updated: Jan 26 Jan 27 Jan 28 The Feast of St Thomas Aquinas
More great breaking news! California AG office finally gave up persecuting an innocent investigative reporter since private citizen Kamala was attorney general and invaded his small SoCal apartment a dozen years ago. It’s funny who the self absorbed media reward themselves with Pulitzers, much like Hollyweird gives out gold statues and globes to their own.
Congrats David and Sandra. Keep up the great work…maybe the East Coast Pulitzer will make its way to the west coast work of Center of Medical Progress next year.
You already have your first one from Donna.
Attached>>>is the summary put out by David Daleiden…prolife work is serious business because lives are ALWAYS involved but more important, it is ok to celebrate when a celebration is called for. It IS a great day to be alive, friends…so pray “Lord, use me as You, not I, will”. Because He will!

Lauren smiles while working in Albuquerque petitioning the local Holocaust Museum to add the current pogrom of death and other local New Mexico pro life needs. Yes, I gave her the rose but God designed and created it…and her!
Breaking news: No more federal tax dollars for the baby killing king pins at Sanger’s planned parenthood. For the next 4, probably the next 8. Years, not days. This executive order just in, reversing in one Sharpie stroke the deadly work of Cecile Richards. A distraught Ann Richards on a 5150 or 3 day hold? It IS ok to pray for Ms Richards who died on inauguration day because hell really sucks for an eternity. Even and especially for the godless.
Look at her face: Lauren, the youngest of the pardoned 23 also had the longest 57 month Stalinesque prison sentence. In the picture, Lauren’s shirt features her famous red tape “Life” and Survivors moniker. The old guy on the left is wearing a Heroes themed shirt from one of his last retreats as a staff Youth Director at Holy Family Cathedral; he has a reputation for using roses as both gifts and tools.
What an amazing time since Inauguration Day/ Week 2025! One of the most important early actions by Mr. Trump among his 200 EOs, specifically sparing via pardon 1500 Epiphany (J6 commonly called) day 2021 Americans and most acutely probably saving at least one or two lives (Mrs Joan Bell) when his wide black Sharpie set free 23 pro-life prisoners of the ObamaNation& Biden admin. 23 incarcerated innocents of the greater Laws of God on January 23, 2025
Chances are very real that Joan Bell AND an 89 year old would have been two more Biden /Kamala’s post election deaths while still locked away in the DC Dungeon if she won. What an evil administration.
Now, freedom is ringing more clearer, more true in the ProLife community AND across America!
Congrats to Thomas More, Life Legal Defense and other dedicated prolife attorneys and for the REAL Jubilee year experience of freeing the captives. St Joan and Lauren WERE captives, no different than a criminal during the Obamanation years of the DoInjustice in the eyes of the godless Democrat leadership. Another blatant example was the outrageous treatment of that multi kid dad Mr Houck for praying and others listed below.

David’s first, but well deserved, Pulitzer prize from above. Maybe, the Columbia Journalism school will catch up. TY Troy Newman as well for your vision.
These modern true civil rights advocates, not battling over color or well deserved recognition of being equal humans, but for the lives of mothers and babies, are ALL heroes! Let me start with the one who had the longest FACES Act induced sentence.PL hero Lauren’s incredibly horrible crime? Giving roses to women desperate for true love because their men most often failed the test of time, commitment and protecting the woman in their lives.
Lauren Handy is one of the kindest woman I know in my seven decades on this 3rd rock from the sun; she is always thinking of others, especially the pre-birth kids who are at-risk inside women in crisis, her fellow inmates and others. When I first met her, as part of a team of great and serious anti-abortion workers I also call heroes, she was discerning and on her way to fulfilling her desire for a deeper love of her God, the Eucharistic Son of the Father.
We all have individual journeys, sojourners on the way to a permanent forever home. Jesus was/is Lauren’s goal, much like Colonel Mike Hopkins carrying the Eucharistic Lord (for weekly Holy Communion) above his heart into space as part of ISS Dragon-1. He said at the NEC June 2024 these words of wisdom:
“Jesus was with me and He had a different plan”.
Colonel Mike above the earth
Riddle me this: if Mike could receive Jesus once a week 250 miles above his parish ON earth, we should be able to invest one hour out of 168 hours at Mass ON earth.
Not the easiest to partake of the Eucharist 250 miles above the earth leaving your space vehicle for a walk. But something most engaged, devoted Catholics know IN their heart: Often, God is much better at making plans to bring others to His Son.
But, words to NEVER forget, emphasized by greats like Pope Saint John Paul the Great’s “Be not afraid” or the man of many talents Padre St Pio who calmly says: “Pray, hope, don’t worry.”
Our dying world desperately needs us to be fearless and bold. IF we are open to the call of the Spirit, always ready as St Peter tell us in 1Peter3 14-15 to give our reasoned testimony wherever and whenever He tells us to speak and do, great things are in store.
By the stroke of his overworked Sharpie, President #47 signed 23 pardons Jan 23, 2025 for non-crimes emanating from the
Obamakamalacabal & Jill’s Joe administration, which kickoff on Jan 20, 2021 plus 4 years of corruption and destruction had just ended.
The total cost of #46 Joe’s four year tenure, in actual lives, dollars, opportunities, wars and more, is still being tallied, but will conservatively be in the trillion$ of dollars…stay tuned…
Quick backstory on Lauren:
Early in 2013, no longer on a Catholic parish staff after 33 years, I had a minor role in arranging the June 17-28, 2013 Survivors of the Abortion Holocaust prolife training camp.
The place it happened at, was a location Relevant Radio host Patrick Madrid knows well: Santiago Retreat Center in the OC.
Fast forward: As it turned out, the youngest prolife warrior, Lauren was given 57 months in Fed lockup, the most I believe among the Garland 9 and other prolifers treated unjustly.
