Updated Oct 26, 2025  Friday the 13th 2026  ( Hebrew month of  Abib)

Sometimes you just need a new word to codify one of the greatest days in the history of the universe. Paraskevidekatriaphilia is that word!

Ok, it’s not the easiest word to say four times while rubbing your tummy and patting your head, but it IS worth learning.

In essence, it describes the “love of Friday the 13th.” Why is this important, what with so many humans superstitious about the number 13, noting many tall buildings do NOT have a 13th floor, and even worse super skiddish about 13ths on Fridays.

Triskaidekaphobia is a condition describing “fear of 13”. Paraskevidekatriaphobia or friggatriskaidekaphobia bump it up to fear of Friday the 13s in general.

But paraskevidekatriaphilia is an eternally blessed word about none other than Jesus the Christ. The God~man behind the “message”.

We know, comparing three parts of the Scriptures, that Jesus actually died on Friday the 13th in the Hebrew month Abib.  Never heard this before?  Then why is 13 so despised by  the evil side of creation?   Is  it because the number 1 3 can signify the Trinity, the unitary Father, Son and Holy Spirit?  Maybe.

Later on in history, as the most destructive war in history (WWI) was winding down, the Virgin Mary appeared in the town named for Muhammad’s daughter, Fatima in Portugal on May 13, 1917. By the way, the same date Pope St John Paul the Great, 88 years later was shot and lived by a Islamist named Agca, hired to assassinate him by Bulgaria.   Interestingly, the Pope put the bullet in the crown of Mary, in a spot missing a jewel.

And Fatima still has significance today for various reasons.   But, more about ’13’ dates.  In 1917, for five more monthly 13s, Mary appeared in the Cova to three children, Lucia, Francisco and Maria.   Interestingly, NOT the first Friday or 2nd Tuesdays, but only 13s:   June 13, July 13, August 13, September 13 and then closing the apparition series in front of 70,000 witnesses, the Day the Sun Danced in Portugal.

The/Our Lady of the Apocalypse in John’ book of Revelations, and dating back to 40AD when she bilocated still on earth, Mary’s “frequent flyer” appearances always focus us on her Son, the God Man of the Eucharist who gave His all on Calvary; no different on Oct 13, 1917.  Her relayed messages are laser sharp and poignant, many growing in significance and value to a troubled world.

As many know, God is the Master Mathematician; He gives significance, ascribes value to different numbers in nature and His creation,as well as the revealed Word of the Bible and we need to sort out those that have relevance.   Some significant ones are allegorical; others, are time/ numerical specific.

Quick examples: 8 is the number of renewal, resurrection:  the 8th note in the major musical scale, repeats the 1st, becomes the harmonic.  Simply put, it renews the scale.  Eight humans were saved by the world’s largest zoo ship, the ark, Noah, wife and family.  8 also is Jesus’ number, in fact 888 IS His name in one of the two languages, Hebrew and Greek, that assign numbers to letters of their alphabet. Read the graphic!   Mary was conceived on March 8th and born on December 8th; note the white smoke electing Pope Leo XiV happened on May 8th, a Marian date.

17  is the number of victory often in the Scriptures and nature; there are 17 steps to the entrance/opening in the world’s largest object called Border Fire in the Middle that sits at the exact center of the world pointing 270 miles to the House of Bread (Beth’Lehem). It is also sometimes called Giza Pyramid, a story for another time.    Forty (40) often signifies a time of testing, “probation”, temptation such as Jesus’ time with His opponent (The Hebrewized Persian word from ‘satan’) in the desert while fasting.   The 40 years the Israelites wandered in the desert before entering the Land promised to them through Abraham: ALL the warrior class had to die before it was time to enter via Joshua.

12 is the number of governmental “perfection”, with 12 tribes governing the Israelites and 12 Apostles govern the newly instituted Church for the Bridegroom, in the old and new testament respectively.  10 is the number of perfection, with 7 referring to completeness such as 7 days in the week. 144 is 12 x 12 x1000..what does this mean?

3 is the Trinity number of Persons; 1 the number of God.   Dig deep; you can find more.

So Friday the 13th remains the luckiest day and date combo.  But, one more thing! The more you study Church history, the Magisterium and a good translation of the Scriptures, the more you can go deeper and ask for the Spirit’s guidance, you will see God’s incredible ‘multi’ layering truth and facts for His good purposes.

Note this:  Multiple layered meanings are COMMON. One other ’13’ style number to mention comes post Resurrection: 153.  The intriguing thing is this number of the fish caught at Jesus’ urging, factors down to 3 x 3 x 17=153.

It also is the sum of  the first 17 numbers (1+2+3+4+5…+17)  probably emphasizing this is the Trinity’s formula for victory. Coincidence?   I believe more likely God~incidence.

“Translated” you get Trinity times Trinity times Victory.   In Biblical writings, 17 often refers to actual Victory.   Wise Church fathers have chewed on the significance of 153 for years, but suppose it IS the final gift Jesus left the Church:  the vast numbers of “fish” who will be caught to live forever in paradise?   Far fetched?  Maybe, but realize God’s Universe, the Eucharistic Renaissance, Salvation History are intricately designed, created and fall into place in various ways over time.   We have to be careful about running amok with biblical numbers study but take a short breath:

17 – SEVENTEEN symbolizes VICTORY, RESTORATION, and SPIRITUAL PERFECTION

The number 17 could mean ‘spiritual perfection’ as the sum of 10 (representing law and responsibility) and 7 (representing spiritual completeness), 17 signifies a perfect spiritual order.

– Resurrection and new beginnings: The sum of its digits (1+7=8) connects it to the concept of resurrection and new life.  This might be a stretch but as mentioned above, 888 is Jesus’ name and 8 the Savior’s number.

Biblical References associated with the number 17:

– The flood began on the seventeenth day of the second month, signifying a new beginning and God’s judgement (Gen 7:11).
– The ark rested on Mount Ararat on the seventeenth day, marking the end of the flood and the start of a new era for humanity (Gen 8:4).
– In Genesis 17, God changes Abram’s name to Abraham and institutes circumcision as a covenant sign.
– Exodus 12:42: The Israelites depart Egypt on the 17th day of the first month, marking their liberation and journey towards the Promised Land.
– The book of Esther, which foreshadows God’s deliverance, is the 17th book of the Bible. Hmm?
– Jesus Christ was resurrected on Nisan 17, symbolizing His victory over death.  (I contend it was Nisan/Abib 15, but the discussion continues.)
– St. Paul lists 17 things that cannot separate us from the love of Christ, emphasizing the completeness and security of God’s love (Rom 8:35-39).

Back to calendaring, a common trait of humans, parents and life.

Quick look at charted days, ie calendars.

Today’s Chabad calendar system belongs to the Jews and Israel, but it doesn’t line up well with the Gregorian calendar.  Reason is it is based on the lunar movements while Gregorian follows close to the solar year, which is 365.242 days.  Chabad is in year 5785 currently, obviously NOT the same.  Also, notice,  the Church celebrates the conception of Jesus on the date He was announced to Mary via Gabriel; the date was March 25

Practically and biologically, it represents 9 months from the Annunciation to the Birth of Christ in the House of Bread, Bethlehem on Dec 25th; you may have heard that a human being’s gestation is 9 months.   Imagine the overlay of St Bernadette, the poor innocent ignorant French girl who freaked out her local priest by telling him what Mary told her, when asked who she was.

“I am the Immaculate Conception” in French is “Je suis l’Immaculée Conception.”.  Yet, the exact words Bernadette repeated multiple times to herself after Mary revealed her name was “Que soy era Immaculada Concepciou”, in her own French dialect ; the priest was dumbfounded upon hearing this.  Note that St Bernadette had NO CLUE what the name meant, though the Pope had just stated this doctrine in 1854, 3 years before.  MORE ominous was the date of this latest Miriam/Mary reveal:   March 25, 1858.

Please understand Jesus was ‘born to die”, known to the Father from all eternity past. On the Gregorian charts, the date we recognize is March 25th, same as the Annunciation of Jesus’ incarnation, the same as the reveal of Mary’s being conceived without sin.   ALL Godincidences, not chance.

Yet, based on three Scriptures, in the lunar Jewish calendar, Jesus died on Friday the 13th month Abib.  Also, amazingly, since Jews recognize the next day as sundown approaches, a strong case can be made Jesus, both His institution of the Eucharist at the Last Supper and the Crucifixion occurred on the exact same day. Friday the 13th.  Recall, the Jewish elders were hyper about getting Jesus off the cross before sunset, basically the Sabbath Passover event, so is all fits like a jigsaw puzzle.

Incredible?  How about this: Mary’s birth without sin, Jesus sinless birth, the promise Jesus will Eucharistically remain with His Catholic Church thru time’s end and His proving His obedience to the Father for ALL the sins of the world by dying a horrible death on wood, are INEXTRICABLY LINKED.  Of course, the Resurrection, REDEEMED the Promise on Sunday, the third day after, on the 15th day of Abib.

In a very real sense, Mary’s apparitions “codify” so much of the Truth, yet so often we Church leaders misses the miraculous and commit ‘unforced errors’, totally unnecessary.  But God IS patient by sending his prophets, old and new Testament.

Jesus wants ALL to come to a happy eternity and He dispenses His Mercy to those who need it the most.  Ever hear of Helen Kowalska or St. Faustina, the Divine Mercy messager?

So many ways God has reached out to us, as He does daily with Mass and the Eucharist.  I will boldly say, we are IN the Eucharistic Renaissance so needed in our battered world filled with bizarre ideologies and lies.  “Where evil abounds, GRACE abounds more”>

Or the 12 promises to St Margaret Mary Alocoque from Jesus.  St Lucia, the visionary with the 3 secrets of Fatima from Mary. Soooo many Eucharistic miracles from Lanciano to the incorrupt.

But, God did NOT restrict His messages to Mary, to the Scriptures nor humans.   I believe a great truth missed today is that God built a giant message center, packed with facts and truth but mainly pointing 270 miles north east from the exact center of  the world, skirting the Middle Earth Sea (no not LOTR) and vectoring through the City of David, the birthcity and place of the Messiah.

God DESIGNED the seasons, the universe for mankind and to use every means to point out eternal Truth.  We just mentioned March 25th, conceivably the actual Spring Equinox, ie the first day of Spring in ages past.  OK, you might think “Len, you are going too far and the aluminium hat is sagging”, but:   At the Spring Equinox, the center of the world’s Giza, most accurate device, stone or concrete,  even today to the four Cardinal directions, has ZERO shadow at high noon. It becomes a visible from the moon, beacon of sorts, indicating an eternal event we call the Crucifixion.  Yet, one date for sure, it lost its brilliance (long before the 1303ad earthquake made it susceptible to stone thieves)…

Except one Friday the 13th of Abib (corresponding to Gregorian’s March 25), for three hours there was NO SUN as well as NO SHADOW.  The time ‘the sun stood still as Jesus was dying for all humanity.

Annunciation. Last supper Institution of the Eucharist. The Crucifixion.  Mary’ reveal to St Bernadette of Soubirous     Every renewal of the spring for millennia.    God’s clock architecture is perfect as well as His well placed compass and time machine.  Time machine?  Explain that! In a few minutes we will lay out why Giza is a Catholic icon yet not celebrated.

So the next time in pleasant conversation, someone brings up paraskevidekatriaphilia, just smile and say “Wasn’t that a remarkable and perfect love by the Son of God, the lover one Friday the 13th!”

Len

On the feast of St Callixtus I and Charlie Kirk’s birthday, Drew Mariana had renowned meteorologist Anthony Watts on his show discussing the earth’s atmosphere sometimes referred to as androgenic or CO2 influenced climate change. Great and timely segment.

The saddest thing, in our misinformed, pseudoscience grabbing population, we are demonstrating a level of scientific ignorance despite massive improvements in technology.   Our Church isn’t too far ahead, even noting so many discoveries and inventions came from priests over the centuries.

Let’s talk $2 bills.   For 30 years, I do this simple $2 challenge with small groups, usually 2-4 people, from students to doctors (once did it at Kaiser hospital with nurses & MDs), church goers, at restaurants, classrooms etc. It’s a fun little exercise that brings disbelief from the crowd of 4 and witnesses who gather.

Script is simple:  I ask a basic question:

“How much CO2 is there in this glass jar (or similar receptacle)? 

I just scooped up a jar full of air in the room (it can be done in homes, Relevant Radio chapels, on the beach, anywhere on earth).  I tell the contestants we counted them out and there are 2500 air molecules; everyone gets a guess, write them down if possible,

What’s your guess:  HOW many are carbon dioxide molecules?)   

Motivation is: whoever gets the closest to the right answer wins the $2

Anthony Watts will have fun with this as will Drew; I should send them “kits”; no grant money from your tax dollars is required but it gets results.   And the Eurekas! help dislodge brain fog when the lightbulbs light up and a realization sets in.

There are so many unforced errors in public science these days, but as more humans seem to distrust and discount what they’ve been told about global warming, clump of cells, gender maneuverability and more, the less humans TRUST government and science leaders.  Even our recent popes have somewhat accepted the Algorean Heresies, welcoming John F Kerry, river cloth waving Arnold Schwarzenegger and other Climate Chicken Littles in to the Emerald err Vatican City.  Yet, the truth is out there, in fact in that little jar and $2 bill.

Now Drew, before you think I’m just a wacky remote osmosis salesman, what’s your guess?    1000, 500 (1/5), half at 1250?

Homeschool science fair at Beckman Ranch with #11 Katy holding a 10 foot live snake

 Remember, the cultural, scientific, academic and  others  are  chicken  littling  the  ‘Sky  is  melting,  warming  too much, we are gonna DIE!

They believe CO2 is melting the planet, even our current pope says climate change is immutable as a scientific law (something I’ve never said, at the science fairs we did at our ranch that science NEVER is wrong or changes).

