, from sisters, friends and lay people alike.

Only by relying on God, can greatness increase!

“Tony, you are truly a courageous young man,” this great Pope told him that Tuesday.

“You are giving hope to all of us. My wish is to continue giving this hope to all other people.”  Over the years, he has, travelling to far away places. 49 countries.  

13 years later after his LA Papal floor show, I was privileged to be one of the youth ministry leaders on the WYD 2000 tour that began at Fatima, Portugal and ended in Rome; Tony and another NEC veteran Catholic musician Steve Angrisano led music for Mass and workshops, as we traveled across Europe seeing Catholic sites…like repurposed cathedrals now wedding chapels, and sacred sights Mary appeared at, including a country with a capital Paris formerly heavily Catholic.  How times change!

With a million of our closest friends at the time on the Roman field, we closed the WYD week with a huge open air Mass, celebrated by one of the greatest popes of all time, PStJPtheG.  Next came 2002, across Canada into Toronto.

A new day and new pope, BXVI, 2005 was in Divine Mercy Poland, Czech and Germany, just months after we lost PSJPtheGreat to Parkinson’s.  This story within the story is fascinating as the Culture of Life Pope’s ending covered God’s control of the enemy’s necromantic celebrations.  Odd?  Something you may not have thought about. Read on:

“Little known, the pope was an important part of the last days of the Eucharistic miracle Terri Schiavo Schindler…a Catholic sister treated like one of Kamala’s Catholic targets, only out of the womb already.

God used the end of our beloved pope’s life to overshadow the celebratory evil of the godless Terri killers,.  God allowed his dormant Parkinson’s to go critical hours after Terri died; she miraculously survived, after going 13 days only receiving on the Eucharist three times (from Priests for Life Fr. Pavone, another of the “obedience victims” in this current  pontificate).

“… Thursday, March 31, 2005, after the Pope took terminally ill,  was followed by the beloved Giovanni Pablo passing Saturday night, April 2nd just as the Divine Mercy liturgy finished.   Amazing the intertwining links God has for us.”

George, John, Teddy, Abe and Tony. Tony is the one in black

BACK TO THE NEC.  At the stage stairs, the man with the Sacred Heart Patrol cap chatted briefly with the staffer and said he was going up to give Tony a surprise short hug (if given permission).  Maybe the communications with NEC central was delinked, the staffer let him proceed up the stairs. Who knows; NEC never calls back or answers emails.  So far.

I saw no sign or hint of guys who bench 400 pounds before breakfast…no Colts Cops signaling no one is to go on stage…  Tony had just mentioned “I can’t give you a hug…”   As if on cue…

Does this deserve arrest?  Up on stage, circling around him, I gave Tony a few seconds hug from behind and when he recognized me, I told him “but we can give you one, Tony.”

We chatted super quick,  for total of 17 seconds, then signalling for applause for the armless wonder.  He needed to get to his new song, created for the National Eucharistic Congress.        tony’s 17 second video

Decades as a kids theatre dad for our 11, I knew to leave the stage quietly and quickly…then headed back to the end zone to sit with my beloved wife Mary and stepmom to an amazing family.  I greeted the nuns, of course, on the way back to the back.

It was about Tony’s life not mine; but his grief was latent to those who know him.

Nice of Tony to call this dad of 11 a friend, a brother and blessing, something we all are called to, those who call themselves servants of Jesus and Catholic.

Tony then sat down and got his feet in position to wow the crowd…something he does well

Sadly, the audio in the control booth must have accidentally got muted and the NEC did not have time for vetting the friend of Tony’s on stage: one guesses it was easier to kick out a Catholic who doesn’t passively follow the crowd but esteems all as better than himself.    Bizarre, especially when you hear or read the transcript of the ensuing interrogation.   Here are both transcripts, word for word.

Here’s the actual Transcript of Tony’s 17 second hug at NEC

Tony is talking:  “First kiss (from the Pope Sept 15, 1987) a true blessing.  Second kiss my wife’s kiss,,,  A true blessing when it comes to marriage and later on…”

(Len now was on stage behind Tony, I grasp gently Tony’s sides and he turns around to the right)

Tony:  Yes…heeey.  How you doing there?  Good seeing you.  Good seeing you

Len:   Tony can’t give you a hug (spoken to the people).  (but) we can give Tony a hug.  Give him a round of applause…

Tony:  “thank you so much”..You know we have WYD friends…he’s one of the World Youth Day friends I traveled with.  A true blessing”

Len is off the stage and Tony continues.  No gang signs, loaded backpack, just an old guy with a blue hat that says “Sacred Heart Patrol”. Tony knew the hugger.   Fitted in with decades of “I can’t hug you but…”   

Why did NEC kick out the Sacred Heart Patrol wearing hugger?  Then, more recently, why did they, in true Nixon style, erase the 17+ seconds by a purposeful cut and edit, for the “behind the pay wall” testimony on their archival site Manna?   Was the hug an embarrassment to the well organized, timed to the second planning?   Was a 70+ yr old Catholic deemed a heathen or worse, a protestant or party crasher to be erased for doing Catholic works of mercy?   He had permission and the mere act fit in well with the spirit of the event.