In 2013, Ms. Handy was in RCIA at her local parish, preparing to join the Church and came to the Survivors of the Abortion Holocaust camp for hands-on training with Jeff White, Cheryl Conrad, Troy Newman, Bryan Kemper, Kristina Garza etc. and innovative events like a public Hoag hospital thank you, die-ins at the beach and AMC “the Block”, etc.
Necessary “out of the box” experiences the young people thrived on because the young need to be challenged.
A daily plus was Survivors coordinator back then Kristina Garza is a devoted Catholic and we had daily Mass available for all comers at the old St Michael’s Abbey 4 miles away.
One of those June mornings included a surprise reunion with Fr Leo Celano, the legendary and mighty prolife Norbertine/ Premonstratensian now in heaven or nearby in Purgatory. I vote for heaven but if you knew Fr Leo, you’d understand.
Working with her at camp, Lauren showed me what a focused living saint looks like. Fearless, bold yet reserved in demeanor, ready to serve.
She continued to work with Survivors after that camp, among other prolife ministries; eg the Survivors’ answered invitation to join New Mexico Alliance for Life (the picture above) with Bud& Tara Shaver, Elisa Martinez etc. in serious efforts to save lives in that rabid pro-abortion state. NM Alliance for Life continues today under Elisa Martinez’ leadership.

23 set free pro lifers via J 23 pardons
Some time later, Lauren got more involved in DC after becoming a lay professed (angel or saint, choose one):

An early meme I made reflecting planned barrenhood maternal deaths; Lauren is pictured holding the sign as she did often at PP DC.
She discovered the 115 dead DC fetuses and got them a respectful burial; her FACES act arrest and future incarceration at Tallahassee Fed Penitentiary came from giving roses to women in crisis (something I am privileged to do most Saturdays at PParenthood HQ Tustin @ 22 in Orange).
But not all pardons are equal: The interesting irony about Lauren doing her time in da joint: she wasted no time at Tallahassee Fed Penitentiary, witnessing and helping women inmates. Recall the astronaut Hopkins words above: yes, Jesus is with me AND He has a different plan!
If you think about it: other then walking into hell at Margaret Sanger Kill Mills, one of the worst places for female abuse is inside women’s prisons; a minority inside the walls are scumbag guards, usually men, who torture the ladies, demanding sex like slaves, already vulnerable.
Like the apostles in the Roman jails, Lauren did what she does well, ministered to the least, the lost, the lonely, the abused she saw daily while inside doing her unjust sentence. What did astronaut Hopkins say? “Jesus was with me and He had other plans!” Lauren just ministered. Her desire to serve Jesus and protect the innocent little ones (as well as moms) extended beyond the non-grave:
From Diana/NYPost: “…Lauren Handy, was sentenced to five years in prison last year following her October 2020 conviction for trying to block the doors of a DC abortion clinic and streaming the action online. Prosecutors said Handy’s actions left one nurse with a sprained ankle suffered when she was pushed to the ground, while an expectant mother experiencing labor pains was blocked from getting inside.”
You can always believe a Sanger soldier, prosecutors and legal beagles hired by Planned Parenthood: they never lie because they tell us they never lie. Sprained abortion nurse and a mother probably in day2 of a chemically induced abortion going into labor. Versus 66 million so far dead American children never to make it to curtain climbing, toddler waddling, kindergarten and other human stages of growth.
Diana continued: “In a subsequent search of Handy’s home, authorities said, they found five fetuses stashed in coolers.” Translation: the 5 dead humans were waiting proper burial and kept on ice, not in Yale Med lab coolers or at Dr Regan Thieler’s dual offices at Planned Parenthood Gulf Coast and TexMed Branch ice boxes waiting packaging and transfer to the highest foetal organ bidders.

Joan Bell is the smiling one with her church community after the good news. OK, next to hubby Christopher in the middle.
Another saintly hero, dealing with serious health issues, is was incarcerated St Joan Bell; she did not want an early release as a testimony and witness to the evils of the kill mill industry, though her release photo at the Capitol shows a huge smile.
Recall we celebrated and prayed for her during Lila Rose’s time on stage at the Eucharistic Congress June 2024 in Indianapolis. God ANSWERS prayers!
“Prosecutors from the DOJ’s Civil Rights Division and U.S. attorney’s office for the District of Columbia argued the pro-life activists violated the 1994 FACE Act, a federal law that prohibits physical force, threats of force or intentionally damaging property to prevent someone from obtaining or providing abortion services. The activists were sentenced by Judge Colleen Kollar-Kotelly of the U.S. District Court for the District of Columbia, a Clinton appointee, and immediately detained.” (Hat tip Jamie Joseph at Fox News)
While signing the pardons Thursday, just a day before Friday’s annual March for Life rally, Trump said, “They should not have been prosecuted.” Really?!
Truth be told, Joan’s 27 month ruling easily could have been a death sentence under Kamalala!
If hell’s sad sweetheart, Kamala had been elected, Joan would certainly have died in prison. Funny how the former Prez of Vice never looks in the mirror to see she needs to repent and follow Christ…NOT the devil. After all, hell has enough followers racing down the wide ride.
One thing the corrupt godless do is always look for a patsy, someone else to blame. Now, its Kamala’s hubby’s fault she lost the election. So, the billion$campaign pot wasn’t enough?
I recall the Tom Jones song “Everything is Beautiful” and the line: “…there is none so blind as (s)he who will not see!” Pray for this sad hardened soul, who spent $1 billion + and still owes money to contractors in the failed presidential run.
You had the money, honey but even a billion can’t buy an unjust deceitful presidency post Joe.
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Like Joan, Lauren probably had mixed feelings about the pardon but at least Joan is out…waiting on Lauren’s release.