Anthony/Drew/Everyone   What is your answer?  _______     

Reality:  It is ONE uno (1) molecule of the 2500 random sample.    What? It can’t be!!

My contestants rarely believe me until I show them using simple basic math and their smart phone.   The saddest thing is, from smartest to lowest IQ, rarely do they knock it out of the park.

My definition of carbon dioxide might differ from NOAO or NASA’s even yours.

 “Carbon dioxide or CO2 is the most essential yet trace gas on earth.  It IS God’s gift to man and womankind; it propagates plant growth (the greening effect), critical to photosynthesis, without CO2 we basically DIE of malnutrition.   Without it, Dr Pepper would have no fizzle, and our cardiopulmonary systems would be impeded. In a REAL greenhouse, where heat is actually TRAPPED unlike the nonsense that our radiative heat transparent atmosphere has glass walls and ceilings, forcing global warming, which it doesn’t.

In a REAL GREENHOUSE, trapped heat and allowed in sunlight fosters plant growth even in winter; NOT every world location is temperate southern California: at least this century.

   Wow! Nitrogen is at 78%, Oxygen at 21%, Argo a drop and CO2 a pinprick, about 414 parts per million worldwide.    The TRUTH IS out there and facts can be inconvenient, even for the heretic who spreads the Algorean heresy to the detriment of the world’s poor.

Sorry Supremes, most importantly it is NOT POLLUTION even if Jumanji Jackson Brown (Harvard trained Supreme who can’t define what a woman is )’s SCOTUS, in 2007 said so:

WASHINGTON (April 2, 2007) – After a four-year court battle, the Supreme Court of the United States ruled today 5-4 that carbon dioxide and other heat-trapping emissions are “air pollutants” under the Clean Air Act, and that the U.S. government already has authority to start curbing them.  The Supreme Court’s decision, in Massachusetts v. EPA, repudiates the Bush administration’s do-nothing policy on global warming. For years, the administration has denied carbon dioxide is an air pollutant that EPA can control under the Clean Air Act.  “Today the nation’s highest court has set the White House straight. Carbon dioxide is an air pollutant, and the Clean Air Act gives EPA the power to start cutting the pollution from new vehicles that is wreaking havoc with our climate,” said David Doniger, NRDC’s attorney in the case. In 2003, EPA ruled that it had no power to curb emissions of carbon dioxide and other heat-trapping chemicals. Today the High Court struck down that ruling stating in a majority opinion written by Justice John Paul Stevens. Justices Anthony Kennedy, David Souter, Ruth Bader Ginsburg, and Stephen Breyer joined the majority opinion. Chief Justice John Roberts filed the dissenting opinion, in which Antonin Scalia, Clarence Thomas, and Samuel Alito joined. The Court ordered EPA to make a fresh decision on curbing heat-trapping pollution from new cars, SUVs, and trucks –…”

and the rest is History.  How stupid can we be!  Full article at    (https://www.nrdc.org/press-releases/supreme-court-heat-trapping-carbon-dioxide-pollution)

Drew! Try the $2 challenge on Nick, Fr Rocky, the aging Mr Madrid, John, Glen and Sarah etc.   I copied Anthony already.

If $2 is too much, use $1 but the 2 has the illusion of freedom and blessings, on the reverse.  The only bill with the 250th anniversary of our founding coming up.

I know our Pope of Hope, deep inside, loves the Church and means well, but some of his advisory team is punking him, scamming him, diverting him from REAL methods to climate justice AND helping the poor

I have yet to hear the Pontifical Society of Smart Scientists even mention this decade’s solar COOLING with less sunspot activity.  Dr Valentina, a brilliant atmospheric physicist calls it the Dalton or Maunder Minimum redo.    Instead, we turn giant ice cubes into holy solid water.   Anthony’s article is interesting…

Leo XiV can be historic in actually NOT using climate as a means of Marxist control, but in really helping the poor 3rd world countries. How?

Take for example the BEST example IS methane, natural gas, with its super high energy coefficient, transportability (available in two of  three states of matter, gas, liquid)  resource availability (trillions of acre-feet), cheap and most important: VERSAtility.

3rd world economies, if we take the environmental wacky climate change chicken little handcuffs off, will explode their living standards, food and water will be bountiful and Bill Gates can go home.

STOP DeMonizing another God gift.  The chemical formula of natural gas is primarily methane (the stuff Holland Dikesmiths are blaming on cows and too much Nitro), which is represented as CH₄. It may also contain small amounts of other hydrocarbons like ethane (C₂H₆) and propane (C₃H₈) depending on its source 

With it, you can cook, run vehicles like cars and trucks, heat homes, generate electricity, whether big city or remote villages.  It goes hand in hand with innovations in water retrieval happening by many ministries and companies that know: water is the most important resource to keep humans alive. THEN comes food.

TIME TO DISENTANGLE SCIENTIC FRAUD FROM GOOD SCIENCE.  Tell Kerry (yes I know he served in Vietnam before marrying the ketchup heiress) to go home.

It’s not just climate change that is perverted; so many other areas, those who can control the narrative control the Truth, even if the Truth is 100% wrong.

Example: One of Drew’s callers mentioned a specific chemical that emanates from Jersey and Bessie’s flatulence biologics: yet, Netherland Nitrogen, chemically is no different than American or Newfoundland.    CH4

Nitrogen and methane are related, yet the land of Dikes and tulips wants farmers to stop all that nitrogen release, even though NITROGEN IS THE LARGEST CONCENTRATION in the atmosphere, coming in at 78%.   Yes, 78%, 78 molecules in every 100 air molecules, are nitrogen.    Now, folks, you could cover every square inch of 16,158 square mile Holland with milk producing cows and their exhaust gases wouldn’t put a dent in our atmosphere. Methane AND Nitrogen are a part of God’s chemical program, just as CO2 is.

Why this nuttiness by so called “scientists?”

Anthony is totally right:  the allure of grant dollars has perverted scientific ethics but there is hope these climate change and atmospheric shenanigans can be reformed, and dislodged from the many government control freaks and the cabals that can’t even recognize we have two sexes/genders and only two, just as a woman has a simple yet profound definition.   The $2 Challenge, with its variants, is an amazing way to wake up the unwoke scientifically, and the lemmings at Harvard Hamas clubs equally.

Believe it or not, keeping this short and will deal with other climate justice league issues later.  After all, the universe is only 553 sextillion miles wide and an electron lasts only a few yottayears (10 to the 27th power)

Anthony’s article on blessed solid H2O in the Vatican:

https://wattsupwiththat.com/2025/10/12/is-climate-change-the-new-doctrine-of-the-catholic-church/

Anthony Watt’s website, the world’s most visited    https://wattsupwiththat.com/

Drew Mariana can be reached at relevantradio.com, the app or your local radio station at 2pm Central Time.  I can be reached below.

Your comments are always welcome; please email back how it went with your $2 challenge; I’m collecting the stories.   Most scientific truths ARE simple; after all, God did the infinitely complex design work and creation. And we all know: He saved the best for last; after a muddy Adam, He built the most beautiful, exceedingly complex being, that was able to produce hyperevolved beings, from one cell to 50 trillion at organic labs worldwide.  Give or take 280 days. IF only we realized this, Demoncrats!     So, if you are desperate to see human evolution, ie change from a single cell to voila! Xavier Ruben King on a Thursday Oct 9th, you don’t need to dig up Charles Darwin 2 win. It happens EVERYWHERE on the planet as long as no planned parenthood baby killers are nearby, chopping kids into resalable parts.

Thank you for your read. 

Have fun stumping your colleagues; the $2 truth is the biggest secret it seems that people ignore at OUR peril.   Climate changes every hour and our contribution is zilch.   We couldn’t impact nature until the atom bomb.  And since WWII, still nothing but hope and blessings with no end of world launches as of yet.   

The Eucharistic Renaissance is unfurling NOW.

Len Beckman   Lenbeckman@gmail.com  714 267 1413     lifeoutloudest.wordpress.com      http://www.M3Real.com

Len and Donna homeschooled 11 kids over 40 years, though Donna had an early exit to heaven with 1400 funeral attendees at Holy Family Cathedral.  They served over 33 years in parish ministries, such as youth minister, Religious Ed directors, OCIA, music, three diff churches, 100 retreats and much more.   Mary, stepmom and great Catholic, joined the family 6 years ago.   Len founded the Donna Beckman Memorial Environmental Research Lab, serves still as director.  The family income comes through Millennium 3 Real Estate; as broker owner, we founded it as 1999 waned, and honored the Trinity as we moved into the new millennium.  Based in Southern California, Len has agents in different counties and continues to put the client and their needs first.  Founded multiscreen Donnel Imagineering in the 80s and Miracle Production Ministries, a teen/young adult traveling theatre group.  Served 30 years as board member, part president of the Life Centers of Orange County and continue to support LIFE issues, keeping moms alive and their prebirth kids growing into adulthood.

The supposed extinct 2 inch Calif delta smelt We ARE suckers, yup

Len got permission to hug Tony on July 19, 2024 at the National Eucharistic Congress

Maria, Lila and Briana

Holy Family arrives in Cairo at a Jewish settlement that dates back to Alexander the Great

Hints for the 2500 air sample quiz

Open letter to all our bishops, priests and interested laity about the oppressed American Catholics in your dioceses often called “homeschoolers”.

Cardinal McElroy, I pray your days in our Nation’s Capitol are blessed. And like you, your grace, I was homeschooled from birth, the first of 11 kids, conceived in Chicago and born in Pasadena CA.  No one thinks this way, apparently but me, but Mr and Mrs McElroy didn’t wait 5 years to begin to teach prayers, inculcate the growing Robert Mc and his four siblings with the “deposit of faith”.

A closer read of CCC 2223 shows brick & mortar education attached to a saint’s building like St Thomas or Christ Cathedral is NOT the only way the deposit is withdrawn from, shared and “invested” in the next generation to carry out the Great Commission.

Are you aware, Cardinal, similar to Nigerian Christians, Harvard Jews and other groupings of humans, Catholic homeschoolers face unnecessary bias from other members of the Church, society, the public ed machine and even extended family and neighbors.  However, the saddest is being dismissed like the “unwashed” poor outside the moat with the draw bridge closed tight.

At birth, you were given the name Robert, reflecting your mother’s first name; and Walter and Roberta, like good Catholic parents, began home schooling you from February 5, 1954 onward, as part of a five children educational cooperative of love.  My journey on earth started two years previous, when my German dad married my Polish mom in Chicago and my conception was completed 2000 miles away in Pasadena, CA at St. Luke’s.   Like mood rings, pet rocks and two churches named St Callistus, St Luke’s is gone forever.

Why the detail?   Education, whether in Jesus’ time or the 50s/60s, or today, is NOT monolithic BUT it is essential should we desire ALL Catholics to attain heaven.  And today’s Catholic ed offerings during this Eucharistic RENAISSANCE, loaded with converts, reverts and spiritual renewal, like new Church members,  is exploding.  With or without the DC Cardinal’s help.

I believe your family, Cardinal McElroy, was involved in a local parish and presumably, like myself, you attended your parish Catholic school if Roberta did not continue primary homeschooling after age 4 or 5 OR you went to public schooling.   As it were, my 10 sibs and I attended St Anthony Claret, Rosary and Service, basically 128 years of Catholic parish and Catholic high education!

Reflect back at your homeschooling family inquisition, September 2024  What might have been missing in your Presbyteral council’s 13 -1 decision to ban “home school Students” is understanding this reality:

ALL Catholic kids become students at birth…basic science meets catechetical guidelines of Scripture and the CCC.

Maybe the San Diego diocese does not understand or believe such, but as a 40 year veteran of Catholic home based schooling, I am hopeful for a resurrection in compassion for a growing, thriving part of the San Diego and Imperial county diocese.

With your promotion to DC, Cardinal McElroy, this remains unsettled business in your former diocese and is something needed to be addressed in many dioceses.  St Jerome coined the phrase “Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth”.   Think about its derivation.

But just maybe, the progression of the hierarchical generations might resolve this unsettling unsettled banishment: historically, you were ordained April 12, 1980; 80 days later, on July 1st, I began 33 years of 3 parish staff ministries as the youth minister at Msgr Scannell’s Orange County parish, St Callistus.  Now, St Callistus, both churches were razed and became two story homes, and St Callistus is represented in the basement of the new Christ Cathedral.   Point is, change happens and we need to adapt as much as possible to do St Therese’s focus, “save more souls.”   Each is precious.

The irony, Cardinal McElroy, at the same time you and I assumed these new roles, Cardinal McElroy, a 13 year old Catholic teen was fleeing communist Vietnamese oppression, escaping to a refugee camp in Malaysia and 5 years later, his family moved to San Diego.

I believe you know him, Cardinal: you were there when he was installed as the 7th bishop of San Diego, along with the excellent Cardinal Christophe and awesome Archbishop Gomez, to replace you on July 17, 2025: the most reverend bishop Michael Pham.

Your excellency, you might have seen the movie, Hidden Figures. The story hails from the 60s, a history not fable, of the struggles, racism and rejection black women experienced in working in the fledgling space program, trying to keep up with the Russians.

The Holy Family, even in Cairo, experienced the Holy Spirit’s guidance protecting them from Herod. Probably homeschooled Jesus abroad.

The colored women were the computers before computers, segregated to a basement 1/4 mile away from the engineers.  Among them, a once in a generation genius math whiz, Katherine G Johnson, faced incredible prejudice, bias and even hatred.