Yes, this last bit is mystifying. Why did they painstakingly erase 17 seconds from Tony’s testimony than charge $100 bucks for access?  Bizarre.   Funny, You can still go to Relevant Radio and find the contrabanded Nixonian erased Hug “‘tape” segment is still there.  But not at NEC??

One dumb question: who at the NEC decided to “dump the hug?” Hugs were common at NEC on the “stage”, at the Exhibit hall and on the streets.  It is a common part of being Catholic, although one of my fave young adults Kevin needed a little retraining on how to hug a young woman.   Was it because it was man to man? I mean, no more Hug Certificates needed because the evil Xi JinglePingle’s covid plan was outed showing medical malpractice and extent effective alternative therapies.

They or he/she, the NEC decision maker must have thought it ruined his or her perfect week long show…or as the chief of football police Billy called it “performers” and performance.  I doubt if he was Catholic, in his defense.  This wasn’t a heavy metal Megadeth or Black Sabbath event but a worship conference.

———-back to the timeline————-

I had no idea what was happening next. 

As I headed back to my seat in the rear, I stopped a couple times, quietly telling the sisters and couples, the Tony hug was from you just as the 60 year old performer had mentioned he could NOT give us.

Though he couldn’t wrap his non existent, Thalidomide UNgenerated, arms around any of us,  Tony is truly one great magnanimous man, although graduating 2024 Thomas Aquinas senior Elijah points out in his thesis the Aristotelian MagMan is Jesus the Christ, our Savior.

Tony, still, a true servant of the Living God.  Blessed with the most amazing wife, Lynn and Marisa and Andres.

God does not seek to glorify the strong and capable; He can use Whom the Spirit discerns will fulfill special purposes.  Especially in a world dying to hear the words of Eternal Life.

Back with my patient wife Mary who always has her first husband’s back; however, ten minutes later the tap on the shoulder came.

The Perp Walk and Interrogation Process

Three Lucas Oil Stadium Cops,  football security officers? told me to “follow them”. Cops tell you to move, you move, even mall cops on Segways name Kevin.

You’ve seen it watching Monday or Sunday football, or in the stands; noisy adult beverage laden fans raising holy hell around themselves. Get yanked and ushered to the parking lot.  Only I hadn’t been drinking…and as the chief of police stated multiple times, I had permission to be up there and Tony confirmed my immigrant status as a toe jam pilgrim who traveled with him.  I only knew Tony, as of last Sept 15th, 37 years.

The officer said “Follow me.”

As you have, I heard that many times before in the Gospels, and I simply complied (always a good idea when police ask you to comply even in a Catholic worship event) but they took me to their security room near the first aid station, behind the seats for our command session.

His follow me apparently NOT to fish for souls…NO NEC officials in sight, which one would expect, especially at a Catholic revival: mature adults, even ones like Len, usually can look a man in the eye and ask why?  explain why the NEC hierarchy decided, without facts or explanation, Len, you gotta go. You were not in the script, just a paid sojourner from Orange County.  Judge, jury, verdict, gavel.   Gone!

Something even the lowest member of the NEC team could have done before targeting a paying customer for unilateral banishment. I wasn’t even a shudder  “Protesting protestant”.

Then for weeks now months after, ignore repeated requests for a report long promised.  Amazing what $700 doesn’t buy these days; must be Bidenflation.

Along the perp walkway, I asked the football security guys what they wanted and was cordial but greeted with the non conversational; I wasn’t their usual meth head or drunk Colts fan apparently.

Recall, the words of Paul in Corinth continue:

(Love) is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.

Still no NEC team members, unless they hid in the shadows.  AS we arrived, in the security room was a woman with a laptop at the table; she told me the boss would appear soon and asked for my license, which I provided and the “chief” as they called him came in.  He began asking questions:

… from the security chief:

“did you know we could have tackled you just now?”

(cute: this is Intimidation 101: get the perp to cower and sweat)

I said, of course, you are the police and hired security and are there to protect those on stage and the participants. But…

My Dumb question: then WHY would you give permission for ascending the side stairs?

Was it to do a little Colosseum action like in Gladiators’ days?  If tackled, it easily could be a trip to the hospital or worse, but being on their Watch list (I discovered later) could have fueled a testosterone burst by the boys in blue.