(this is a developing story..updated in the future)
The first ten of the 23 early releases: “The pardons would bring immediate relief to those currently imprisoned including Lauren Handy (57 months in prison), John Hinshaw (21 months), Jonathan Darnell (34 months), Herb Geraghty (27 months), Jean Marshall (24 months), Joan Bell (27 months), Paulette Harlow (24 months), Bevelyn Williams (41 months), Heather Idoni (24 months), and Calvin Zastrow (6 months).” (Hat tip to Ed Morrisey’s Hot Air site)
National Catholic Register on the 24th had a more complete listing:
“NCR: The Thomas More Society, the Chicago-based public interest law firm, had earlier in January announced it had submitted formal requests to pardon 21 pro-life activists convicted under the FACE Act. They included Joan Bell, Coleman Boyd, Joel Curry, Jonathan Darnel, Eva Edl, Chester Gallagher, William Goodman, Dennis Green, Lauren Handy, Paulette Harlow, John Hinshaw, Heather Idoni, Jean Marshall, Father Fidelis Moscinski, Justin Phillips, Paul Place, Paul Vaughn, Bevelyn Beatty Williams, Calvin Zastrow, Eva Zastrow, and James Zastrow.
The two other convicted pro-life activists pardoned by Trump are Herb Geraghty of Pennsylvania and Jay Smith of New York. Many are still incarcerated.
Lauren Handy, a Catholic convicted for her participation in a 2020 abortion clinic blockade in Washington, has been serving the longest sentence: 57 months. According to a list maintained by Citizens for a Pro-Life Society, Handy is currently in a federal prison in Florida (Tallahassee Federal). Idoni is incarcerated in Florida; Marshall and Goodman in Connecticut; Darnel and Calvin Zastrow in Illinois; Hinshaw in Massachusetts; Geraghty in Pennsylvania; and Williams, who was arrested for protesting outside an abortion clinic in New York City, in Alabama.”
By the way, don’t forget to look to the stars!
The Celestial Scene parallels this Jubilee year kickoff:
NEVER forget our Creator God built the universe, not for the angels & devils, but for His beloved humans. He owns the Cosmos and uses the constellations and stars to TEACH us, prophesy stuff (ever hear of the House of Bread of Life Bethlehem Star?) and speak to the more critically skeptical science minded folks.
Jan 2025 to Feb 2nd
Meanwhile, as the six planets have lined up on the ecliptic plane end of January, great things happened across the land celebrating more than “Roe No Mo’!”
March for Life DC Friday was incredible, with avid prolife Kamala’s replacement, the Catholic JD Vance adVancing the cause; West Coast March Saturday as well. Vance~ Bondi for President 2028?
Can’t forget Saturday’s West Coast Walk4Life. For example, the young guys learning to build a house from Santiago Retreat Center’s Trade School, were building the future marching on San Francisco’s streets, singing the rosary, doing great things. Their fearless leader, Mark was there as well. Thank you to the Dulacs, Mr. McElrath and others for their vision. AND yet more great examples of the energized young from the Trade School being modeled across America.
Back outside PP HQ in Orange, on the possible Equinox/Solstice date anniversary the 25th: in addition to the usual suspects on the sidewalk, a new team St John the Baptist Catholic Church’s young adult pro-life team made their presence known doing a two hour stint on the sidewalk separating heaven and hell.
Youth minister Brandon and the young adult ProLife coordinator Kathleen had 20 energetic 20 somethings praying and counseling the victims of a decaying society that needs truth and Jesus. Make that Jesus and Truth. Details further down. The time for rejuvenating the prolife movement continues…
Is it in the stars? Does God speak to us outside the thick bibles we carry around? Yes, word of God Sunday followed…
March4Life Friday and West Coast Life Saturday. But I think yes IS the right guess about the interaction of the cosmos and earth, since God leaves nothing to chance and uses all His created tools to bring us home forever. Think about:
Bethlehem stars followed by Wise Easterners, salvation history IN the constellations, prophetic 2623BC Father’s monument to His Beloved Eucharistic Son known as Giza, 1531 Cactus fiber Tilmas in Mexico, 7 swords of St Michael, etc.
Don’t forget a must mention of the Shroud of Turin first worn as a large necklace by the Impossible St. Jude Thaddeus AND studied feverishly by a PB&J (physicist, blind Jesuit named Fr Spitzer); growing numbers of Eucharistic miracles beyond Lanciano, that include Terri Schiavo’s life~death, Pope Francis’ as priest Argentina miracle and more.
Fair question: Are we in interesting times or what??! …or the beginning of the end of end times? You tell me.
Hmm: we know Jesus died on Friday the 13th Hebrew month of Abib and Mary purposefully appeared six 13s in a row in 1917. So, God values the numbe 13 for shorthand for the Trinity? How about a more recent 13th of a month. In 2024, Trump was rifled with a shot heard ’round the world…yes, on a Marian Saturday 13th, June last year; he truly believes God spared his life for greater purposes and I’m waaay below the prophetic paygrade to counter the reality.

The alignment is known as the planetary parade
Also, recall, we had the providential eclipse two years ago that tracked in the middle of the US; also, in 2025, Jan 22-25, a rare planetary parade, with six planets aligning extraordinarily precise, peaking January 25 (much needed rain clouded the SoCal picture but that’s ok with the fires) and soon, featuring the moon lined up with the six solar system wanderers on Feb 2nd.
OK, all you super Christmassians like Orange County Catholic author Rebekah Valderrama, Feb 2nd IS the last last day of the Christmas season celebrating the presentation of the Lord; amid the fact even the way most of our sun’s orbiting planets present themselves to the Son this Jubilee year is incredible.
Don’t you feel it? God is pulling out ALL stops to get us and others to heaven. Don’t just believe this old prolife dad of 11. LOOK up & research.