For example, it took her an hour to hit the restroom once promoted to the engineering core at NASA; her supervisor, acted by Kevin Costner was miffed at Taraji Henson, playing Johnson, until he found out there were no “colored women’s bathrooms” in his building.  Next morn, Costner took a sledge hammer to the signs and said there are only bathrooms, for all colors.   The movie is worth seeing because if the black Johnson had not been allowed in, her expertise in trajectory and analytical geometry prior to IBMs landing at NASA, it easily could have meant John Glenn’s death with an UnFriendly 7 flight missing the magic window of re-entry. 20 sq miles is a small target in a big ocean.

Believe it or not, Cardinal McElroy, this level of prejudice is evident today in too many parishes and dioceses regarding the “unwashed” Catholic home educated kids. YET, majority of Bishops welcome and help this movement toward education as a lifestyle.

Your “solution” to your Presbyteral Council’s vote (I’ll bet not one of them was homeschooled or gave a beaver’s dam) was to ban Catholic families from using facilities their parents and grandparents helped pay for, let alone the same 60s that saw accelerated building of parish schools.

In fact, due in large part that nuns did not receive living wages as today, the excellent parish school teachers have to feed kids, pay mortgage, car etc.  The schools prospered while kids were being born (higher birth rate) as well as the massive influx of people from other countries (officially called ‘illegal aliens’) over the last 4 decades, especially here in the formerly Golden State.

Now, hold on to your miter a moment, this is NOT hyperbole.  The current San Diego parish school parent(s) who complained do not “own” the buildings their kids inhabit 180 days a year for 6 hours per diem. And, you must agree, the homeschool families have equal rights to use the facilities when school is not in session, just like the public school elementary religious ed and public and private high school students occupy facilities in the evenings.  It is called “evangelization” and catechetical training. I was a DRE for many years…

Cardinal McElroy: It is your policy as of Sept 11, 2024 (appropriate date!) having these four points:

Your Point 1

“Catholic teaching makes clear that parents are the first teachers of their children in faith and in choosing the educational setting for their children.”   This is a well stated doctrine that reflects CCC 2223 and following:

“”The procreation of children brings about the duty of their moral and spiritual formation. Therefore, the
parents’ right and duty to educate children is primordial and inalienable. Parents must see their children as
children of God and educate them in God’s law.

Parents fulfill this duty by creating a home filled with tenderness, respect, and fidelity, in which the virtues of
self-denial and sound judgment are taught. Parents (primarily by their own good example) must teach their
children to subordinate material desires to spiritual ones. “He who loves his son will not spare the rod” (Sir
30:1). “Fathers, bring your children up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord” (Eph 6:4).
In the home, parents must teach communal responsibilities, turning their children away from degrading
influences that ruin society.

Grace from the Sacrament (CCC 2225-2226)
By the sacrament of marriage, parents receive the grace to evangelize their children. They must initiate
them into the mysteries of faith and associate them with the life of the Church. A good family supports the
children’s faith throughout their life.

Parents must begin this education in faith in the earliest years. Family catechesis must precede and
accompany other forms of instruction. The parish is the privileged place for the family’s liturgical life and
catechesis (for children and parents).”

Cardinal McElroy! God bless you: 

Your Point 2:

The historic ministry of Catholic schools lies at the center of the Church’s educational mission.  In approaching the question of basing home school cooperatives in parishes, the vibrancy of our Catholic schools takes precedence. It must be recognized that the movement toward housing home school related activities in the parish will inevitably create the impression that the Church is endorsing a parallel educational model without the in-depth educational oversight that the Church carries out in its parochial school program.

Wow:  Can’t BOTH schooling methodologies be vibrant and excellent SIMULTANEOUSLY? Or are pastors and principals, unnecessarily so, fearful of competition?

God forbid, the world gets the impression that Catholic homeschooled kids, from which, undeniably, a higher number of ANSWERED priestly VOCATIONS comes from helping to PRESERVE the Church in America and the world, in a vocation desert today, that there is more than one way to successfully educate a child.

Catholic families that homeschool follow CCC2223 and ‘base’ their schooling primarily in the homes.  When a park or building is used for shared classes, like Physics, Math, Biology, theater, phys ed, natural sciences etc, the effort is IN the environment, whether Bishop owned facilities or parks, but not ‘based’there.  Parallel educational model?   In-depth educational oversight?  Huh?

For comparison, with all due respect, presbyterals, cardinals and bishops, for 40 years we homeschooled our 11 kids,

and immersed them in the three parishes Donna and I were on staff as YM, Youth Director, DRE etc.  Deja vu, we experienced the same mistrust of public school kids using the precious desks of the anointed parochial kids.

But we were intentional, diplomatic and helpful to the parish schools.  We respected the parochial school classrooms actively; we worked hard and well with the parish school staffs out of respect and realizing parish teachers need their rooms honored, left the way we found them.

We even photographed classrooms so that when we finished Tuesday nights, the rooms were picture perfect as much as possible, despite 350 kids using them.  We left notes and gifts; worked well together.   This is what CATHOLIC LEADERS and other parish ministries do for each other:  WE SUPPORT EACH AND THE OTHER.

Basic physics re: classroom space in time: there was no St Padre Pio bilocation; our programs were NOT at the same time as the parish schools’ schedules; YET, CARDINAL MCELROY AND BISHOP PHAM, neither are the current San Diego (and other bishoprics) homeschoolers asking to have half the desks while St Thomas Aquinas parish school is in session.

“Basing home school cooperatives” is a misnomer.  Pull up a bulletin: you have bingo, alcoholic anonymous, senior meetings, women’s prayer groups etc that use the parish facilities.   School buildings ARE multi-purpose in the event parish school administrations see the whole parish picture.

Imagine, how you sound Cardinal McElroy in your seemingly arrogant disregard for another way of teaching the next generation the Faith!   “It’s my way or the highway, you unwashed minions”  Funny, despite so many schools closings, and the creeping in of transmutilational heresies and acceptance of the death culture’s ideologies.  Time to look up and around, bishops!!  Your excellency, innovative educational scope and sequence, and methods are exploding and there IS room for more: things like hybrid, academies, charter Catholic and other sound educational offerings in most dioceses.

In my home diocese, blessed with homegrown Bishop Tim, Vietnamese gift Tom and Kevin Vann,  we have Cristo Rey, the Cedars school (with a Lebanese bent), a 5 parish consolidation called Pax Christi, multiple homeschool coops ‘based’ at welcoming parishes, as well as park settings.

Parents are NOT satisfied with the status quo and rightly so.  And YES we have excellent parish based schools, one of which I support in different ways though my youngest of 11 is now 22.   To quote Pax Christi’s Steve Cameron:

“It’s time for a new vision for Catholic school governance, which requires direct accountability, financial and technological sophistication and an investment in more innovative ways to educate and form children in Christ.” STEVE CAMERON CHAIRMAN, PAX CHRISTI ACADEMIES BOARD OF DIRECTORS” 

 Cardinals and bishops, Steve is a visionary helping parochial schools survive, stemming the tide of parish school closures; just as I at 73 remains active in Catholic education pushing for the godless CalifDeptofEd to take their talons off a mere $7777 per student for K-12 Calif families.  OK, $8000 like Ohio or even $6000 per kid per year will make a major difference.

  A mere pittance of the believe it or not, the 1/3 of a Trillion$$ given to government schools and state UTLA etc teachers’ unions to use as THEY, not PARENTS, see fit.   It’s working for my headmaster son in Ohio, with Chesterton Academy of St Joseph getting $8000 per student this year, taking obvious pressure off parents and improving the education picture

Cardinals, bishops, priests: imagine the massive RENAISSANCE of Catholic education should a St Norbert’s school receive $7777 per student for parents who choose this path.  Yes, I know patting pro baby killing/teen mutilation Dick Durbin on the head, or preaching the climate change fraud that CO2 is NOT God’s critical gift of life to the atmospheric and food ecosystem gets the blessed ice treatment in Rome…may seem more important, but IMAGINE if the USCCB pushed for ‘education climate change’ in all 50 states to actually HELP their parishioner parents get to use $8000 per desk per year at Our Lady of Recreation parish schools…or public or even the unwashed homeschoolers. 

If your fear homeschooling will take over, like my fave parish principal admitted to me, you are mistaken.  It’s too much work for most parents to undertake though the rewards are incredible.  In Calif:  $330,000,000,000 yearly taken from  Californian taxpaying parents, doesn’t belong to the green haired public school teachers’ aides who groom dysphoric 12 year olds into breastless cross sex druggies

…It BELONGS TO THE PARENTS but the godless have control in Sacramento. Too much control via President hopeful Newsom

Imagine if all our bishops and cardinals went bold, fearless and compassionate about fighting FOR their Catholic families’ rightly owed ed dollars (like Ohio, Arizona & others), how much more time you bishops would have to enjoy this Eucharistic Renaissance of True Presence and revert/convert explosion. 

Ask your neighborhood atmospheric physicist like Dr Valentina

Ok, you could still borrow the climate justice blue fabric river simulations for your own diocese but getting to the TRUTH and beyond our mutual “unforced errors” in the Catholic tennis court of life would ALSO explode.  God designed our 553 sextillion mile wide universe for man and womankind, not the reverse.  He made NO mistakes in designing the Krebs Cycle or the essential nature of carbon dioxide, let alone the 50 trillion celled humans, sacred from conception thru prebirth abortion or natural end.

Point of comparison: the Cincinatti diocese in the 1930s, almost a 100 years ago, worked hard to keep Catholic education for free, including schools for black students during the Depression.  It is eye opening to read some of the bishop’s communications to his parishes during those trying times in the late 1930s.   Summarily, he finally had to charge the basic parish schools a fee, and tried to keep the black counterpart schools for free soas to maximize the number of poor students getting a sound education.   Poverty is NOT an earmark of poor education: look at Dr Ben Carson who came from poverty and became the world’s most noted pediatric neurosurgeon separating siamese siblings.   The other, too often glossed over indicator of poor study and success, is rampant FATHERLESSNESS since LBJ paid welfare to black mothers as long as the fathers did not live in the home.   Money talked in the 1930s, as it did in the 60s with the rabidly racist Lyndon Johnson who figured his grand delusion would keep Negroes voting Democrat forever.  One wonders if Mr Liquid Gender Newsom got the idea for his Prop 50 Dem politicians 4ever from the Texas senator turned president.

CONTROLLING PARISHIONERS  Beloved Church leaders: do you believe it is your role and responsibility to be life long arbiters of parishioner relationships? Do you force various ministries at the parish ministry fair to make their participants intermingle?  What exactly is this elusive “unity” you proclaim?

Cardinal McElroy, like many leaders, hopes for “unity” in their parishes.  But, apparently, many are NOT aware homeschooling parents/families have relationships with other members of their parish, including parish schools, Scouting, fiestas etc.  Whether a cardinal, priest, bishop or like I served as, youth minister and director of religious ed, we shouldn’t be the arbiter of which Catholic family builds relationships with others in the diocese and parishes. IT HAPPENS naturally.  After all, there are plenty of interparish, as well as intra-parish events that bring all Catholics together. But your bias against homeschooling families, already involved IN your parish, is outrageous.

Must you replace the yellow Star of David our Jewish brothers and sisters experienced last century and now live anew, with your Dirty Feet patches on the chests of the “unwashed” barefoot homeschooling families required when they set foot on your hallowed parish grounds?   I can hear how outrageous that I would bring this up: if the shoe fits, wear it.   Bias against any Diocese class of Catholics is more than sick: it is not what Jesus would do.   We are called to help each other, well formed corporal and spiritual works of mercy help us help.   

Cardinal McElroy:  let OUR people go!    Please recommend to Bishop Michael Pham that he reconsider locking out the unwashed Catholic home educated.  The buildings don’t mind more joyful students; the science labs can be replenished, since homeschool coop science classes BRING THEIR OWN MATERIALS.  We subsidize parish schools (like Steve Cameron’s work in raising funds to resurrect dying schools) but homeschoolers are asking zip except to be allowed to use facilities already paid for and available when charity and love prevails.   See Hidden Figures and you will understand it is a metanoia of the heart most needed to right this grievous wrong making homeschooled kiddoes 2nd class citizens.

Your Point 3:

“For Catholic children who do not attend Catholic schools, the parish should provide an integrated faith formation program which is normative for sacramental preparation in the parish…”   But, homeschoolers DO attend Catholic schools, WITH or without coops not on sacred parish school grounds while DREs work tirelessly to provide for sacramental prep and continued religious education.

Your next point:    “All students within the parish should participate in the same program together as a sign of the integrity of the community of faith.”     interesting concept, but what of the various languages, different needs, the typically Spanish and Vietnamese, as well as English due in part to immigrant communities:  They are parallel experiences usually with separate masses in the venacular.   Well, all except Latin which has found disfavor with God only knows who.  Must be the fear of those brass knuckle rosary carrying 90 year olds packing the empty pews during the week accosting those who don’t darken the Church during weekdays.

You must know, a parish based school IS its own community, noting some parent must have raised the issue of the unwashed using THEIR buildings… and desks. It is a blessing that students build camaraderie and friendships, but those most often reside in the school NOT the parish.  I can report homeschool homes in the neighborhoods often becoming after school hubs for kids from both parish and public schools whose parents work later shifts.

A bit like the nutty black reparations craze signed into law by President Candy Newsom, few are alive today when the buildings and desks were first paid for by previous classroom using parents, most often. 

The current parish school principal, teachers and students are ‘borrowing’ the facilities; like the Sistine Chapel, they belong to the parish NOT to the graduating class of 2029 etc.   And education in the parish (again CCC time) is a support, offered at grade K or 1, or 6th when the kids are older, or high school, to families purchasing the school’s services.   I graduated Servite in 1970, at $400 per year, doubling since freshmen days.  Trust me, you know, with the loss of underpaid nuns and the need for hard working school teachers to eat and feed their kids, it’s not $400 anymore. Therein lies an important roadblock that IS correctable!