What they, nor I, did NOT know at the time, on St Michael’s feast day Sept 29th, I would have a heart attackthat required a stent after unblocking the ‘widowmaker’ artery.   So, maybe death was not off the table should they have played “cops and old man” hitting the stage floor.

Of course, I thanked him for not…  I’ve never played professional football and it might make an interesting show, but oddly, despite Tony saying I was a friend and brother on stage, less than an hour later, I was treated like a terrorist or a secret Satanist trying to steal the Eucharist… and obviously learning a lesson.  I did apologize hoping for a CAtholic NEC human to appear. The saddest truth is I am treated better by security at my decades long mission at Planned Parenthood Tustin @ 22 in the OC.

Conform or get punished; zero tolerance for an unwritten rule never mentioned.  Be careful whom you show kindness to.  The usual lies against spreading the Gospel joyfully.

What I didn’t tell my interrogators was if they listened to Tony’s last words, calling me a brother and friend, just maybe they would have made a call to their NEC bosses for advice who might be hiding in the shadows… but God was in control, I was at peace and ready to go back to my seat once it was resolved…

Rush to Judgement.  A common ailment today

Certainly,  I was not another 20 year old delivering an earshot heard ’round the world…but fear IS a motivator and killer in itself.  Despite a great pope’s oft repeated “Be not afraid” or my fave bilocating confessor saint, Padre Pio: “Pray, Hope, Don’t Worry”.

Head officer, identified as chief of police, who didn’t really look like Chris Bailey, the new acting Indianapolis chief of police at the time,  continued:

“We noticed you had talked to the boom camera operator and didn’t perceive a threat”.

Talk about a comment out of left field.  I conceded I wasn’t a threat  (what beat a security guard senseless with my Sacred Heart hat?) and what my conversation with a hardworking staffer had to do with being pulled from my seat, I had no idea.  The chief of brawlers continued and explained:

He next asked “why did you do it?” and “What were you thinking partner?”  Intone the creepy shivers, Big Colts Cops are watching your every move, a lesson I learned with his next words.

“We were watching you, having seen you toss roses on stage last night.” Ahh, the tell and the reveal are one and the same.

Wow! A bouquet Rose tossis now a terrorist indicative act?!?  More importantly, the lightbulb, tho dim in my brain that day, went off in my head. I’m on a Watch list that began when?  Was it Wednesday helping the vulnerable? Outside and inside?

It came out they had started a cumulative Terrorist Watch file the night before or was it even before that on Wednesday helping the blind and lame? To this day, I have no idea.

It’s time to appeal to Caesar apparently to get this resolved.  As you might have read, NO not one, member of the exclusive NEC hatchet team has made contact this February 2025

As a chest beating show of his position, the chief let this “I have power!” fact slip out, which is a good thing: the NEC was not in danger from the Sacred Heart Patrol hatted old guy; the people were  protected by super facial recognition tech, terabytes of processing and storage and the best cyber tools, apparently second only to the protection of the Holy Spirit.  Even AI probably had its role.  But robots should never replace homo sapiens sapiens abilities.

At age 72, a planned parenthood sidewalk regular and dad of 11, PapaLen to 22 grandkids, I knew more was at work here, a lesson for all of us: as we wake up and leave our passivity behind, boldness without the left’s usual violence IS achievable. 

Decades working in prolife roles, including three decades on the board, many years as president, of a crisis pregnancy center, had prepared me for knowing: HELL is not dormant and very active, even at the NEC.  Abortion lovers’ sacrament is the dead child; their protection is supernatural but not Godly, spawned in the pit of hell.

We MUST have trained eyes and instincts these days, even among 55,000 65,000 minus one, make that two on fire Catholics, because my wife elected to leave as well.  She didn’t have to, but she did.

We lose people from the Church for far less treatment than I and Mary indirectly married to a guy like Len, experienced from our so called Church.  We are going nowhere, the Church is our home…Not a chance with us, but we as the Bride of Christ MUST improve our serve for next time IF there is a next time for a national event like this.

Roses and hugs are NOT acceptable at a sooo well planned event, orged down to single layer molecules, orchestrated well.  No room for change.

Maybe, with Tim no longer in charge or Jason the new CEO, the NEC leadership could explain, because we NEVER heard back if my pulled credentials could have been restored (as if Divine Mercy was somewhere in the House of Colts,)  so we could finish up an incredible revival week of Eucharistic Thanksgiving that the Proud GodFather is pleased occurred.

NEVER happened.  But I have promised MY report even if they stiff arm me from getting my promised copy of the interview.  Ok, interrogation.  There are reasons I need it and grandstanding is NOT one of them.

Anyone know someone at the NEC for answers?

Still asking.  Might be useful information for the next US Eucharist Congress in 2033.  The registration drudgery was an obvious fail, but resolvable; Bishop Freyer assured me it would be remedied in a note he sent me after the event.  Bishop Freyer is a good bishop but not on the NEC team.