My beautiful wife Mary (like another Mary, the 2nd Eve, she said “Yes!” to adopting 12 people) and I found out while in flight before landing in Cincinatti that 13th day of June while heading to our son Nathan and wife Jen’s farmhouse for an Ohio visit.
You know Trump’s story by now, enough said about Providential Redirection; but Mary and I were due in Indianapolis June 17th for registration Wednesday at the well attended National Eucharistic Congress under Bishop Cozzens and others, featuring Thursday night mother Lila Rose sharing her testimony and her conversion to Catholicism. Yes amazing times, people of God! We were soooo looking forward to the five day event and all it had in store during this Revival from the Covid suppression of religion sadly obeyed by our bishops to the extreme.
We abruptly left the NEC early June 19th after Tony Melendez’ beautiful story with him introducing his new song (that’s another bizarre story). I left first since I was expelled in lieu of arrest at noon and I picked Mary up at 3pm. Remember:
Again Jesus is with us and often He has different plans for us to carry out. The shortened NEC stay was not my idea and certainly NOT Mary’s, yet the change of plans gave us two extra days so we returned to Dayton to see four great awesome formerly fostered grandkids before flying home to Newsom’s governorship.
The Adoption option is an incredibly fruitful & satisfying way to be prolife, young couples!
It’s good to point out, being “pro-life” often is not seen for the wide berth of joy and sometimes struggle it entails; their work is most efficacions as you read below and not just a bunch of great and energetic young adults from the only Baptist Catholic church I know in America: St John’s!
Another definition of pro-life, Jen & Chesterton Academy of St Joe’s headmaster Nate adopted the last 3 of their 4 fosters on All Saints Day last November. Two 5s, a 4 and a 3 year old I believe qualifies for super parent prolife status. Insanity has many synonyms but raising kids still remains the best way to keep humans on God’s green earth. Musk has NOT discovered homo sapiens on Mars yet.
Yes, being prolife is more than holding signs, though graphic images and words save lives. I will never convince everyone that matching the graphic aborted little ones WITH next to, the beautiful foetal development images saves lives because it confronts the societal lies with the graphic undeniable truth of life and death, prebirth born vs mutilated.
My oldest daughter Amanda and her Diocese of Houston Youth Dir. Brian have 5 kids in Houston, where I was privileged to
help, in a small way, to cement the truth for David Daleiden and his attorney, now representative Briscoe Cain that planned parenthood was selling parts not shipping only charging for “handling”. What BS! Proof was hidden in plain sight in the purchase orders and invoices. FOB does not imply an object, but Free On Board in the shipping fields. PP Gulf Coast told us they lied, stating they only charge UTexas Med school shipping but wrote “FOB Destination”.

Baby Rose’s vitals are listed… there is no excuse for what Hitlerian things PP does to innocent babies and their lied to moms.
Houston is also the home of the most photographed prebirth child found there, I first called Baby Rose in the 80s. Today, Rose would be in her late 30s and probably raising a family IF she hadn’t been mutilated and killed by the local planned parenthood Texas affiliate. Yes, her baby picture is gross, and the kill mill killers are counting on decent people being grossed out and stopping her being displayed. Major mistake to NOT use them but better done accompanied with baby at 1 month, 2 months etc pictures.
Prolifers make a commitment to protect life from conception to natural death, to speak and do the truth even when it is costly, like stories of 23 imprisoned heroes, sometimes very costly to our own lives. Making sacrifices and focusing, not on the big three, me myself and I, but on family.
‘Forget About Me, I Love You’ comes to mind, thank you Mike M!
Being prolife is not just an hour a week, though that is all the Church requires of us outside of the Garden of Gethsemane. OK some Masses go longer than 60minutes. Prolife is a 24/7 attitude of “how can I help, Lord, today?” After all, “it IS a great day to be alive!!”
PP Vigils for life. Back in California, in the heart of the OC, we try most Saturdays to help women protect themselves and their babies at the Orange County HQ of CEO Jon Dunn’s planned parenthood of San Bernardino and OC counties.
700 Tustin Ave at the 22 freeway in Orange has been the home of much evil, but the brick building has seen and heard great people like David Daleiden and Lila Rose, the Premonstratensian Fr Alan from St Michael’s Abbey and a encouraging testimony about the $7 million judgement by DA Rackaukaus for planned parenthood selling DaVinci Biosciences (Yorba Linda) chopped up baby parts. Some dare call them human! You and I certainly do!
A useful time tested strategy remains using roses. How often will a woman pass up a fragile rose? Adaptable everywhere.
Every kill mill has different layouts, situations, roadblocks, opportunities to help, some very little. My three decade nemesis, PPHQ Orange County has a long driveway and the strategy is roses for EVERY woman on the sidewalk out front (women deserve a rose every day) and plenty for women driving back out onto Tustin Ave after their kill mill experience for the escape.
Color me a bit overly exuberant, but EVERY woman deserves a rose every day as the constant reminder that as the gender that gives life, womanhood, is critical to life remaining on this planet. The human kind. But, please know, she is much more than an organic baby dispensary or diaper changer.
After God did the easy stuff, creating billions of stars and planets, including our nine or ten, millions of animals, plants and biochemical processes (like God’s critical gift of carbon dioxide to keep us alive), He designed and created His greatest work: the first Eve of millions, even billions.
Don’t take my word for it: what did God do after His final act of general creation? He took the day off! Look it up in Genesis. In fact, I just heard Trump echoed the Creator and said there are only two genders. Male and female.
Hey guys, gather ’round: I discovered something the day after my heart attack on St Michael’s feast day Sept 29, 2024: when the Kaiser tech did my echo heart ultrasound, he discovered I was NOT pregnant! Whew, I never learned guys could be moms at Servite 50 years ago.