Sounds great on paper but please think it through. Whether at St Callistus (1980-95), St Anthony (1995-2007 until parish school closed and parish ended English Religious Ed) and then Holy Family Cathedral (2008-2012 until shortly after my wife Donna died at age 48), we often heard this:

“why does  my high school teen have to come to Confirmation class when she gets religion (Mater Dei, Servite, Rosary etc.) all day?”     I almost made it into a plaque for the meeting rooms and hall.   An sadly, too often it was the 8th grade parish school graduates in Freshman year feeling their oats and whining to mom.  I’ve always been saddened we use 10th grade confirmation, as if the graces are not needed in a rapidly deviant world until then, to KEEP them in the parish.  Except those YM programs that face up to the challenge.

Your Point continues “The Church blesses all of its children equally and blesses equally all of the choices that parents have made for their children.”   Sorry, non sequitur: home based educated kids HELP parishes by altar serving and other aspects of ministry and want to be a part; in other counties, I see this since we help (youngest is now 22) assisting at cooperatives at parks, some SoCal parishes etc.   Example after example is available.

YOUR Point 4

“The Diocese supports the decision of a growing number of parents to choose home-schooling for their children…”

‘  Really? then why do you treat them like pagans, separate but unequal.  They aren’t demanding anything more than recognition and occasional space, co-existence with the other educational formats in a parish and diocese.  And to be left alone much like parish classrooms need to be free of unnecessary interruptions. Need an example? I know a mom of 13 kids whom a jealous neighbor turned her in to Child Protective Services for homeschooling her kids, claiming neglect which turned out to be an outrageous lie.   

Bishops, priests, principals, lay folks: people go to JAIL for exercising CCC2223 now only in somewhat civilized USA but many countries throughout the world that demand government schools are supreme.  In the People’s Republic of California, (by calling it the PRCalif you automatically think this author is an anti government survivalist but furthest from reality), constant vigilance is important as we have had to do for 4 decades.   Do any parish schools require a Parish School Legal Defense fee every year?

When Donna and I began homeschooling in the early 80s, our annual payment to the Home School Legal Defense Fund was insurance for those illicit CPS visits; I stopped paying the $100 fee a few years ago now that my last 22 year old is almost finished with college.  HSLDA still gets an occasional donation because its cause is JUST and CRITICAL to keeping this option open.  Does the USCCB or various dioceses ACTIVELY defend and encourage Catholic families to consider this home based option or are we too provincial that we only defend and promote the classic brick & mortar schools?   Ignorant bias is dangerous, whether as Pope or pauper, bishop or parent.  Math whiz Katherine’s battle to save the early space program is legendary yet her hour long race, in rain and shine, to relieve herself at a colored only restroom located only in the colored only black organic calculator’s basement is proof:  our rush to judgement, voting 13 to 1 to protect the polished desks of K-8 classrooms from the ilk of Catholic parishioners taking the “less traveled” road.

Need more examples?  Just ask.  I have plenty of the prejudicial treatment homeschool families have experience over decades.

Ahh, the Ace in the hole, total inanity:  “At the same time this (diocesan) support does not include a right for basing integral elements of home-schooling programs in parish settings. Home schooling is not inherently a ministry of the parish.”    …shall I wait to throw up or is this the best time?    So raising future saints is not inherently a ministry of the parish.  Thank God the Cardinal was appointed new digs; maybe there is a chance for sanity in San Diego and Imperial Counties.

Cardinal Mc, bishops, pope Leo, etc:  Homeschooling is NOT a crime (hat tip Michelle Malkin) nor simply a choice, it is a lifestyle worth considering and you agree apparently by your nominal support for same. 

I hope Bishop Pham understands better than you did Cardinal McElroy. 

This treatment of the presbyteral “gang of 13”, yet meanwhile other bishops did NOT force on homeschoolers… but you’ve left town, your hands are washed clean.

I agree the parish model needs help, but to despise active engaged devout Catholic families is like cutting off your left leg so the right one gets more attention: there is ROOM for both and in fact the parishes work so much better together when the hierarchy challenges the baseless complainers not active educators, and fosters this elusive unity everyone talks about.    Frankly, we are more united than some leaders believe.

IF a principal or school parent complains and it is valid, deal with it is a must.  But you already admit it:   Brick and mortar classrooms can be and are used by other groups, even outside community groups but not homeschooling cooperatives.   Insane, no? It’s okay to do yoga and Eastern mysticism, but Catholic kids not registered in the parish school are banished, the bane of a bishop or pastor’s busy day.

Then I ask, why is homeschooling erupting nationwide year over year?  The reason homeschooling is erupting is due in part to the way we pulled off unforced errors during Covid locking out faithful parishioners for the Dr. Pfaucinstein ridiculous anti science response banning HCQ, Ivermectin and proven treatments to get a Nobel prize in mRNA EUA..

Notably, the damage still reeling from the Pentecost 2021-2023 LOCKOUTS that Bishop Pham today has made a good tradition of celebrating different classes on (not races, since ALL come from the same race no matter where in the world people call home: go to a parish fiesta/festival for proof.  Whether carrying out John 6 or at parish fiestas, we are “here for the Food”) and cultures IN the parishes and Diocese.   Face the reality: we revive dying dogs or drowning non swimmer kids, but WE ARE IN THE EUCHARISTIC RENAISSANCE long echoed by Mary’s frequent flyer visitations across the world AND the centuries.

Just as the Vietnamese refugees needed American families to be sponsored, homeschoolers are kindred to the rest of the preteen/teen spectrum of learners.  At ALL different levels.  Frankly, if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it: adapt and accommodate.  Zounds of the  simple solution to male and female: there “ain’t but two genders” so there ain’t a good reason to whack off breasts and penises so death gender cult doctors can buy a new Mercedes or yacht.

Also, as people/families become more variant in their work styles and concern about the culture, the homeschool numbers are rising and the Church (many bishops already see the benefit and rights) is growing,  benefitting from same. Hierarchy, embrace this blessing and stop detracting the essence.

What a time we are in!  As reverts and converts scream higher and due to the martyrdom of Charlie Kirk the evil world down under is taking note and boldness, fearlessness and truth is had by all, Catholics and non.

So, if Catholic home schooling is NOT a benefit to the parish nor a ministry to it, then why are the kids/teens most often the most respectful, most engaged Catholic young people?  Do you recommend they become Mormon or Baptist? 

Why, for example, do I provide an annual scholarship for St Norbert graduating 8th graders?   Why? Because ALL parish members are important, whether they are the brass knuckle rosary Latin Mass ladies routinely being herded out like a milder form of Latin Auschwitz across America?  or the implied ‘tolerance’ of surgical transmutilation breast removal, vagina destruction and excessive circumcision of male body parts so we appear as decent social justice warriors.  Bishops, this VIOLATES the basics of CCC2223 as well, interfering in parents’ right to SAY NO to sex drugs pumped into the two sexes/genders.  Time to WAKE UP? you tell us.

Yet another “unforced error” one might think:  all of a sudden, the devout Latin choosing families and mainly seasoned daily Mass citizens are banned from Latin masses; polling my wife and others, those brass knuckle 80 something rosary ladies probably are the “most powerful prayer warriors” in our broken but healing Eucharistic Renewed Church today; yet since the pews are soooo packed like European cathedrals (tongue firmly in cheek), we can winnow out those nuisance old ladies.   I’ll bet God is really pleased bishops!

Also, people expect solid truth including science.  Any common sense intelligent scientist knows we are in an atmospheric worldwide cooling trend, low sunspot activity, less heat world wide (aka Dalton/Maunder Minimum..ask any atmospheric physicist) and that trace essential carbon dioxide is THE lifevsdeath GIFT from God that feeds us. Sorry Harvard Law Jumanji Jackson Brown, once you figure out what a woman truly is, rescind the stupid belief CO2 is POLLUTION that the Supreme Court ruled.

Pope Leo means well, but we need to separate climate fact from fiction. Instead of speaking the truth, that the godless secularist culture of death’s politicians want to control the means of production by limiting a beneficial trace gas, we entertain in Rome the likes of JohnFingKerry, Arnold Swartzenneger and the other AlGorean Heretics.   Does Leo XiV’s invited  Climate clowns know that the Islamist Fulani are using climate change to justify killing Nigerian Catholics and burning cities, excused by their government?

Probably not; busy rehearsing blue waved simulated river fabrics and ice blessings.

Wanna really help the poor re: climate?

Here’s a freebie: why not proclaim the gospel of inexpensive natural gas (God’s tremendous gift especially today), with trillions of acre feet of low/no polluting high energy coefficient gas stuck in the ground (even in fallen away Mr. Liquid gendered gov Newsom’s Calif.) that will TRANSFORM THE ECONOMIES AND LIVES OF 3RD WORLDERS AROUND THE GLOBE? 

It works for electricity generation, cooking, heating, fueling cars…instead of waving blue river flags for Climate Justice in Castle Gandalfo.    But all these “climate change” activists keep their unscientific biases in their frontal lobe, while 3rd worlders could improve their lifestyles considerably and CHEAPLY, i might add.

Riddle: why is Leo XiV blessing solid blocks of water with bishops and Schwatzenegger waving blue fabric like a theatre rendition of the Blue Danube? No idea!     But, at least the good results of the baby killing and transbreast teen mastectomy cult fan Dickie Durbin fiasco showed bishops are thankfully becoming bolder in sticking up for truth and justice.   Fearlessness is NEEDED!   

We love our bishops and they need to carry the mantle.

To paraphrase what the NEC gestapo chief of Indianapolis football police told me face to face on  July 19, 2024, as he threatened me with arrest for giving Tony Melendez a permitted hug, if I didn’t leave immediately 2 days in:  “what were you thinking, partner?“.   Yes, Billy the renegade Indianapolis security boss, unknown even to Bishop Cozzens and the NEC intelligentia, destroyed my wife Mary and I’s long awaited visit to the Eucharistic Congress using words right out of Orwellian 1984: “Len, if we did not give you permission (to hug Tony on stage), we would have tackled you”.     Huh?   

So, to finally answer Billy Bob’s question 15 months later, I was thinking that Tony, a 25 yr friend and co-traveler to 3 world youth day pilgrimages had just lost his only son to suicide and his birthday was days away: Tony could use a big but brief hug so I got permission, told the sisters near us, which they ‘cheered’ and used up 20 whole seconds. 

We got applause, no one got hurt, i had permission and yet the NEC propagandists erased the 20 second segment from their NEC Manna sales videos.  Thank you to Relevant Radio, they left it in since it fit well and were not so anal about peer pressure and image, one guesses than today’s revival leadership.

Bishops, what ARE you thinking as a new era in the Church unfolds?  Why do we communicate inadequately about the obvious demonic range (influenced thru obssession, even possession in some cases) of our teens, now preteens, via the terribly named “gender affirming care”; ie recreating human gender/sexes instead of teaching basic truths to help these sad dysphoric souls to heaven?  BY THESE INACCURATE MEALY MOUTH CHURCH HANDLINGS OF SERIOUS FAMILY ISSUES, YOU ARE INTERFERING DIRECTLY IN GOD’S CALL ON THOSE PRIMARILY RESPONSIBLE FOR A CHILD.  MOM AND DAD.

IT IS TIME to WAKE UP and smell the Renaissance.  In fact,Bishop Cozzens, I still wear the NEC pilgrims’ wristband from the last 8 perpetual pilgrims arriving at Archbishop Gomez’ Lady Queen of Angels cathedral on June 21 signaling the END of the revival and the NEW:

Eucharistic RENAISSANCE. It’s here!

Bishops, embrace it and SEE it while it unfolds!  We revive drowning kids and dying animals: knowing Jesus is TRULY present IS the long needed Renaissance, so why not show the world we KNOW and believe this.   

Thank you Tim, thank you Jason: The Revival has accomplished its goal; are we going to milk the phraseology for another 7 years or 70?    And just as well, our Church adapts to new educational models WHEN ignorance is overcome with Socratic discourse and solid answers.

San Diego, what do you even mean: “endorsing a parallel educational model?”  written in your 4 points Holy Door Augsberg thesis declaration. All parish ministries are unique and should be complementary forging unity of parish purpose.  Read the whole line:

‘It must be recognized that the movement toward housing home school related activities in the parish will inevitably create the impression that the Church is endorsing a parallel educational model without the in-depth educational oversight that the Church carries out in its parochial school program.’

Balderdash!  Cardinal McElroy, your ego is getting in the way on this.   Years ago, this is why when Michelle Malkin was oppressed for choosing home schooling for her challenged child, I coined the phrase:

“Homeschooling is NOT a crime, maybe a choice.  It IS a lifestyle worth considering…”

When Donna and I first chose to homeschool, our research noted very little available in the early 1980s for Catholic families to consider this path.  We began at a church that, unlike San Diego bishops named McElroy, welcomed homeschooling families for cooperative learning:  Magnolia Baptist. and joined CHEA the Christian Home Educators Association, a fledgling group.   Yes, we were pioneers at the time and today Catholic home based education numbers in the millions, and it “evolved” to so many options today.   But, your excellencies and most reverends, trust me: MOST CATHOLIC PARENTS WILL NOT CHOOSE THIS PATH ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU SECURE WITH YOUR POWER Catholic ed choice $$$.   They will choose parish schools.  Why?

Homeschooling takes a lot more effort than enrolling them in private, parochial or public schools.  Much more.  After 40 years, I believe it was worth it, through challenges like the death of my 11’s mother, Donna, through questions like “Why are you keeping your kids out of school”.   The classic question that gives me a super chuckle is:

“WHAT ABOUT SOCIALIZATION?”