But, how do you respond when an obviously involved Catholic dad did NOT “intrude, disturb or disrupt” the participants who thought it was part of the plan and program. You could easily verify this IF you hadn’t scrubbed the 17 seconds from your Manna pay wall site…

People of God, this is MY cross to bear; absolutely no complaints, the police did their job, though their transcript would show odd confusion on their part; as most security and police agencies will attest, it is not easy, as if it ever was, to do events like this.

My question is not for the beer brawl bouncers with badges and guns, but with my brothers and sisters in the faith, the NEC hierarchy, those we paid substantial pecunia to, to celebrate and learn.  Paul speaks further across the millennia:

“it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth.

7It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things…”

8^* Love never fails.

“If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tongues, they will cease; if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing…”

Since these gentlemen and ladies of the law handle Colt beer brawls in-season and the upcoming heavy metal concerts, one can understand they might have a zero tolerance for people doing different things. Like hugs and roses.  Hugs N Roses, a new rock band?

I was told, it wasn’t due to a gun shot heard worldwide per Steven Garcia, super security chief in interviews regarding his security apparatus.  I sent him a package by Priority Mail; it was returned a month later. I’d be happy to provide it to Bishop Cozzen’s office as proof I’m not a crackpot loser blaming the Church for all ails and evils.

The earshot heard around the world as I got on an LAX jet the Saturday July 13th early AM DID NOT  impact their “threat level.”  Why would Steve say this to the world if it WASN’T true.  After all, words have meanings.

However, with good police work, when most victims don’t call their victimizer friend and brother a blessing, you might make another call to the NEC head of excessive enthusiasm and joy for thumbs up or down. Or have them listen in if they feared a face to face.  That blue hat can be intimidating it seems.

   In fact, hired gun head of all security Steve Garcia stated specifically in interviews there was no need to change their plans due to Trump’s assassination attempt

Frankly, I am patient.  I’m still not even sure the NEC was aware, because I NEVER heard back in time to seek forgiveness or beg so my wife could enjoy the rest of the CAtholic experience she looked forward to. 

Neither alternative is good. If they did not know, and their security force lied, called an audible for  you football fans, and said the NEC wanted the Tony hugger kicked out or arrested, then the leaders need to be very careful who they hire in the future. Mixing the secular with the faith filled… grow a couple and speak the truth.

If they did know, and signaled thumbs down or the middle finger like happens so often outside planned parenthood kill mills, then some serious retraining or firing should ensue.

I did try, though at a disadvantage since locked out of all the NECemail a couple times that Friday and early Saturday to a contact (Sarah Houde) i had at the NEC and hadn’t heard  if my credentials could be restored…or at least get my nametag back.  I didn’t bother Relevant Radio, Tony or other presenters and participants, for it wasn’t their issue. NOT desiring to make this a big issue just get a little justice and a better explanation than you are a terrorist risking the Congress. Still hoping despite the NEC cone of silence, to get permission to return.

I was still in a bit of shock, trying to figure out what to do next.  Remember, I would be arrested if I was in the stadium, exhibit hall and presumably the church across the street.  Without credentials, the eucharistic procession was no longer on the possibilities list.

Email attempts to get back in.

The obfuscation is NOT over, Bishop C et al.  Here’s why

  Now that the sets are down and shipped, the show is over, the best thing, would be the NEC to KEEP its PROMISES and provide the interrogation report.  Couldn’t cost that much nor involve that much time.  UNLESS they are trying to bury the story and report; something sadly our Church has had a habit in the past.

Why do I suspect so?  Well, when I purchased the Manna to see the other speakers and events, I noticed a minor change to the record: the 17 second segment of Tony’s hug was scrubbed, edited out.  Even though it added to the testimonial and story, a reasonable man theorizes they are hiding something.  Other hugs throughout the event were NOT edited out. Was it because this 73 year old  Catholic apologist wasn’t on the NEC “A” list of dignitaries and acceptable Catholics?  Trust me, friends, I am not a “legend in my own mind”.  I know my place and work hard, as you do, to spread the Gospel with enthusiasm, boldness,fearlessness, compassionate passion.  Did the fake Police Chief (a lie) Billie request the video clip removed.  Was it Jason, Steve Garcia, Tim? It wasn’t my local bishops…

Did they “lose” the interview/interrogation (on purpose)?  That, my friend, is very sad for a supposed important Eucharistic movement to actively change history.  At least they are not changing His Story…

Maybe I will see it in time for my 81st birthday at the next Eucharistic Congress in country in Minnesota Anne’s 99th year and 3rd Euch Congress, I can come off the “do not fly” list…  But, so many other things have priority, but when Tony called me brother and friend BEFORE i was perp walked, they might have consulted with the Catholic side of the house. NEC

Maybe they saved a job by kicking me out, as my son David posited, by having me removed from the Church gathered that day (NO martyr nor victim be I); I will never know until NEC makes contact.  IF they ever will; it won’t be the first time some members of my Church has failed me and my family, nor will I never fail my Church as well.   The priest abuse of a sibling comes to mind, but he remains involved as a good Catholic.  Jesus built His Church on the shoulders of failure prone humans because He knew us better than we do.