OK, a little comedic, but crazy lefties, MEN don’t get pregnant, carry a pink or blue bowling ball around for months until Sally or Stevie kindly get the heck out of Dodge. err. her mom’s womb. Yet, men of valor, without that beautiful lady you have sweaty palms over, making your heart pump faster you’d like to ask out on a date courtship step, spaceship planet Earth is done for.
Here’s the rose sidewalk strategy: As they reach the driveway’s white area adjacent to the public area of walk and street, a ‘sidewalk counselor’ or two often holds up a rose and a small packet of information. The rose often is the stopper: the driver slows up, rolls down his window or the victim opens hers, rarely driving and you have on average 17 seconds to talk to the woman who had something done to her inside the dungeon of the brick kill mill. Be prepared: it isn’t always an abortion, and the woman needs your printed crisis pregnancy list more than ever no matter WHY she went inside.
On rare occasions, you get two or three minutes, like St John’s Elizabeth got on jan 25th, if the security guards are doing other things. We are never disruptive nor blocking access dangerously; that’s not the kind of proLife we need. Recount reporter Jamie’s description of the applied horribly unjustly FACES act:
“the 1994 FACE Act, a federal law that prohibits 1) physical force, 2) threats of force or 3) intentionally damaging property to prevent someone from obtaining or providing abortion services.”
I believe FACES WILL be defaced in 2025 Jubilee year: for some odd reason, the 2020 BLM~AntiFa Summer of Hate, with 50 dead people, thousands of small businesses gone and billions in “damaged property” loss, FACES was NOT applied to even one criminally sane tyrant. Color has nothing to do with it; nor ‘anti fascism’. It is dirty pool, singling out giving life affirming words AND objects like candy canes, labor & delivery bags, roses and information sheets, as evil.
However, Radical stupidity remains rampant, like Harvard Hamas Jew haters clubs. It’s time for the young to be Women of Courage and Men of Valor.
Beginnings: The monthly Young ProLife Warriors from St John the Baptist.
Jan 25, with San Francisco abuzz with peaceful Walk4Life advocates for keeping moms and kids alive, I was sooo impressed outside my thorny PP HQ. Look who showed up! Women of Courage and Men of Valor.
The 20 young adults (TY Brandon, Kathleen etc.) from St John the Baptist Catholic church in Costa Mesa made the trek out to PP Headquarters where they draw and quarter too many prebirth kids, still selling them on the open market of death.
On Jan 25 for almost two hours these courageous young prayed and counseled on the sidewalk on Tustin; in fact, the lady I called the queen to protect her anonimity and my memory, walked the 80 something faithful prayer warrior Jerome back across the street to safety.
Of note, we gave out a healthy amount of free info and thorns adorned with roses. But, a huge high point Miss E from St John the Baptist was able to engage a woman in conversation; the unidentified 20 something pregnant girl sat high in a monster truck and let Miss E know she wanted to keep her baby; her driver boyfriend seemed compliant and Miss E had a couple minutes to discuss her options.
She offered her the fly sheet on the local crisis pregnancy centers like the Life Center of Orange County, La Habra Life Center, Obria, Horizon and others where she can get help, for free. After 40 years of this work, I am a bit uncomfortable with
saying we “save” the babies, not to demean the great work pro-lifer warriors do. We are mere instruments, prompted by the Holy Spirit to NOT be afraid, stand courageous and ask for the words to change a heart. God seeks our obedience to His call, more than other things.
17 seconds (the average time to talk as the car leaves PP) is not a lot of time to change one’s confused heart, but it works. Remember, God IS timeless and miraculous.
Miss E even gave the woman her number and offered her follow up support. That is dedication; and the information gave the pregnant lady, more like girl, free access for REAL help.
No, no charge and yes, without being interrogated like the PP sales girls and death doctors into “why would you keep it?” or “imagine how it will change your life”, “You can’t afford it”. It is NOT an it. The ‘it” PP loves to dehumanize is a living human baby, needed to reverse the worldwide depopulation going on where 50 nations are a generation away from extinction. NOT from a neutron bomb, but refusing to have kids. No kids, no world, no schools, no growth…having babies survive birth IS the solution.
God said to multiply NOT subtract or divide kids up into marketable parts.
Conveniently, the Life Center is just blocks away and excellent on giving distraught women a 2nd look and REAL choices.

Lila Rose flanked by Maria and my #8 Briana at SoCal youth life event 10 years ago. Before hubby & kids for all three.
I won’t lie to you: prolife work can be hard but the pope of Fatima, of Hitler and great promises, Pope John Paul the Great said: Be Not Afraid.
We need the younger generation to take up their mantle and replace the Lens, the Jerome, the Joans, and join the Laurens for the next years.
Lauren also spent time on the road with the Survivors Outreach Team that traveled the US to high schools and universities to give truth to the young people, and hold the liars’ feet to the fire. Here is a remote letter by founder Jeff from over a decade ago, getting a play by play of the crazies who call ProLifers crazy...you think our collegians are nuts today, from Harvard Hamasian sympathizers to rabid proAbort shills for PP, read this letter.
Kristina was the director, Lauren Handy, Emily and a few others traveled the highways and byways to visit and teach the truth to mind numbed coeds and college boys. The letter is a bit long but an easy read focusing what courageous prolife young adults do…if you are a young adult, Catholic and ready to serve, we are talking efficacious adventure.
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They call us crazy! They throw rocks at us and light
our pamphlets on fire !! They spit on us and draw
mustaches on aborted babies!!! Who’s crazy now?