When someone parroted this complaint about Catholic homeschoolers, I first ask a simple: “could you spell and define socialization?”   The hems and haws are deafening: I let them off the hook and ask: “Where in life do you expect 40 7 yr olds to teach respect, good behavior, moral virtues; or 25 14 year old high schoolers to teach healthy respect for the opposite of the two sexes, male and female, how to treat other teens…”   You get the picture.   GOOD socialization comes from adults and older formed conscience young people who pattern good virtues and wisdom; certainly not what you get when speaking at public school board meetings (I do often) and asking the “adults” and boarders “why are you destroying our daughters?  10 years after you’ve sanctioned a teen  having her breasts removed and vagina ravaged, will you school board be there to console her when she goes suicidal realizing “I can’t nurse the baby girl I cannot have”.  Even our parish schools too often make the transmutilation condoning mistake, but that’s for bishops and principals to focus on.  I have examples, should you desire.

The historic model of Catholic education has ALWAYS been adaptive. We create and modify our teaching methods, as needs be, for adults AND teens/children IN CONCERT with the Catechism AND basic common sense if something isn’t working, change and find something that does.

Good example: My son, yes homeschooled, is the headmaster of Chesterton Academy of St Joseph, resident this year in a 5 parish combine in Dayton Ohio.  Last year, they occupied a beautiful downtown Lutheran church whose school has closed; they were joyful the sounds of school kids had returned for a time.   Chesterton academies embrace the same classical ed model many of our bishops today are promoting in their dioceses.   Miracle of miracles, this year, Ohio is allowing parents to get back $8000 per student of THEIR tax dollars to CHOOSE and Chesterton’s parents ARE choosing.

BISHOPS, WHY NOT CHASE YOUR STATES FOR EDUCATION $$ CHOICES INSTEAD OF CHASING OUT OLD LADIES WHO SPEAK SEMPER UBI SUB UBI?

We live in the people’s republic of Alta California so getting a small slice per student from the CalDeptED’s ONE THIRD of a TRILLION DOLLARS annual confiscation is a distant dream.  But maybe.

Leave your homeschoolers alone and:  EVERY BISHOP IN EVERY STATE SHOULD BE PUSHING THIS.  Why?  IT WILL REINVIGORATE YOUR PARISH BASED SCHOOLS REPLACING THE NUNS SALARIES OF BYGONE ERAS WITH $7000-$10,000 PER student.  And then you won’t worry about the unwashed unwelcomed homeschoolers and LEAVE THEM alone to help renew your parishes.

Yet another unforced error:  I’ve had a principal I respect shut out the rental use (I thought schools needed funds, with a $3000 donation READY TO BE GIVEN) WHEN school’s out for summer for the Southern California Catholic Home Educators conference because he “feared” the competition.   THERE IS NO COMPeTition and we all are on the racetrack to the kingdom of heaven. Someone must have a copy of 1 Corinthians 12 at the Chancery or in DC!    Be NOT afraid, bishops and school leaders, these words served Pope Saint John Paul the Great, Padre Pio, Pope Leo XiV and Jesus so well.  The Holy Spirit’s got this!

Bishop Pham, if you are reading this as the new ordinary of San Diego, you struggled to become an American Catholic.  Your training WAS different since early arrivals from Vietnam needed special training in the country that sponsored and welcomed you.  I personally saw and lived that at Christ Cathedral’s former home, St Callistus with high numbers of refugee Vietnamese families in the parish, whom I loved working with, as the youth minister 5 years after the fall of Saigon and 15 more years at the parish.

In addition to homeschooling, two reasons we have adequate priest vocations in the Orange Diocese is, first, the Vietnam war, with moms like yours, Bishop Pham, promising God, like Hannah, their Samuel IF they survived the South China Sea.  Adversity, as occurs for homeschoolers, leads to good things: it has reaped huge rewards for the repatriated victims of the godless communist VietCong AND the American Church.   Vocational calls are plenty; it’s the ANSWERED calls that need encouragement.

The other large vocation source is St Michael’s Abbey, with 100 priests and men in training that service numerous parishes; I know this, because two of our kids are married to two siblings of recently ordained Father Luke, a Premonstratensian ok Norbertine at St Michaels.   Meanwhile, the list of Vietnamese surnames in the Orange Diocese’s priest roster is heavily skewed to Nguyen, Pham etc.   Of course, this is a ‘Nguyen Nguyen’ for the Church.   The potato famine in the 20th century led to Irish priests coming to America; the demonic Viet Communists led to a new source of priests in the Southland and other places in the USA.

Bishop Pham, hard working Catholic homeschoolers like the Harolds and others deserve better treatment.  Bishop Pham, you escaped hell and came to America; your mom probably, like so many other oppressed moms, promised you to the Lord and the priesthood if only you escaped the South China Sea flotilla!

Like Reagan in Berlin said “TAKE DOWN THIS ARTIFICIAL WALL CALLING HOMESCHOOLED CATHOLICS THE UNWASHED AND UNWELCOMED.    Bishop Pham, you escaped oppression; why continue it for your diocesan CAtholic families who have chosen the harder, tougher path of homeschooling??

PLS Eliminate or at least MODIFY THE 4 POINT DECREE TO BE FAITHFUL TO GOD’S CALL ON THE CHURCH, ON PARENTS.

After 40 years of being pioneers in the modern Catholic homeschooling movement, call it Neocanonical, call it parental choice, but call it what it has become: A SUCCESSFUL MODEL TO EVANGELIZE OUR CHILDREN THAT PAYS DIVIDENDS into the next GENERATIONS.

PLEASE RECOGNIZE THE VALUE OF ALL YOUR PARISHIONERS.  I offer my help for free to educate your diocese and even the presbyteral 13 to an honest appraisal of what they are missing and losing by banishing one class of Catholic families most ignorantly.

Cardinal McElroy, I am not holding my breath on this; it takes humility and self-discernment to apologize to the homeschooling families of your former diocese.  But, historically, 3 years ago on my new wife and stepmom to 11, my Mary’s birthday, you became cardinal designate McElroy, actually Cardinal-priest of San Frumenzio ai Prati Fiscali. August 27, 2022

Now you are hopefully more suited to run the District diocese; at least, some hope for common sense to set in in San Diego and homeschooling families treated like they belong, with a new prelate.  Most reverend Bishop Michael Pham, what say you?   It would be my pleasure to visit and meet with you and your 13 prebyterals for a peaceful discussion and solutions even the wealthy parish school parent who complained could accept.

Respectfully and in His service!

Len Beckman   Lenbeckman@gmail.com  714 267 1413

Len and Donna homeschooled 11 kids over 40 years, though Donna had an early exit to heaven with 1400 funeral attendees at Holy Family Cathedral.  They served over 33 years in parish ministries, such as youth minister, Religious Ed directors, OCIA, music, three diff churches, 100 retreats and much more.   Mary, stepmom and great Catholic, joined the family 6 years ago.   Len founded the Donna Beckman Memorial Environmental Research Lab, serves still as director.  The family income comes through Millennium 3 Real Estate; as broker owner, we founded it as 1999 waned, and honored the Trinity as we moved into the new millennium.  Based in Southern California, Len has agents in different counties and continues to put the client and their needs first.  Founded Donnel Imagineering in the 80s and Miracle Production Ministries, a teen/young adult traveling theatre group.  Served 30 years as board member, part president of the Life Centers of Orange County and continue to support LIFE issues, keeping moms alive and their prebirth kids growing into adulthood.

Postscript: details~

“In September 2024, McElroy issued a policy that banned homeschool co-op groups from using parochial facilities within the diocese, claiming that it “undermined the stability of nearby Catholic schools and lead people to think that the Church is approving and advancing particular alternative schools and programs.” Some criticised this decision, due to it allowing parishes to rent space to non-Catholic schools on a “case-by-case basis”.”  Wikipedia

Bishop Pham, from your installation homily: “We will have true social justice only when all sisters and brothers are treated with dignity and respect…”   Why not include Catholic home educated families at the table in San Diego and Imperial Counties?  Your last line: ” In this day, politics and social interactions shouldn’t focus exclusively on differences, but rather on the common good of the people. All people.” Amen, Roger that!

The last line of the 4 points proclamation is: “As a consequence, home school programs will not be provided designated special access to the parish facilities of the Diocese of San Diego.”    How foolish!

As a consequence, we all lose in our ignorance that we need each other while homeschooled kids are fought over by colleges and industry because, well, they can read, write and compute.  Like that genius Katherine G Johnson, with a building named for her at NASA.  Do NOT fear excellence only fear dumbed down DEI style standards that rob our young and the future, of good Catholic leaders, parents and providers.

Best to you, Cardinal McElroy, like you, I was homeschooled by loving parents from birth.  So, was Bishop Pham in a far off country.   All we ask is Catholic homeschooling families be treated as well as many bishops treat the criminal aliens, the dysphoric suicidal girl2boy surgical patients and surgeons and fake girls peeking in young girl’s locker rooms across this fruited plain.  Equally though separately.

Time for the growing “unforced errors” museum. 

The latest “unforced errors” NOT improving our serve in the Catholic tennis game of life:  “As a consequence, home school programs will not be provided designated special access to the parish facilities of the Diocese of San Diego.”   Put it on the same shelf as the Pfaucinstein medical demonics shutting down schools and those 80 something super prayer warriors wielding their lingua latinam rosaries.  Why do we do this to ourselves?  We have excellent parish based schools, but also, home based/parish centered schooling that want to be a part of the parish, not pariahs.

Thank you! May this new Eucharistic Renaissance touch the hearts of all those in your care. Cardinal McElroy, you have a good heart…please take this as a gesture of hope.

~Len homeschooled his 11 kids over 40 years, mostly with Donna, a woman who died early at 48 yet had 1400 people at her Holy Family Cathedral funeral.  Feeds his family as a real estate broker owner covering Southern California; served on staff from 1980-2012 and continues in parish ministries as well as assisting at home school cooperatives. He is an author, blogs/posts at lifeoutloudest.com; has little time for silly racism victocrats, having 4 beautiful black grandkids among the 23, and a handsome black son in law soon to be a postbirth father (#10 daughter is pregnant with the 23rd due this month).  Len contends, unlike the Harvard educated SCOTUS Jumanji Jackson Brown, he knows what a woman is and that the other gender makes two.  He is an exhortationist, an encourager not divider, for people to seek Jesus and be the best one can be.  Settle never and go Socratic in your discussions for dialogue is the only thing to cure the common stupid.

Comments are welcome especially from bishops and priests, in DC or the other coast, because too many “unforced errors” in our Church can be repaired IF diligence and fearlessness become our standard bearer.

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Errata/ the San Diego 4 point dissertation on banning homeschoolers:

(SAN DIEGO, September 25, 2024) — Within the past year, a number of home school cooperative or satellite programs have approached parishes within the Diocese of San Diego, seeking to establish programs on parish sites. Some of these programs have also sought to establish religious formation or sacramental preparation programs within the parish setting that are dedicated specifically for home school students. This has become a source of tension within the diocese.

Two weeks ago, the Diocese established a new policy on the use of parish buildings for educational programs. This policy was passed by the Presbyteral Council by a vote of thirteen to one and was approved by Cardinal McElroy.

Four principles underlay this policy:

1. Catholic teaching makes clear that parents are the first teachers of their children in faith and in choosing the educational setting for their children.
2. The historic ministry of Catholic schools lies at the center of the Church’s educational mission. In approaching the question of basing home school cooperatives in parishes, the vibrancy of our Catholic schools takes precedence. It must be recognized that the movement toward housing home school related activities in the parish will inevitably create the impression that the Church is endorsing a parallel educational model without the in-depth educational oversight that the Church carries out in its parochial school program.
3. For Catholic children who do not attend Catholic schools, the parish should provide an integrated faith formation program which is normative for sacramental preparation in the parish. All students within the parish should participate in the same program together as a sign of the integrity of the community of faith. The Church blesses all of its children equally and blesses equally all of the choices that parents have made for their children.
4. The Diocese supports the decision of a growing number of parents to choose home-schooling for their children. At the same time this support does not include a right for basing integral elements of home-schooling programs in parish settings. Home schooling is not inherently a ministry of the parish.

As a consequence, home school programs will not be provided designated special access to the parish facilities of the Diocese of San Diego.

New Bishop Pham:  “As Vicar for Inter-Cultural Affairs, he was instrumental in establishing the annual Pentecost Mass for All Peoples celebrating the ethnic and cultural diversity of the San Diego region.” “On the day of Pentecost, as we heard from the first reading from the Acts of the Apostles, people spoke in different languages; and yet, they understood each other. The reason they understood each other was because they listened to each other,” said Bishop Pham in his homily.  “Only by listening to the Word of God and to each other, can we be guided by the Holy Spirit to right the injustices created in today’s world due to our human flaws and thus achieve peace,” he said.

If you email a response, please put  “Cardinal McElroy and homeschooling” in the subject line to  Lenbeckman@gmail.com.   In the interest of Socratic dialogue, your ideas are most welcome

updated oct 13, 2025

Revised Aug 29  Sept 3 Feast of Gregory the Great       

Solutions to killing Catholic school kids in a violent world

 “Countless kids killed every day..God stop the pandemic of arms around the world”  Leo XiV regarding the Annunciation Stained Glass killer

“The evil that men do lives after them; the good is oft interred with their bones” ~~ William Shakespeare’s play “Julius Caesar,” spoken by Marc Antony during his funeral oration for Caesar. This line reflects the idea that people’s wrongdoings are often remembered long after their good deeds are forgotten.

“We have to be men and women of hope” spoke Bishop Hebner in the wake of the senseless killing at one of his diocesan schools.

“I wish I could have thrown my body in the path of the bullets to save the kids” Annunciation parish priest, paraphrased emotionally but the same sentiment of EVERY teacher or leader in a school shooting over the last 100 years.

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In the past, national Media used to NOT ID to glorify killers, but other than this Annunciation Stained Glass killer and his~her ilk, no one likes seeing or hearing of Catholic school kids killed for being in church or class.   None that I know.  And AS USUAL, we don’t want to hear of another killing in the future.   Time to go deep on the preparation without doing Pontius Pilates handwashing.