I can’t believe they really feared an old guy with a Sacred Heart patrol cap, no weapons but the Gospel in his heart… In their view, their inaction could have led to me escalating, maybe without permission, giving some of my past ministry friends a hug or flowers, hugging them like I did Tony…but trust me, I carried no C4 laden backpack, a passport to 72 Virgins in the next life.

But I am a friend of just law enforcement, don’t hate yet only despise baby killers like KamalAbort Harris and her ilk.

Trust me, with 11 kids willing to express opinions, this dad got opinions, which I forever appreciate.  Especially my Ohio daughter in law before facts came in: “They should have tackled you!” Touche!

We raise our children, the next generation, to discern, think critically, use their God given talents and brains to sort through morals, develop character and in THEIR, not mine, begin leading. One or two thought I should have been tackled.   I value their telling the truth inside their opinions.

In the song of yesteryear, all of us must look to:

“Jesus, reduce me to LOVE”

  But until the facts are all in, it is incumbent on me to say the truth:

GREAT Event.  Fruits coming in in baskets. Looking to pilgrimage in 2025 from Indiana to LA; 2033, next American Eucharistic Congress.  And the discovery of the 2 timer, 90 yr old Anne of Minnesota.

That is IF I am not banned from participating in the next part of the journey? Your team asked what were you thinking, Len. I answered that question.  So I ask the same thing, what the heavens do you do to prepare for next time, streamlining the registration, giving aid to the disabled, making sure no hugs or roses stain your Eucharistic interpretation.  Put CATHOLICS in key roles to interpret actions since hell is always at the ready to destroy good.  Don’t overdo Hollywood next time.

I remained peaceful and content, knowing I was in Good Hands (not Allstate, tho they insure much).

My good friend, travel partner, fellow lover of Jesus, the Church, helping others often,

Tony messaged me later he had heard I was arrested. I messaged back, that “No, things were fine…keep doing the great things you are doing.” 

My brother and friend Tony is so caring, always worrying about others.  I didn’t want to worry him since he had work to do. Ok, a white lie is still a lie but it wasn’t Tony’s fault the NEC leadership had issues.

Why the Roses thursday nite?

Ever hear of this future saint of Life, Lila nee Rose? Facts matter: a confessional disclosure regarding the roses: guilty as charged.  I still believe God’s greatest most complex best designed being is woman. And EVERY woman deserves a rose…every day.  Or at least a Spring bouquet.

With Mary, I bought a dozen roses Thursday afternoon at Krogers near the NEC stadium, and brought them thru security (no thorns set off alarms) with no problem Thursday night, July 18.

They were destined for Lila Rose, but she already was on stage and talking; the purpose was, as a surprise from her husband Joe, to keep up a tradition I had begun many years before, that never seemed something for the CIA or Colt Cop blue to track. Thorns with roses.

How many arrests do the ice rink officials make in the crowd when the prima ballerina on blades is tossed roses by the nursery full?   None?

Security picked up the bouquet but apparently it did not delivered, because I witnessed a staffer reach down.  The note had her name…and after all, she was a Rose before her excellent marriage.

Security and the NEC saw them as a threat?  Do either realize just how powerful a rose is?  And how silly they sound?

For example, in the hands of a sidewalk counselor offering them to a woman leaving PP in a car, they most often stop to take the rose and are given life saving information at Planned Parenthood, Orange CA that takes business away from the chief baby killer Jon Dunn who services two counties of female victims.  Roses got a friend Lauren Handy by hell’s justice department, a 54 months sentence in the Tallehassee federal pen.  For GIVING roses to the vulnerable in DC.  Maybe the NEC F-troop cops got training from Merrill Garland and his ilk.

Adopted daughter Maria, the military wife Lila and my beloved Briana at a Downey area Prolife conference…and Rose#1

 That Thursday, Already beginning her witness talk, I had no intent to interrupt, so I quietly tossed them on stage away from the podium, later picked up by the staffer.  I was hopeful she got them, since there was only 11 left after a nun/sister behind Mary and I requested one in the crowd.

How do you say “No!” to a consecrated religious even if they are destined for a future saint Lila on stage?

But NOTHING escapes the Lucas Oil eyes, cameras, surveillance drones etc.  NOTHING even a rose.