Dear Friend, I spoke to Kristina, our Campus Outreach Director, by telephone this morning. The Survivors team is on the road, traveling through the northwest. This morning they were in Boise, Idaho. Kristina put me on speakerphone so I could talk to and hear from the team. Boy, did I get an earful! The team was animated and excited as they shared story after story of obnoxious teachers, mobs out of control, persecutions they suffered, and victories snatched from the midst of the chaos!!! Right now I’m looking at my notes scribbled as they shared. Sometimes they were talking so fast it was hard to keep track! I have pages of crazy stories. At the end of the call Kristina summed it up when she said, “You know, they call us crazies, but look who’s crazy now!! Let me share some of the stories beginning with Las Vegas: Picture with me an abortion worker angrily standing in front of the door of an abortion clinic, indignant the Survivors are there. As a young pregnant mom approaches, Lauren hands her some literature and says, “Put this in your purse or she (the angry abortion worker) will rip it out of your hands.” The young girl looks at Lauren like she thought that was a crazy statement. But sure enough, the worker sees it and demand, “Gimme that!” pointing to the literature in the girl’s purse as they walk into the killing center. She disappears into the clinic. Sadness fills the air, another baby lost. But a few moments later she comes back out, clearly shaken up. Lauren puts her arm around her and assures her she was going to be okay and the girl leaves, comforted by Lauren’s kindness with her baby still safely resting in her womb. Crazy isn’t it!? From there the team drove on up to Salt Lake City. The way the team described this city was “untouched” because the abortion clinic acted like they had never had someone stand against abortion in front of their clinic. One employee came out and demanded to know who the Survivors were. Kristina happily gave her one of her cards. Then a new employee walks up and says, as she stared at the pictures of aborted babies, “Whoa! This is what they do?” She was horrified. Before it was time to leave two women left the clinic and chose life for their babies. Now that’s not crazy at all! But ya wanna talk crazy!? Then Boise was the place to be.
At a high school in Boise what could only be described as a mob scene erupted on the sidewalk instigated by the vice principal and protected by the police.
First, the VP kept yelling at the Survivors to stop bullying “his” students as he aggressively tried to block the view of the images. Emily was surrounded by an angry mob of about 20 boys all yelling at her and mocking her. As she held her ground and continued to try to speak to anyone who was not acting crazy, one of the boys lit the pamphlets in her arm on fire!!! Yes he lit them on fire as she held them!!
But it became even crazier!
At one point some high schoolers began to spit on Lauren and a couple even began to throw rocks! You would think that the police would step in, or maybe a school administrator, but their attitude was: Well if you’re going to show this crazy stuff you should expect some people to get angry.
Now that is crazy! And a dereliction of duty!!! They are like the old cops in the south during the civil rights days that stood by and watched as blacks and civil rights workers were beaten.
I confess I was getting angry as I listened but then the excitement level rose again as they all said: “Kristina, tell him about that one boy at the end!”
It seems one young man, 15 years old, was just watching and after the crowd dispersed a little he walked up to Kristina and spoke with her for about 15 minutes. He said to Kristina: Thank you for having a conversation with me. I’ve never had a conversation with someone pro-life. But then it got crazy!!!
A teacher or administrator came rushing over to where the boy and Kristina were talking. She yelled at the boy, “What are you doing, get home right now, stop talking to this person, go home now!!!”
The boy obeyed. Why? Because it was his mother!!!
Kristina said to the mother/teacher; “Don’t be so closed minded.” The mother furiously screamed at Kristina a defense of her parenting model that included a declaration that she taught him to be open minded! Crazy way to show it I say. But!!! Apparently she did because a few minutes later the boy returned to ask Kristina some more questions. He questioned the comparison to the holocaust as he looked at the images. She asked him how were the Nazis able to get the German people to despise and forsake the Jews?
He responded, by dehumanizing them. Kristina simply pointed to the aborted baby in the photo and asked, “What did they do to her?” He simply said, “Wow!”
Then the crazy mom came back, shocked he had returned, and was just chewing him out and berating him for talking to Kristina again. This time she was going to walk him home herself!
As he walked away he discreetly waived goodbye to Kristina, holding his arm close to his side so his mother wouldn’t see the pro-life literature he carried.
This is what the team wanted me to know!! Great thing happen in the midst of craziness!!!
This was just one high school: pamphlets lit on fire, rocks thrown, being spit on and some great conversation – it all makes for one exciting crazy day with the Survivors Campus Outreach Team.
It didn’t stop there. The next day they went to Boise State University, you know, that bastion of higher education in the midst of enlightened students!
The only way Kristina could describe it was like a tourist area in Mexico called La Bufadora which translates the blow hole. La Bufadora is a constant assault of your senses as loud music, the smell of delicious foods and hundreds of trinket hawkers vie for your attention.
It started well at Boise State as the pro-life club leader thanked the team for being there. He said he always wanted to have the abortion victim photography at his university. But soon crowds began to gather in the quad and then counter demonstrators arrived. This is when Kristina said it began to feel like La Bufadora.
As the crowds grew a bunch of guys from the Secular Student Alliance decided to create a “Shame Free Zone” as they chalked a big circle around where they were standing.
They said Shame Free but you had to wonder if they meant Brain Free as one angry college male shouted: “No human should ever be shamed for any choice they make!” That was deep.
But the craziness continued as one of the men held a sign stating: “My body my choice.”
Kristina didn’t want to waste her time trying to educate them on their anatomy so she and the team just did their best to ignore them. Kristina said it seemed like the university was just flipping out! She said the students were acting like monkeys at the zoo, jumping around and screaming.
Some, saying they represented Planned Parenthood, pelted the team with condoms! Shouting, “We love abortion!”
The team could only laugh as they described to me the crazy scene of obnoxious students and counter protestors but they said what made it seem surreal was the contrast of the “normal” mixed in with the bizarre.
There were people handing out coupons for tacos, Komen bracelets, rosaries were being given away by another group and of course the barrage of condoms from Planned Parenthood.
Then as one of the team members was explaining to a pro-life girl on campus that you needed to keep an eye on the students because they sometimes would vandalize the pictures she noticed a young man kneeling in front of the sign.