Note that the tragedy of Wednesday Aug 27, 2025’s 20 21 victims in Minneapolis, including the deaths of a 6 and 8 year old, is slightly overshadowed by all the heroics:

The student who was covered by his good friend who took a shotgun blast to his back. “A 10-year-old fifth grader, Weston H., told reporters in Minneapolis that his classmate, Victor, shielded him from gunfire during the shooting at Annunciation Catholic School.” 

 First time I heard this brave kid Weston, I’ll never forget how he sounded so much like a famous Alex. You may have noticed, Weston is a voice doppleganger for 8 yr old Alex Pruitt of Chicago, played by Alex Linz in Home Alone 3.  Alex confronted a gun toting ‘elite’ gang of four and staved them off with ingenuity to save a critical ASIC military electronics chip, help his seasoned lady neighbor, saved  and the nation. Recall, he alerted the cops that his neighbor was in need of medical attenton.

Lessons to be learned!   I won’t post a picture of this fine young man but read the words from Weston:

“My friend Victor, like, saved me though. ‘Cause he laid on top of me. But he got hit,”  “I was super scared for him. But I think now he’s OK…” “I hope you’re okay and I’m praying for you,” he said in a message to his friend.  

What wise words!  Not to mention, stories like the Minneapolis ER nurse who risked extra radiation dosing by stayed with, accompanied a young girl getting an MRI who was scared and alone.  The teachers and first responders who showed their ability to respond and help.   Also, kudos to the training the Annunciation kids received, though not in the church, they adapted: to respond by getting under the pews saving more lives.

We love the stories of heroics that come out of tragedies like this.  Our best response, as in the past is: it could have been worse.  Like you, I’m a bit tired of  ‘Gee, only two kids died.  It could have been 116, the number of sprayed bullets.”   But, I truly believe it could have been and WILL be BETTER! IF we wake up and smell the goodness.

Facts of Academic Life:  IF we could lay down our fiefdoms, our preferences on education and Church life for a moment: I don’t mean to upset Cardinal McElroy, who has been successfully relocated to the DC area.  Thankfully, for him, it is a MUCH safer neighborhood now that the national guard is there and we’ve had no murders of black kids by other black gang kids for 14 15  xx days…and counting. Law and order works when it is allowed to and this season of DC peace could last a lot longer if…

Frankly, we southern california homeschoolers (our family is an intergenerational Catholic homeschooling family in year 42 so far) wish the Cardinal all the best where he should fit in well…DC.   But recall, if you can, His Excellency Cardinal McElroy bizarre action:  He banned Catholic homeschoolers from using San Diego diocese parish school facilities last Sept 2024.   Important?  Maybe.  The stats don’t lie not everyone is a fan of Catholic homeschooling, which is more a permitted choice, but a lifestyle more and more are chosing.

Although the new DCardinal didn’t like the unwashed Catholic homeschoolers darkening “his” parish school rooms in San Diego:

                        There have been NO shootings at homeschooling events, homes or cooperatives in 50+ years including when parishes allow their homeschooling families the right to use their own parish’s facilities that they contribute to.

Frankly the closest homeschooler death recently, that I know of, would have been caused by water not bullets…the story for another time.

And yes, Cardinal, some homeschooled kids do go barefoot, on purpose when they are running around at a park day with other Catholic home-based educated children after a coop or separate day of classes. Grass and bare feet go well together when you are young or haven’t learned that being childlike is still an adult attribute.

But, parishes these days have many many cultures segregated only by mass times and interests; there are so many “communities” built into our active Catholic parishes.    And some of the most engaged and productive are part of the homeschool movement in this unfolding Eucharistic Renaissance.  Did you know a higher percentage of priest answered vocations (and consecrated religious women) come out of engaged Catholic homeschool “movements” and “communities”, ie families across the US? I see this after 33+ years of three different parish staffing experiences(DRE, Youth Dir etc).

Why no shootings?   The why is not as important as being honest with ourselves even at the USCCB level and looking for reasonable, even undeniably simple solutions to Catholic school kids being at-risk, let alone abused or killed.

One area is the need to address more than guns and dysphorics:  Huge hat tip to Drew Mariani, who had child crime expert Richard Wistoki on his Relevant Radio show 8/13/25 to discuss sextortion and online safety (10:53).  Topics included: monitoring kids online (23:51), monitoring apps (33:01), and healing (36:51). Caller: kids shouldn’t have smartphones (42:37), this last is a no brainer today. Here are the invaluable links…   https://relevantradio.com/2025/08/online-safety-for-kids/       Additional:  https://takeitdown.ncmec.org/        and    https://www.besureconsulting.com/

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Suggestion #1: Go to your strengths in the laity.  IF you haven’t hardened your church or school, maybe tomorrow is a good day to start.

Get parish adults, vets, officers and trained adults, to be there for the kids. This is nothing new:  But FIRST you must take down the “This is a gun free zone” signs around Chicago etc. and our schools and churches; like honey on innocents, this attracts the unhinged future killers. And it is the most imbecilic signage: last weekend 70 Chicagoans were shot, and 11 diesd, mainly black and young;  DC, no black gangbanger teens killed any black teen with the National Guard presence

Put up, including at city limits, signs that say a deterrent: “At our school, only three of our employees have weapons to stop you.  We recommend you go after a softer target because you probably won’t leave our campus alive.”    Or something similar.  Why?  The uncertainty principal works among unhinged cowards, especially the recent species of trans manifesto going after the innocent. I am not bearing false witness against those poor trans killers.

  I looked into it: when the transgender estrogenized Tennessee boygirl realized her first, her prime target was too dangerous FOR HER, she went to and shot up a softer school target. 

On March 27, 2023, a mass shooting occurred at The Covenant School, a Presbyterian Church in America parochial elementary school in the Green Hills neighborhood of Nashville, Tennessee, when 28-year-old Aiden Hale (born Audrey Elizabeth Hale).  By the way, the media refused to release her “manifesto” at the time.

 Yes these unhinged killers are motivated, but they want quantity and the ease of the kill: hardened buildings stop the mentally challenged future killers.

Then DO what the sign says:

1. Train and arm a certain number of (invite in and hire a security specialist to help plan) ) ;post training, concealed carry permit holder teachers and security plainclothes or uniformed; fandom seeking, manifesto wielding seeking killers are generally cowards and will not attempt to make the headlines when their chance for success is limited.

The media, as usual, is NOT our friend on this: notice they stopped broadcasting killers’ names but they are back to glorifying the demonic shooters. Just odd; you’d think general media would grow a conscience and THINK before they glorify but you can’t change human nature’s “If it bleeds, it leads”.

Reasonable Objection to guns in school go back decades and ever present:  “I am a teacher and I don’t want to kill another human being; I will NOT carry a gun”.

This is both a common and understandable, yet sad reaction.  The reason no homeschool shootings is the teacher, mom, dad, grandparent, is closest to the kids. Both familial, by blood and location.  Yet, it is the same in our parish schools, the teacher or her aid are within 20 feet of every child in their classroom.

If any body could respond the quickest, it is the teacher, the person who “in loco parentis” under CCC2223, is the adult with primary responsibility temporarily assigned to her or him.  The school AND specifically the teacher.   Note that the parents HIRE the school to educate their children, choosing not to homeschool or use public schooling.

As the Annunciation school experience proved, yet again, valor showed up…but at what cost?

Annunciation school teachers, similar to Secret Service agents, rushed to protect their students and so many more would have died without the safe environment training and quick response by people who care for the kids.

TGKiller, didn’t give a damn how many kids he took out. In fact, TGKiller stated, he was “obsessed with killing children” He was armed to get at least half; but when guys with a gun showed up, he was gone.   116 bullets discharged and 2 dead victims, one dead killer.

And like lemmings, the liberal minions are out, the ammophobiacs, gun haters not so anonymous are out pushing for yet another “assault automatic weapon” to be banned.   Reality is: TGKiller only had semiauutomatic, no Tommy guns like in gangland Chicago yesteryear.  Yet no discussion of the assault trans~dysphoric groomed former Annunciation killer’s being banned from our society and Church ministries.

Even the DOJustice is looking at banning transgendered people from owning guns, but that won’t satisfy people who want America emptied of ALL weapons.  Well, except knives used at planned parenthood.

Church shootups are NOT new.  Click back 7 years to First Baptist; 26 churchgoers are quickly dead and then:  next door Texan neighbor Stephen Willeford stepped up.

“The armed civilian who used his assault rifle (author’s note: standard AR-15; no, AR does NOT stand for Assault Rifle #15) to stop Sunday’s mass murder of 26 Texas churchgoers has been hailed, rightly, as a hero, but Stephen Willeford is hardly unique. A number of armed American citizens have also used their firearms to stop or limit mass killings.

The former National Rifle Association instructor who lives next door to the First Baptist Church of Sutherland Spring, Texas, grabbed his AR-15-style rifle after hearing the gunfire and went over to investigate. Confronting the shooter, Devin Kelley, Willeford shot him in the leg and torso before Kelley dropped his weapon and fled the scene in his SUV.”

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As horrific as Baptist Killer K’s rampage was, it could have been much worse if it wasn’t for Stephen Willeford.  You’ve heard it before, some have ignored it but bad guys lose, once the good guys show up with a gun or other defensive devices.  Willeford wouunded the bad boy and the killer soon suicided off the planet  just like the Annuciation Stained Glass window shooter.  Don’t hate me for pointing this out, but Hitler proved suicide is IN vogue and a huge part of the arsenal of the deranged.  Ask Eva Brauh and his dog.

Thus, faster is one of the KEYs!    Every minute counts for lives saved.

If Annunciation school had just one armed adult, maybe the two dead could have been zero.   ‘Whatif’ 2020 hindsight is a silly game, but it points the obvious.  The six minute typical response time from OFF site rescuers, insures more dead.  Shorten response time and more will live.  Simple supply and demand econ.  The Church frowns on the Death Penalty but why do we insure it will be done to our precious kids by a scumbag, maybe due to dysphoric chemicals, parental mistakes like in stained glass TGKiller’s case this time or ?

Maybe a BETTER Solution to this dilemma: NON lethal defense!   it works great!

Human nature 101: Majority of teachers will always refuse to conceal carry, even though they are the best line of defense.  I believe the biggest concern they have is they are teachers, not cops and not trained.  Frankly, the elephant in the room is they would hesitate, maybe not even target an obvious, armed threat even though his or her teacher actions would save lives.   WE HAVE SOLVED THIS!!

THEY DON’T WANT TO KILL A FELLOW HUMAN BEING EVEN IF THAT “HUMAN” WANTS TO KILL HIM/HER.   This is a part of decent peoples’ nature.

Bishops & other educational professionals: here’s a better Answer:   Non Lethal ‘Byrna’!!

Go the tactical launcher route.  A Byrna or similar. Never heard of a Byrna projectile launcher?   The hand launcher does not kill the perp, it incapacitates him or her until help arrives.  The 40 classroom kids stay alive, teacher’s a hero and no one dies. 

Realize that bullets are designed to penetrate humans, they contain their propulsion (gun powder) within the bullet casing/’rounds’ inside the gun.  A Byrna or other mfg. laucher uses highly compressed CO2 cartridges to “launch” super hard (NOT pointy!) spheres which incapacitate but don’t kill. a 250 pounder, let alone a scrawny 180 pound Annunciation kid killer, is down for 30 minutes until law enforcement arrives.

Results? The next Stained Glass Killer will go down, get arrested, arraigned and then possibly gets let go by some leftist loon judge because, after all he/she/it didn’t kill any of  the kids in his manifesto.  And besides, (s)he didn’t take the testosterone or estrogenic drugs today so he can plead mental illness.

Why?  BECAUSE HE OR SHE, WHICHEVER THEIR BIRTH SEX IS, IS DYSPHORIC AND MENTALLY ILL.

  Well the last legal part needs some work as our Constitutional Republic wakes up, but at least kids are saved.

Bishops: I want to help.  I know you do as well.  The current bishop of Minneapolis is Archbishop Bernard Hebda, who has served as the Archbishop of Saint Paul and Minneapolis since 2016…he definitely has his hands full and has shown brightly in his first words of hope.  So, why not look and go a little deeper!

The Byrna Alternative.   The Challenge:

the first bishop/cardinal who asks for it, will receive a hand held projectile launcher manufactured in Tennessee by Byrna, a gift from my wife and I. With a supply of .68 inch diameter projectiles (we can’t say or use bullets, caliber and guns  because it scares people, remember.  Byrna rounds are “round” spherical and not pointy) accompanying it. 

These Byrna type devices are not lethal guns, and are legal and safe (unlike abortion that never was either safe tho “legal” in satan’s eyes) in all 50 states; this will cost the Beckman Ranch family $500, which might be better used for their 11 kids’ needs.  But if ONE bishop or cardinal has the tools, maybe he can impress other prelates to do the same in their own diocese.   Protecting kids is NOT the job of the USCCB, it is a LOCAL concern, a local responsibility at the parish level that need to address it directly as if kids’ lives are important.

Why am I so passionate about keeping Catholic kids alive; it’s more than I have 11 kids and supervised average 300+ kids in our various programs.  I am just tired of the constant pontificating over situations that can be solved relatively simply IF we play “adults” and define terms without biases.  Non lethal could become the solution to both gunfearing teachers and the need to stop a perp immediately if not sooner.

FYI:  there are over 9,900 schools nationally already armed at various levels, practicing serious not nominal protection of their students; none of these recent shootings happened at schools with armed personnel. 

These successful schools don’t fear guns but they do fear dying children under their watch.  They are trained, ready as can be and no Chicago “gun free zone” welcome perps signs to be seen.