My annual rose bill is way higher than most drunken football fan or sailors pub bill, because I ‘gift’ them out, one by one at Planned Parenthood Orange, for the sidewalk workers, and,  as women drive out of our local abortion constabulary. No brag, just fact.

Something EVERY Catholic can do; in California, Staters and Trader Joe’s sells ’em for life. Roses SAVE lives, whether on stage, married to a military man, with 3 kids…or in the hands of a pro life servant.

Most drivers, usually the culpable man, stop, because the lady inside instinctively wants the rose, no matter what happened the minutes before inside Sangers satanic kill mills.

No matter what transpired inside the abortuary to the victims, vulnerable mothers and the status of their child, each is offered a rose and an information flyer covering all options. Hell has lost the war, but the battles continue.

An officer and his beloved

ROSES SAVE LIVES.  For example, some couples in the car decide to keep their kids and never come back to Sanger Hell; others need post Kamalabortion counsel.  “See the need etc.”

At least they have a chance to hear the truth and give informed consent to life after being lie to and deceived by the Gruesome Newsom Twosome’s two step.  I remember one recipient, telling me as she accepted the rose: “I don’t want to hurt my baby.”  I told Alicia, noticing the ultrasound pics between the front seats, ” you won’t especially since you won’t have to come back to this hellhole.”  She and Greg left grateful and since have borne a child in another nearby state.  Praise God for another life lived!  Please prayer warriors, 40days, LiveAction slow down on saying we “saved” another.  The Holy Spirit did the saving, we the willing vessels do all we can for it to happen.  But we are the instruments.

55,000 65,000 on fire Catholics will make a difference; its ALL of our abilities to respond, to help women not get injured or killed as their precious prebirth children are massacred inside them inside the Planned Parenthood Kill Mills.  Of course our purists will stick their fingers in their ears if you mention Trump.  Odd how we Catholics preach metanoia, change but give little provision, even after successfully protecting life for 4 tormented years. 

In case you haven’t heard, Melania IS a Catholic but sending mixed signals on life.  When Hillary asked “who painted” the OLGuadalupe tilma, the Mexican priest answered simply: “God!”

Here is the First Lady with the Second Eve. A Catholic woman like this influences our future current & past president, immensely one hopes

Melania is pictured leaving flowers at the feet of a tall Second Eve statue below

Truth be told, this bunch that Thursday was to be my 3rd and final rose donation for the Rose of Lila lady because NOW it is husband Joe’s job.

At two conferences over ten years, I gave her a rose from the “guys”. At the Steubenville conference, my  youth ministry guys chickened out about going up and handing her a rose…so did it myself.  In case you never knew:

For years I’ve preached:  EVERY WOMAN DESERVES A ROSE EVERYDAY,

…it is a simple way to value the invaluable precious: Womanhood.  For example, you probably have heard the faux science climate change 100 times before being told women ARE the final created being that led to millions, then the Ark and Flood, then now 9 billion less than the 2.2 BILLION kill mill kill offs already dead, buried but not forgotten. That’s a mouthful.

Everyone should know, God left His absolute best for last, the last act of general creation. He did the simple first: light, stars by the billions, insects by the trillions, animals including skunks and plants, then a muddy male type we know as Adam.

It WAS worth the six day (or to placard the insecure, billions of years evolutionary crowd) wait.

The immensely intricate design of the first working model, a 50 trillion celled woman, first example called Eve, that can provide, with a husband’s help, a new life to further the survival of mankind.  She lost her second born at the hand of her first born, but God chose her to lead the human race, be the first.

Our world is literally dying by the influencer degrowthers, depolulationists: 50 nations are one generation away from obsolescence, going the way of the doo doo birdand so many think kid killing prebirth is like getting a latte as your mani-pedi proceeds.

 It’s not: it is destroying the earth’s RACE

This design work left God to take the next day off and rest.  After all, He just created the most intricate, most complex being on earth.   Ok, your billion year evolution fans or 6 day Creation, it doesn’t matter as much as God wants ALL to live happily forever and ever and…

“I’m no victim and I accept the results of the hug and roses as my cross to bear.” Is that apology sufficient to satisfy, family, NEC, Colts Cops?

I still don’t know who objected to Tony getting a hug, but I would be happy to give both of them a crisp $2 bill decorated with the blood of 53 signers who gave life, family and wealth for the privilege of 60,000 to gather in Oil stadium.  If ignorant about the $2, look at the reverse side.

But roses for a Rosemother and Hug for a harmless armless Tony did have consequences.  The intake lady took my license, typed a report which some day I may get a copy of, as promised.

So much for Roses…  Chief interrogator continues:

As the chief of police continued, he told me he was not going to arrest me but should I darken the Lucas stadium or Exhibit Hall again, I WOULD be arrested.   I got down on my knees and pled for mercy.