Sure enough!! He was vandalizing the sign!
He drew a moustache on the face of the aborted baby. Lauren asked him, “Why would you do that to the picture of that little girl who was killed by abortion?”
He just smirked and said, “Well it’s a boy now! I love abortion.”
I tell you; if you are not afraid for the future of our country you would be after just spending a couple of days with the Survivors Campus Outreach Team, experiencing what they experience!
But the team wants you to know something! And they want you to know it as well as they know it because they don’t want you to be discouraged!
Kristina summed it all up: “They like to call us crazy but at the end of the day…
they are the ones who look crazy and it works to our advantage!” The team wants you to know they love the work they do.
Being hit with rocks or condoms, being spit on or mocked all comes with the privilege of being on campus and speaking out on the issue of their day. They represent the truth of abortion and go as ambassadors of Christ and their work is not in vain!
They want you to know that day after day, conversation after conversation – even in the midst of unimaginable craziness – God uses them to change hearts and minds and to save the lives of babies every week.
They are prepared to deal with crazy, they only ask for your continued prayers and support. They are brave young people and I am very proud of them.
I hope you will indeed pray for them and support them as they travel to high schools and colleges, enduring real persecution for standing up for the babies and their faith.
Please help us keep this team on the road. National tours are very expensive not only in the cost of discipleship the Survivors must endure but also in real expenses associated with being on the road.
I want to keep them on the road. I want to keep them out there speaking up against abortion and sharing the gospel of life.
Do you? Do you think the Survivors need to be out there taking a bold stand?
I hope you will show your support with a special gift to keep the Survivors moving from campus to campus in a schedule so busy it could only be called crazy! Your gift will let the Survivors Team know you believe in what they are doing. That you are proud of them for enduring assaults both verbal and physical.
Do you want to know what I think would be crazy?
To have this courageous team of young people have to return home not because they grew discouraged or tired of the abuse, but because we just didn’t have the money to keep them on the road. Now that would be crazy!!
Please, these young people are the best – we must keep them on campuses. I ask you to sacrifice and give the best gift you can today so Survivors can keep our great team of crazies on the road!
To kinda quote Billy Joel: You may be right, they may be crazy, but they may just be the lunatics we’re looking for!!!
They’ve been spit on and hit with rocks and condoms but they’ve saved babies and changed hearts and minds.
But without your support and special gift today
we will have to bring them home and that would be crazy!
Crazy for Christ and the babies, Jeff ~~Founder, Survivors of the Abortion Holocaust
P.S. They call the team “crazies”. They are crazy for standing for the babies, crazy for daring to show abortion victim photography at high schools and colleges, crazy for not walking away even as they have rocks thrown at them and pamphlets they are holding lit on fire, crazy for enduring being spat on and hit with condoms. But in the end they bring true sanity to a world gone crazy as they take a stand for life and faith. It would only be crazy if we don’t support them by making it possible for the team to stay on the road. Please send them the very best gift you can today and let them know they are your type of crazy!
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Great news: During her incarceration, Lauren would share about her experiences on her substack. This is her last one, posted there. Think about this: 30 year old veteran belies her age with her mature faith and love for others: NO edits in this letter; let it be an inspiration to all young people looking for the best place to be: in front of a woman in need, something Ms E of St John the Baptist ProLife young adults experienced first hand Jan 25th. Pray for Lauren’s future as we pray for yours! Our work is just beginning, heroes!
jan 22, 2025 Lauren’s words: “During the beginning of my FACE trial, as I watched abortion fund donors get placed on my jury, I would clench my fists and repeat, “I’m playing the long game.” I told myself I could survive this moment and any indignity, cheap shot, and degradation because the future I was working towards was worth the suffering. This promise became a mantra, a rallying cry, a social media post, and on the first night of my incarceration a burning ember in my soul.
Now 17 months later I ask myself, “What game am I playing?” and “What does winning even look like?”
On the inside looking out, I have watched the shifting landscape of our movement. I have seen loss after loss on a state level, burnout and bitterness settle into activists, and profound paradigm shifts that reflect our current unsteady environment. This makes me wonder what am I even coming home to? Especially when this sharply contrasts with my own experiences under incarcerated conditions.
In general, I try to make the best of any situation but I did not expect to see how I could thrive in my current setting. Yet here I am discovering how truly rewarding it is to see that my pro-life work in prison is just as rich and complex as on the outside. The future I was working toward before the trial was not put on pause. I am taking an active part in the future — making a world beyond abortion — here and now.
Towards the end of December, I was approached to lead a workshop at our prison’s end-of-the-year “Women’s Retreat” for my fellow inmates. I chose to speak on using our personal healing journeys as a catalyst for community transformation. Leading this workshop on politicized healing was incredibly empowering. Watching others approach their own healing in a radical way showed me that building communities that embody love has to start with healing ourselves. That’s why all the games I played (with myself, others, and God) fell away with the understanding that healing is the victory.
A world beyond abortion is predicated on our needs for safety, belonging, and dignity being met. And so I no longer see myself “playing the long game” but as a gardener planting trees for future generations to sit under. By creating the conditions for preborn justice to flourish, we will see liberation in our lifetime.
My hope for 2025 is for folks to access healing in their lives because that is where true victory lies.
The future is bright and full of love, Lauren HandyFCI Tallahassee
~~~~~~~~~~best to you, Lauren. God is exceedingly pleased as is Jesus’ mom, Mary~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sen. Josh Hawley (R-Mo.) posted a video earlier Thursday calling for Trump to release the prisoners, including 89-year-old Eva Edl, a pro-life activist and survivor of a communist concentration camp in the former Yugoslavia.
“Biden prosecuted pro-lifers—including an 89-year-old concentration camp survivor—for singing hymns in a clinic hallway,” Hawley said on X. “And then Biden turned around & handed out pardons for criminal murderers on his last day in office. President Trump can & should right these wrongs.”