Honestly, it is cute we can have coffee and talk about the causes: smart phones too early for teens.  Too much street violence.  Too much violent video games, interactive or single.  Too many guns in our homes. The child was too tightly toilet trained and not loved at birth.  His parents let him be whatever he or she wanted to be including changing his name to a girl’s type and go trans.   Like Wednesday’s Annunciation Stained Glass Killer.  Have you read his manifesto yet? It’s insane…like the psychotropic laden druggie he was from Big Pharma.

Let’s put together a diocesan committee of subcommittees to review our next steps. Let’s reconvene in 2030 or later or get real istic!   OR:  ACT NOW like lives depend on action.  They do!

The CAUSES don’t matter one bit, WHILE the Son of Stained Glass Killer shows up at your school office loaded for bear and asks where most of the kids are located.   Single access is now commonly practiced, but it works as part of a whole researched plan;  and yet still isn’t the best.

Knock yourself out digging around for the causes from decades ago: IT JUST DOESN’T MATTER when Catholic students are being Mass Shot at Mass.   But NOW is the TIME to think and plan; you have ‘hardened’ the school & church, with concealed carry skilled adults, Byrnas or 22s, teachers or grandparents, security, or all of the above.

However, this next is critical: One big area is the link between demonic toxic masculinity fueled ‘transsexual community’ “awareness” and  nurturing potential killers.  BAsically, ‘trans industry tyranny, from the vulerable child thr levels of trans indoctrination at the classroom, school clubs, peer pressure tied to the non existent passive trans “community”

Suggestion#2   NOW is the time to get serious about transgenderism and promoting sexual shapeshifting.

STOP blind acceptance for trans identifying boys and girls, the dysphoric development IN our Catholic schools and parish ministries can be deadly.  It should be handled with prayer and adult wisdom not wishful thinking.

This century, we Church folks have excelled at various  “unforced errors”. This latest juxtaposition just happened where in too many of our nation’s Catholic high schools, even grammar, where pro life concepts and clubs are not wanted, while the growth of LGBTqXYZ clubs, and inherent acceptance, is pandemic.

‘CASE IN POINT:  On the Relevant Radio Patrick Madrid show, adjacent to the stained glass killer shock unfolding, a high school freshman student called in, let’s name him John Paul.

The palpable irony is he is in a Southern California Catholic high school.  His activities director told this incoming freshman that having a pro life club would not work at the school.  Yet, one look at the school’s club roster would reveal it already has something called a LGBTqXYZ club.   Probably just mild mannered discussion about….  are we nuts?  No need to answer that!

As a Church, are we STILL comfortable just calling it “same sex attraction” and herding our Catholic high schoolers into their lunchtime LBGTqXYZ community clubs, bishops?  According to canon law, the bishop is and has the primary role in guiding faith formation within his ordinary.

Yet, we the laity, as well, are we willing to BE the adults, SEEK the TRUTH and SPEAK the TRUTH yet?   Can we consider reforming how we deal with and look at this modern outgrowth of “recreating” gender fluidics and human sexuality starting with psycho-social evolutions like toxic masculinity and shepherding kids to think on their own from 6 years old onward?

God did NOT ask a parents’ LGBTq support ministry to consult on His creation of male and female, with their unique qualities and designed in roles.   There is an orchestrated transgender industrial social complex in high gear and God has called parents and Peter’s apostolic descendants to stand up for TRUTH and protect the little children.

Please note, bishops, priests, school leadership, parents: my whole life is Catholic education related.

My 10 siblings and I had 126 years of OC  Catholic parish elementary and high  (St Anthony Claret, Servite & Rosary Hi) in the 60s-80s.  As well, beautiful Donna and I, with our 11 kids, have had 132 cumulative years of Catholic homeschooling, with our kids, as they grew up; it was unusual, but they were  “immersed” in the sacramental programs at the three parishes I/we served on staff.

This last part should interest you, because the magisterium and catechism is clear about who is responsible for our children’s educational future.  Apparently, I as the “principal” of our school have some bonafides to share this, being a type  of 50 year ‘time capsule’. Truth is, I was conceived in Chicago three years before our new excellent and timely Pope Leo Xiii XiV though born in Pasadena, CA and still, I remain at age 73 active in SoCal Catholic ministries.

In fact, Donna and I had always worked alongside the parish schools’ principals and teachers, especially when we were DREs; we used the Anaheim classrooms that SD’s Cardinal McElroy was overly provincial about and worked hard NOT to leave a student desk in the wrong place for Wed mornings.  We knew the PARISH owned the classrooms but we were guests as public school religious ed offspring.

Put simply, IF I was the high school president/principal and found out how the Love Boat Julie activities director handled new student John Paul, I would have her or him fired or at least reassigned.   There are so many active teens and young adults involved in school and parish ProLife clubs, where the real violence is outed and dealt with; plus the young Catholics are active in helping as peer counselors

It’s time to be honest too!   Word to the wise, leaders!:

1.  There is NO trans or LGBTqXYZ “community”.  Today, with the left’s compulsive misuse of the English language, ‘Community’ is used so easily but it means “Common unity”.    Factually, the closest “gay” (radicals love to ruin good English words) community, ie homosexual, is now an Biblical Archeology site: Sodom and Gomorrah.  All the men clamoring at Lot’s door for the two Angels inside Lot’s home were a community of guys wanting to have sex with what they perceived as men.   Today we call it “same sex attraction” acted out en masse!   The angels “blinded” the reprobates but we cannot remain “blinded” to what is happening in this arena.  It’s one thing, and should continue, to help young adults and teens work through their dysphoric same sex attraction; but God forbid, we continue this hellish push to create exercise zones at lunchtime and during class time about how to be homosexual, how to be trans.   Never mentioned is how the girls devoid of breasts and reproductive organs often will contract depression, amplified dysphoria and commit suicide a decade later. Where will the horribly misnamed “gender affirming surgeons”?   On their yachts out at sea.
2. OUR CHILDREN ARE NOT REMADE GUINEA PIGS OF DR MENGELE, WHO EXPERIMENTED ON TWINS WITH HIENOUS SURGERIES UNDER HITLER’S TUTELAGE These demonic gender affirming careless mutilators need to be shut down YESTERDAY.   Look in the mirror, leaders.   Better, go to a school board meeting.
3. Calling this amorphous grouping a “trans community” is nuts, it shows our immature ‘adult’ ignorance about our kids who need help with their dysphoria and moral compasses. NOT moral relativistic grooming to become death doctor fodder.  Pre- and pubescence IS a time of sorting out, confusion, etc. that REQUIRES their parents and adults to BE adults:  to give good advice from their well~formed consciences.    NOT let dysphoric teachers and/or their like-minded teachers’ aides making clinical and psychological determinants for under age, minor children.   It’s like relying on rapists to counsel rape victims because they’ve “been there” and actually are still violating women.  Worse is when parents succumb and trans biased teachers think they are doing the family and kid a favor by hooking her up with “counselors” who extract the kid and put in group homes to accelerate the mutilation process.   Even now, in California, there is
4. Get to your local or county school board meetings.  Yes, they are public and impact, especially in California, the future public indoctrination system.   I have a evolving script below because this IS a critical area we Catholic educators, parents and leaders can have REAL impact.

Read the unwinding news!! The Annunciation stained glass killer was a former student, his parents encouraged his dysphoria, mom helped him change his name to Robin and probably provided “lethal” puberty or sex reassignment drugs for their future stained glass killer son. AND he was IN the school as a student at onetime. 

The opponent is laughing all the way to his rotten lair;  you might know, “Opponent” is the translation of the Hebrewized Persian word for satan. (Hat tip Fr Simon)

Actually how can you have community when there is ZERO fundamental agreement among these LGetc “leaders”, while we toss our precious kids to the liar’s den!   In fact, with 100 manufactured genders, the ‘veteran’ LGBs disagree with the t’s and q’s acceptability to be a part of their “community”, there is NO common unity among the LGBTq crowd.   And the population is NOT in the millions, as the fraud media pushes; better understand, the whole process is built ON a lie.

It remains OUTRAGEOUS how we adopt the death cultures’ vocabulary!?  In southern Orange County, below the Y interchange, south county Catholic high Love Boat Julie put the full names of the clubs on the activities board at the high school so the teens can “choose?” False.  Eliminating an excellent club successful on many high school and college campuses, stacks the desk for ignoring life issues critical in today’s political and real world climate.  And giving a nod to the letters people, who hide their motives and ideology in a few initials.

Define the initials:  LGBTq is alphabet soup for Lesbian (women having sex with other women), Homosexuals (man2man); or Gay which used to be part of the Flintstones show theme song and Christmas’ Joy to the World.  BiSexual, oft missed, means guys and girls prefer having sex wantonly and whomever they are near in proximity.   The death culture, as JPtheGreat Pope Saint calls it, loves to synthesize new words (like Gay) or misappropriate God’s and old symbols (like the Rainbow).

I believe a  few of you have been to a public school board meeting. If you haven’t, this month is a good one to start, no matter WHICH month.  By law, you have two to three minutes to speak your mind in the comments section of each district’s monthly meetings.  These can be the most powerful 180 seconds in your and THEIR day.  Just as powerful as the 17 seconds on average we have with the abortive girl to help her change her mind: on the sidewalk of planned parenthood HQ in Orange CA.  Before they drive off, giving her a rose opens the door to Socratic questions, facts for free services sheets and genuine compassionate love. It saves more than the prebirth baby’s life, it helps to protect the vulnerable mother.

Since my youngest is an adult and we no longer are on a parish staff, and now feeding my 11 with the real estate profession, the last couple of years, I HAVE attended these meetings in different counties; my favorite, that shows just how far gone many public school districts are, is Sonja Shaw and the Chino Valley district. She showed our reprobate state public superintendent the door when Thurmond tried to take over the board meeting.   Pardon my truth is slipping out, but the Dem one party state of silliness believes they, not the parents nor the Church, own the kids from birth to God knows when.  The California Teachers’ union, the Calif Dept of Education Indoctrination, handles 330 billion $$$ every year.

You CAN do this: it is YOUR RIGHT and I dare say a responsibility to speak truth to error.  After all, in California, 1/3 of a TRILLION $$ are GIVEN after being TAKEN from Catholic and other families, to the state government school system.   So, as the planned parenthood supported “trans” resurrection has unfolded, I would take my 2-3 minutes to ask a couple questions of the board members…for example:

“School board member: thank you for your service.  But why are you so hell bent in allowing or fostering our daughters toward suicide?   You realize by promoting, yes promoting via your sympathetic teachers and green haired teacher’s aides, and student “clubs” LGBTrans acceptance, many of OUR life blood kids, the students will be groomed into depression, more anxiety and thinking they are ‘uncomfortable’ and in the wrong body by activists. (I look directly into the boarders eyes)   Evidence exists, in less than a decade, a daughter that had her breasts chainsawed off and her vagina ravaged by Frankensteinian intrusive tools, will realize “I can’t nurse the child that I cannot bear/have”.     Board members, this is YOUR responsibility to BE the adults and at least curtail this insanity.”      Scripts change as needed.

Cardinals, bishops et al. The euphemistic “gender affirming care” has been found to be deadly, bankrupt and demonic. Why we don’t speak out and direct our Catholic hospitals and doctors to NOT mutilate our children is outrageous.   Even the secular medical world is waking up while we tolerate high school activities directors giving free rein to clubs supervised by non Catholic misquided proctors while banning the area, prolife, where so much good is happening by student led efforts.  Talk is cheap

Did you know Children’s Hospital of LA and Kaiser Permanente have just awaken: they just ended their demonic drugging, mutilating and neutering or “desexification” of our young.   Maybe the liability and lawsuits is moving this along…I don’t care.  Ending child mutilation, like abortion, must be our top priority

Bishops, the memories haven’t waned of previous “unforced errors”; just look at Buffalo’s payout.  We’ve paid enough millions for sex abuse settlements, are we willing to start a new round when the poisoned fruit of our mismanaging the “truth” comes to bear?   Sadly, I know of specific cases where the 5th grade trans explorer was showcased in the classrooms he/she/it (pick your preferred proNouns) occupies.   Needless to say, the shocked mother and father of he/she/it’s classmates took their two middle school girls out of that parochial school immediately. I love the school, which I won’t identify, but a teeny amount of toxic viruses can destroy more than a classroom.   Of course, we don’t mistreat the vulnerable dysphorics; like EVERYONE in life, we graciously practice the work of mercy to “the other”.    Two spiritual works come to mind: “to instruct the ignorant” and “to counsel the doubtful”.   The sad truth, many teens are more versed in the truth about male/female, how to handle classmates that are struggling, then their leaders in the Church.   It’s not easy being a bishop, but we in the laity need more spiritual guidance than a DC cardinal playing Solomon and banishing his homeschooling parents and kids from paid for empty rooms at hours NOT occupied by the anointed Catholic school kids. It’s time my good leaders to be fearless, truth-filled, compassionate and BOLD!   The world increasingly is dying to hear the truth.

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δυσφορία   dysforia.  From the Greek: severe unhappiness, anxiety, especially a person’s feeling of being very uncomfortable in their body or of being in the wrong body.

Not too long ago, transgenderism used to be considered a mental illness, from that Greek word Dysphoria.   Translated “confusion”, instead of being the guidance for sound moral teachings during pubescent years, pre-, post- and present, we “cede” the guidance needed to non Christian ideologues who infiltrate with permission and destroy our kids.  This is both outrageous and insane and some, but not all, of our nation’s bishops see this reality.

Catholic Hi school Love Boat Julie the  activities director, you are 180 degrees off! Be thankful I am NOT your principal or school president.  But think for a moment, your impact by your ignorant action; you could be setting the stage for the next trans manifesto and attempt to kill kids because they are there, NOT under adult supervision being groomed by an ideological cancer and vulnerable.  This is NOT hyperbole but basic truth.  High school teens are not equipped to truly understand the sickness built into demanding the  right to alter God’s creative design decisions.  The insanity is doubled if the trans involved teens act as counsel to each other in a club setting.   If I knew your name I would send you, for free, a new book that should enlighten the world you are sentencing students in your care, into.