Ok, maybe not. I wondered where the Godly Catholic NEC staffer was hiding, like the wizard of Oz famed “behind the curtain” screen.  Yes, I felt betrayed and now that I know they scrubbed the few seconds on the video record from the record, I better understand they ARE hiding something.

Please don’t mistake this for arrogance; there is NOT enough time left on earthfor wimpouts and mealy mouthing the Gospel. And with the Super cybersecurity devices and cameras everywhere, it’s obvious when he mentioned a dozen (actually only 11) roses I tossed up a day earlier, he started a dossier on the guy with the Sacred Heart Patrol hat.

Future action items to resolve:

1)  I may have to open an FOIA request with the Indianapolis police department’s new chief to get to the bottom.  They promised the interrogation transcript/report and have never complied. They claimed it will come from NEC, but the NEC will not respond.  I’ve gotten better treatment at Planned Parenthoods than I get from my fellow Catholic leadership NEC after paying $700 for two days of a 5 day tour. Gilligan’s Island comes to mind.

2) What are you hiding by scrubbing the recording?

3)  Are you able to tell the truth?

4)  Does ANYONE at the NEC take responsibility for resolving this?

I do love my son deeply but my oldest thinks I come across as a crazy person EVEN though I got permission…and should just drop this.

We already know how the beautiful Ohioan mom of 4 weighs in: Tackle him!!

Humbly, this is not about me.  It’s about the stacked deck against religious freedom, against any Catholic witness, only secular religions like satanism, killing kids for sacramental Satanic Mass re enactments, etc are allowed. The definition of communism is foolish godless Socialism pushed by the father of lies.

You’ve heard the “devil” is in the details; so are the angels.

Time to confess I have the audio, even if the NEC is hiding it: Since I was surprised at the end zone, I had my phone voice recorder already going in my front pocket.  I still need the details what the renegade cops did WITH their interrogation, but a transcript of the audio recording of the Colts Cops treatment of your Catholic brother and co-participant follows:

Other then the Colts Cops and an unknown NEC human who hid and never went face to face with his (or her, the other sex/gender) accused Matthew 18 style, Again:  NO ONE COMPLAINED.  THE 30,000  THOUGHT IT WAS PART OF THE PROGRAM. As promised, I WILL GIVE A $2 BILL TO EVERYONE WHO PAID TO GET IN WHO COMPLAINED, ONCE I PICK UP THE $4 IN 2’s TO RANSOM the two folks BEING OFFENDED.  WHAT THE HEAVEN HAS HAPPENED TO US AS A CHURCH?

Are we men of valor?  Are we women of courage?

The self proclaimed chief called it a “show”.  Sorry chief  It wasn’t a show; it was a witness to brotherly love and FURTHER evidence ANY thing we do beyond clutching our rosaries in the front pew of a locked out Mass room, will NOT be tolerated by the secular world.

I now almost believe the Colts Cops had zero interface with an NEC official, and if they did, God help us if we throw our Catholic siblings to the wolves like in the recent decade.

Think about it: There was a 10 minute gap between Tony calling me his brother and friend and when the trinity of Colts Cops escorted me to security.

The NEC staffer, volunteer liaison must have seen and heard that.  Epic fail, and as St Paul, as a roman citizen demanded Rome, as a member of the Catholic Church, I firmly request a meeting with the decision makers.  Chances are, I will never see the promised report.

Not that critical with the audio recording, but helping some one keep a promise is only fair.  And my other involvements can lead to unjust lies applied as evidence in so much pro life tyranny applied.

Flashback a decade.  Reminds me of the 11 goons that Kamalabort dispatched to David Daleiden’s 600 sf apartment to steal, never return, his recordings of planned parenthoodlums selling body snatcher parts to med labs worldwide…just doing what they were told.  Update: finally, after a decade, David is free to do more great investigative reporting now that California has quit persecuting him.  The war is won and ocassional battle victories are welcome.  Thank you David for all you do, and Sandra too!

Boldness is NOT violence, it is St Paul, it is us, IF we really believe we hold the everlasting life truths in our hearts and hands. And our friends, neighbors and family are dying to know what we know.  Remember, NO ONE cares what you know, until they know that you care.

More on the crime in progress.

From the audio record (by the way, I inadvertently recorded it): “When you stopped and talked with the cameraman there(obviously, chief and cop crew were watching me, and maybe with the elusive NEC head of security over their shoulder) and they thought you were with the cameraman and if the guy (at the stairs to the left of Tony) (had) not let you up, if that guy had not stopped you (chief, which way is it?) you would probably would have been taken off that stage in a different form and fashion.  Huh??