Fascinating, one criminal granted a pardon by Dementia riddled Joe was a demonic guy who shot two FBI agents point blank in their skulls…while his UNjustice team imprisoned mall walkers for 1000 days with NO trial just because he was drunk with a poisonous brew of arrogant power mixed with demonic oppression.
Thank you for reading. Being open to life is a joyful thing but not always easy.

A young lady, #10 Faustina and #11 Katrina Cherise Irene Beckman. Katrina is now 21 and Faustina just married a great young prolife man without his fired chariot, Elijah
Let me end with this. Two years after Donna died, I put this short note out to friends and family in lieu of a remembrance day. I hope it gives you courage to NEVER be afraid, always ready to give a reason for the hope, a pilgrim’s hope this Jubilee year, that lies within your heart.
Sept 9, 2013 “Donna showed her pro-life colors. She loved kids so much, every time the nurse asked her “Do you want an epidural?” (unmarried male readers: it’s to reduce pain at childbirth) she said no eleven times, not wanting even a 1% chance of hurting the baby in the womb. The consummate mother and a good woman of God.I was the lucky one; she adopted me first. Though she went home very early, and I am no longer a husband, I remain gifted with amazing children and good friends and family like you. (of course since then Mary said Yes! to me and the other 11 kids, what a blessing she has been)I hope you enjoy the two pictures I chose to accompany this note: the first is not morbid, but full of life’s hope. Recall Bishop Brown visited that Wed at the funeral home; there were 900 at her rosary at St. Anthony Claret Wed night, then 1400+ at Holy Family Cathedral, officiated by Msgr Doug, nine other priests and three deacons for the funeral Mass.At the Rosary, we inserted her first and last merit badge card. It shows the love Donna had for Mary and the rosary, and the first, and last, unusual “merit badge”at the vigil rosary. For non BSA people, merit badge cards are given to scouts, after doing the work and earning it, and must be signed off by the merit badge counselor to be valid. I signed it as the clueless husband/scoutmaster but the more important signature in blood was Merit Counselor Jesus Christ’s name; He gave her His merit by His death so she will have a peaceful eternity. Uhm, anyone can apply for this merit badge, btw. Simple app process, ask Jesus to be your Counselor for time and eternity. The benefits, let’s just say, are pretty much infinite.The second is her last photo taken at the HFC young adult ministry Mass with Fr. Quang on July 31stcelebrating/honoring our anniversary coming up on Aug 15th. It turned out to be Donna’s last Mass since 40 days later she headed Home into the Heavenlies. 40, like so many numbers, has real significance in salvation history and the Scriptures. Meaning probation, testing. Donna passed the test of time and eternity. And that special gift Donna provided the world through Lauren (Kramer) eight days after she died is precious too.
Repeating the favor request: please support two great organizations with a donation in honor of Donna and her 2nd heavenly anniversary .I ask nothing for myself but your knowledge you understand the battle is heated, and won in short skirmishes
exposing life for how great it is, and evil for its diabolic depravity. These two groups are on the front line, energizing a generation willing to do great things to end this astronomical scourge: Different Checks should be made payable to:
“Survivors of the Abortion Holocaust” and “Protect Albuquerque’s Women and Children”.
“Survivors” is a deserving org that does incredible campus outreach, training camps (one at Santiago Retreat Orange County and Albuquerque this year) and have been invited to send ambassadors to the last stronghold against abortion, Ireland by Dr. Oeghan of Youth Defence, scheduled now for Spring 2014 per Dr. Oeghan’s request. Kristina was recently quoted in the NYTimes: “To deny recognition of our generation’s holocaust is discrimination.” Amen. Meanwhile the outreach team is all over SoCal colleges saving babies, real ones, the ones that use Pampers. If you were born since 1973, you are in the midst of your holocaust.”
“Jesus was with me and He had a different plan”.
Finis: as you pray, recall Jan 27th is the 80th anniversary of the pardoning/release of Auschwitz~Berkinau. The deaths did not end there. One of our young prolife heroes discovered and saved 115 dead little DC babies from the incinerator and paid the price in a Florida prison. FIVE more in her home will see a respectful internment soon. TY Lauren for your work!
“It IS a great day to be alive!! Lord, use me as you not I will”
Yes, your comments welcome below. LIVE your day 2day!
And pray for all the ProLife heroes out there, which can include yourself if you desire to be a part of one of the greatest missions of the Church.
Protecting life is important, IF we believe the inalienable rights of life, liberty and property/(pursuit of happiness in the South) are real. You can’t own property or be
free IF you are NOT alive!!
The ProLife Revival is surging. This Jubilee year has some special surprises so get ready, confession, daily Mass if you can, but realize God the Father focused us on just how much He loves His Eucharistic Son, the Ultimate Gift we can partake in DAILY if not more frequently.
He first cast His commandments 10 on stone tablets; but He also staked His truth in stone in a well designed interactive monument in the desert that the Holy Family visited when king Herod had a hissy fit over competition for his crown.
Imagine this oddity, the real possibility FatherGod proudly offered His Most Precious Son as the Ultimate Gift 46 centuries ago, that we can today receive bloodlessly honoring the one time blood sacrifice of the Lamb of God. God IS in control, of the planets, the stars, His critically life affirming carbon dioxide gift we mock God over, as if MAN not the Trinity is all powerful.
The Holy Family was in its shadow for a few years and it remains, though a bit in disrepair, in the middle and at a boundary, at the center of His humankind’s world, the Savior’s compass, a beacon, a pillar of “fire”, keeper of His measurements, an altar…a gift to the Chosen People, to us, to the Egyptians and still the silent sentinel of LIFE! After all, it IS a great day to be alive! and “Lord, use me as You will, not I”