Does he mean pulverized or dead?  Oddly, he might have saved my life by not tackling me that day.

He, in his odd logic, is probably right since I had a latent heart arterial obstruction of the widowmaker discovered 72 days later on Sept 29th, the feast day of St Michael the Archangel. In English, a heart attack.

I had no weapon but the Gospel and the love of a CAtholic brother; I carefully identified myself to Tony, and walked back.  The people clapped politely, not for me but the sentiment of hugging a man who can’t hug and his decades long witness to our Savior.  NOT football fan drunk, just preaching the Gospel with actions.

I said to the Chief: He didn’t stop me; he let me up.  Words have meaning as do actions. Look at the “fear fuel” of the 2020s.

Based on Mao Tse Xi’s skillful incubation of the emerging leaked gain of function virus in Wuhan in 2019, 11 million city dwellers were not allowed to infect other Chinese cities with “no fly Chi rules”; just OUT of the country to the Chinese owned businesses in Spain and Italy. When Wuhan day laborers were sent to them and became the earliest hotspots.

We must believe there are many interactive God-incidences in life.  A great example was the earliest Calif. Covid death was a good Catholic man and acquaintance, on Feb 16, 2020, Stephen Atchley, one incredible professor who taught foreign including Wuhan students.

Yes we’ve been lied to but that is the first word and work of the godless.  We just must improve our serve and get REAL with the Real Presence of Christ. But something has nagged me about Andres’ death, the son of Lynn and Tony, who I first met when age 3.   I hope to find out this year if my suspicions are spot on.

Other soundbites from the Chief:

“you will be able to get an official copy through the NEC”Fat chance, the NEC does not return emails….even 8 months later and counting.  Let alone calls.  Too busy for a dad of 11 Catholic kids.

I asked, “Can i keep the orange lanyard… “Unfortunately that is part of the access credential”At least, I kept the now useless schedule torn away but how weird is that?  They are afraid I will try and get back in using a piece of plastic twine.

“You are very very lucky that you didn’t get tackled off the stage by law enforcement down there”…Why, because the staff security guy let me go on stage?  What was THIS guy, thinking, with his double talk?

“Understand the environment in which we live today”Unfortunately, Chief, it’s the environment we have brought on ourselves, where being Catholic is right where the father of lies wants us: oppressed and passive.  Your overall security boss for the NEC Steve Garcia, is quoted as saying Trump’s assassination attempt had NOTHING to do with his plans to protect.  Did he lie as well?

Let’s hope this hug was sanctioned by the big poobahs in leadership

I do thank Colts Cop Central for their exceptional professionalism, assuming some NEC staffer directed their action from the shadows; and hoping no one else faced expulsion…apparently, hugs and roses are dangerous.  Nor any one lost a job, including my own family members.

Did the word on the hat, Sacred Heart Patrol, raise threat level to red from yellow, DEFCON 3? Fact is, when we as DREs had 400 kids in St Anthony Claret’s weekly…

…Tuesday night religious ed program, I had them made for the dads; it gave them purpose and the kids more security with dads around at an inner city parish for night classes.  It’s a leftover from 1995!

Looking back CSI/NCIS style, surveillance might have begun in registration line, though.  The man is always watching apparently.

Yes, I confess, I have a form of ADHD called ADAD. I talk to everyone, encourage them to dialogue (the lost art before covid, cell phones and shutdowns) and communicate. Some call it “witness”; my kids just say, “there goes dad again”.

Faith question:  when did roses and hugs become a federal issue at the state level in a Catholic conference talking mercy, kindness and love?

I tried to help families make the registration journey easier for these tired UNcredentialed: joyful, walking and encouraging the registrants.  Especially the sisters and the families, since it looked like the line would take a bit.  I may have been caught on camera; just be bland, don’t cause excess smiles, never assume people want to dialogue.  The usual drivel.

I asked the chief about my wife, Mary and he said no, she could stay. Really? How’d that work out 2000 miles from home!  NEC showed total incompetence and serial nonchalance to the needs of their California “delegates”.   Is there ONE competent, Catholic NEC official who can help with this?

Interrogation finished, I eSigned the unprinted report and officer Keith professionally showed me the way to the curb.  Warning NOT to step onto stadium or convention center property unless I wanted to be arrested.  There’s that threat again…

I told them I did not have any priors, but actually I have given former Miss Lila Rose a rose in the past, as previously mentioned and hugged Tony similarly at the Anaheim Convention Center Religious Ed conference a couple decades ago…also, on the WYD buses and Disneyland area stage, I played his hands at times like the old puppet trick. 

Thank you, Keith, you are a good officer as well as all your team.  But, maybe listen to the whole story from the hugged next time.  No next time for me.  I’m pretty much done with posturing and broken promises.

Tony texted me hours later, which you can read here.