TranSanctuary are not necessary IF we adults teach the truth.  And in this Eucharistic Renaissance, students are HUNGRY for the Truth, about themselves, their school, their world.

Seeds are planted, others nourish or poison, the results are harvested. The stained glass killer sought out a GunFree Zone;   this Transhooter might be insane, but he’s not stupid: he wanted to make sure his plan had ultimate impact, he seemed to hate everyone but loved the mass killers.   So his targets were in GunFree Central, inside a true sanctuary of love, a parish Church celebrating the Eternal Eucharistic Gift, Jesus the Christ.

Irony, we mentioned the Tennessee school trans killer and her hidden bizarre words; but in 2017, at First Baptist, Mr Willefort stopped the carnage at 26 with his well trained handling of bullets, wounding the killer who later killed himself.  Just like the stained glass Annunciation killer.   The next day after the First Baptist Texas event, I got calls that I was in the news in Texas; Mr. Willefort is my doppleganger, uncanny yes.   But, he too showed that the Gospel of Life applies to saving as many lives, prebirth or after the “deWombing”, as we can.

I know I will never convince Cardinal McElroy of the good that homeschoolers do for the Church, with a higher than average number of answered “priest and religious” vocations; nor convince principals and teachers they not the police are the best defense for keeping parish based Catholic kids alive. Maybe they will take my advice and look into the Byrna solution, among other excellent improvements in school safety.

PLEASE do not fear guns, fear those untrained, criminal and civil, and abusive of their purpose.   And frankly, is it time to ban knives from our day to day world?

Truth be told, Bishops and teachers, though stats are sketchy, curved knives called “currettes” are the #1 killer of young people: 65 million dead prebirth US kids over four decades by the sick ilk of planned parenthood.

Although the death medical industry today have switched to Auschwitz style mass chemical kills using mifeprestone as part of a one or two drug cocktail.   How wise is that when a mother looks in the toilet to see her fully formed but small child floating below the rim.  Before, she was the victim, misguided to kill her “clump of cells”.  Now, she becomes complicit, still the victim but even more vulnerable for hell’s demonic opression.   God help us!  Maybe the Church, Autom would do big biz, should offer inexpensive mini caskets for toilet born small children.

But “suffer the little ones to come unto Me” are words to live by.  Jesus knew what He was saying and  doing…weaponizing “trans” confused kids and using them as leftist props is NOT part of His call.  In case you are not aware, planned parenthood is the #1 provider of body altering

No one dies but the perpetrators are incapacitated. Teachers, realizing they are the PRIME defense when in class, need not fear. There is an easily concealed version too

Thank you for considering.  First bishop to text or call me with the word “Bryna”.  NO I don’t have stock just knowledge that fear stands for “False Expectations Appearing Real” is paralyzing good parents to wake up they are the first line of defense for their kidlings. Teachers, you can do this!

  Ironically, my cell number is 714 267 1413 an uncanny clue to our 267th pope, known as the 14th following in Leo 13th’s footsteps.   Email is Lenbeckman@gmail.com and articles can be found http://www.lifeoutloudest.com.

It’s NOT about me, I know I am a sinner, yet have my blessings a la 11 kids and 23 (new foster being adopted!) grandkids still following the faith of our Church fathers.  People of God, it’s about the children of us all:

1) Defend them in our classrooms with wisdom.

2)  Defend our students’ precious souls by NOT allowing clubs that are spawned in hell that insult God’s design.

The anti-God world excels in using abbreviations to hide the truth of evil, like LGBTqetc is alphabet soup for Lesbian (women desiring sex with other women), Homosexuals (man2man); or Gay which used to be part of the Flintstones show theme song and Christmas’ Joy to the World.  BiSexual, oft missed, means guys and girls prefer having sex wantonly and whomever they are near in proximity. Trans is the new safe harbor for “everything goes” in recreating God’s sexes, so fluid you can change by the hour.  The high priest?  Mr. “gender fluids” trans governor Newsom.

The death culture, as JPtheGreat Pope Saint calls it, loves to synthesize new words (like Gay) or misappropriate God’s and old symbols (like the Rainbow).

And I know I have three fingers pointing back at me; too many of my 10 siblings have turned their back on our Church, fallen away, due in part to priest abuse that occurred in Europe by a traveling boy’s singing ministry in the 60s.  Yet, my fervent prayer parallels Pope Leo’s call for peace on all levels, seeking the truth and SERVING the OTHER long before ourselves.

PS.  I have written a song for our new pope (Ballad of the Pope of Peace and Hope Leo XiV) which I hope to get to him for his 70th birthday Sept 14th, the feast of the holy Cross.   I was conceived in Chicago 4 years before Robert Francis Prevost was an embryo on the way to birth.  However I was born in the tournament of Roses city, Pasadena and a Californian ever since.

Our Catholic school kids deserve a shot at life, not to be “shot” by the next unhinged mentally challenged seeker of fame confused about life by his or her’s addiction to violence groomed to perfection for the next group kill. Personally, I am optimistic that this time we will change up our service.   The ‘free’ Byrna is only a prompt to make our worship places and ed centers as safe as possible.  EACH parish NEEDS individual assessment of dangers andplanning; my school years church St Anthony Claret, has their stained glass above the 10 foot line but has  six entrances.  The Annunciation stained glass killer couldn’t do what he did and get full effect obviously. Don’t FEAR, plan.

Fake compassion and ignorance has NO place in our violent world today.  Each parish and diocese has the talent, the tools and wisdom to make our parish schools safer than the 50 year history of modern Catholic home schooling.  ZERO kills the noble goal!  And prayer for a change of heart of the nation’s cardinal in DC.  Homeschoolers are people too! and homeschooling IS a choice, a family lifestyle many more consider today.

These pastor’s words are echoed:  “If I could have got between those bullets and the kids,” Father Zehren said, his voice breaking with emotion at an Aug. 30 news conference just outside Annunciation elementary school.     And his words could be prophetic, IF we get serious about protecting the children from the killers, by equipping the teachers AND the school plant as if they are more important than a President, Pope, Bishop or Preborn Children.

Because  They ARE! Just as valuable as the preborn, actually.

The Eucharistic Renaissance is unfolding before our eyes.

Len Beckman

briefly:  Len is an  Enthusiastic Exhortationist, homeschooling dad of 11 kids over 40 years, 22 23 grandkids.  Wife is stepmom Mary.  Amateur Catholic apologist, local speaker and joyful follower of Christ.  Author, song writer (The Ballad of the Pope of Hope and Peace Leo XiV the Lover), long time prolife activist and crisis pregnancy board/president, parish music minister guitarist, three decade parish staffer as DRE/YM/FFdir et al; past Scoutmaster and devoted to our Church and the Truth, blessed beyond imagination though joyfully epitomizes that maxim (“No good deed goes unpunished”) when he gets kicked out of events like the National Eucharistic Congress and Lila’s Women’s Summit for doing good outside the “box”…     Never forget, people of God, it IS a great day to be alive!

 OFFICIALLY, a sinner.       Email:  Lenbeckman@gmail.com     cell  714 267 1413

Your comments and corrections are welcome!   We ARE in this together and EVERY child is precious.   If you email, put “Len you stink” or “Len, I like your ideas” which I appreciate in the subject line.

updated July 25,2025  July26, feast of Joachim & Anne   July 27  revised Aug 2  Feast of St Gregory the Great. This story is still unraveling and subject to correction

Happy birthday, Lila Rose (plus Joe’s last name)!   I still think you will be a doctor of the Church..July 27.

We sure generate a lot of heat along with great light in the pro-life movement today.  But, there are excellent ways to help our dying society see and do the Truth.  You know the great orgs, like LiveACTION, Operation Rescue, Survivors of the Abortion Holocaust, Students4Life, 40DAY4Life, the list goes on.  But, just as 40Days4Life is known for its prayer warriors, ALL of us need to have a smile on our face as we approach others:  especially those NOT understanding God is responsible and the alpha & Omega of human life.   50 trillion cells of life are gone in an instant by the death merchants in these kill mills across the states and the world.

When, on a typical Saturday morning at Hells HQ at 700 N Tustin, Orange CA, the ladies receive a timeless symbol of life, a rose, and EACH driver or rider as they enter or leave, sees a broad disarming smile, and an offered rose. PLUS the pathway out of hell: fact sheet on Life Centers, just blocks away, or LivingWell, Obria and other prolife alternatives to save the frightened mother and her child.   Irony, the people of Oswiecim renamed Auschwitz Poland did not know what went on inside that train station turned concentration death camp…so no or very few prayer warriors or sidewalk counselors at the gate.

People of God: we know darn well we have no excuse NOT to try and save a mother and child’s wife on any day ending in -Y.

But  please realize we don’t need more stars, we need YOU, more soldiers on the ground, actually on the sidewalks of life and death.   First things first for evangelization 101: strike up a conversation with anyone within 2 feet of you, no matter the size, age, color or wisdom: especially we Catholics have years of unforced errors (post Pfaucinstein evil for example) to make up.

It begins with face2face dialogue and simple Socratic interaction.  But here’s something EVERYONE should know, whether you are a Bishop Cozzens, Freyer, Abs Gomez, Robert Barron.

Here’s the point:  EVERY Bishop including Leo XiV the Lover, the Pope of Hope:  and don’t miss out, it’s happening in EVERY city and state.   In America, dead babies are being tossed out with the trash after their valuable salable organs are separated.  Here’s one we are investigating in the Diocese of Orange.

Truly, this is an opportunity for every pro~lifer out there. UNLESS you have ‘timidity disease’, and boldness and compassion aren’t part of your amazing talents list

The Investigation continues… The Holy Innocents Chronicles

6:40am  Wed Sept 3rd  Planned Parenthood (HQ of Orange and San Bernardino County PP)  Tustin Ave @ 22 fwy

Truck parked in the back.  Usual red buckets loaded.

handwritten note given to the Colton Veolia driver at Browns Colonial Mortuary

Conversation with the driver requesting who we should talk to about buying remains of the remains.

6:30am  Wed July 23rd   Planned Parenthood (HQ of Orange and San Bernardino County PP)  Tustin Ave @ 22 fwy

You can see the red buckets Mr. V from VEOLIA is wheeling into PP HQ Tustin @ 22fwy

The Veolia truck is parked at the back, facing east with its hazards on and the tailgate lift down.    Soon the driver dollies in a load of red buckets, with a few white buckets.   Empties.   Next he wheels out obviously full buckets, red and white;  heads back in for more.  Finally, under security guard James serious gaze, he lifts the gate and begins his drive out the driveway crossing OUR sidewalk strip integrated into the blacktop of this not~so~private Covid Shots & kill mill.

Mr. Faithful Tony from Holy Family stands on the sidewalk’s southern end; Vicky carries her beautiful sign.   Typically, I’m dressed in green scrubs with a stethoscope and the sign on the back that speaks the truth in love.

As the truck approaches Tustin Ave, I tell the driver we are praying for him and I proceed to douse his truck with holy water. After all, it IS a coffin or at least a hearse.  The diesel engine powers what is a funeral ride to the prebirth kids’ final destination, wherever the Veolia truck is heading; we say a pray and listen as James the Greater yells about walking on the PP property.  Sorry, James, you are mistaken.   Even though your employer PP gets no funds this year from Jen Seibel and Gavin Newsom, PP is hired by the state to give Covid shots, meaning the public is welcome.

We have found out Veolia’s weekly run is to drop off emptied buckets and pick up two cargos:   medical waste and we guess in one of the colored buckets or taller plastic trash cans, the human remains of dead prebirth and possibly birthed babies.  Humans. Homo Sapiens Sapiens.

On a recent Wednesday, James asked “Are you really a doctor?”   I said “No, James, I am a fake doctor that doesn’t kill kids. However the $692,000/yr Jon Dunn fake doctors of death inside planned parenthood kill half their patients, the prebirth kind and sometimes take out the moms as well.”

Please pray for Security Santiago (James)  If James listens instead of saying “Oh, you’re just getting video for the clickbaiters”, I tell him the truth:

“…these babies deserve to be properly and respectfully buried or interred, not dumped like trash after PP extracts the pricey organs and usable tissue.”

Today was different.  I told Tony, as soon as the truck hits the end of the driveway, I’d hightail it to my car and chase it down.   Just wanted to see what Mr. V does with the babies and smocks and needles.  After all, Californians have a legitimate right to walk on the asphalt of planned parenthood HQ TustinAve @ 22 fwy.  Gov Newsom turned the PPs into public Covid shot dispensers ( recall, making Covered California employees “essential workers” on site )and they need to dispose organic human parts and non-organics like nitrile gloves, smocks and needles.

7:30am   Planned Parenthood/Melody  17th street Santa Ana

I caught up to Mr. V, the Veolia driver as he headed south on Tustin Ave and turned west(right) on 17th; a few blocks later, he turned into the planned parenthood Melody abortion performer (who calls Auschwitz style killers “providers” hat tip Tony).  As usual, I took some video and pictures.   He pulled up and stopped near the security guard I will call Roman; I shot images of the open back (see the pics) and drove around the corner to wait.    This obviously was a route, maybe weekly, picking up babies and medical waste for an unknown destination.

7:45am   Brown Colonial Mortuary Santa Ana

I still had time so I waited. Ten minutes later, Mr V pulled out and headed west on 17th and turned right/north on Sycamore then pulled into an empty parking lot south of and attached toBrown Colonial Mortuary in Santa Ana.  Mr V backed up his truck about 7:45am to the south wall of the parking lot and turned off his engine.  And waited.  About 15 minutes for an employee of Brown to open up it seemed.

Just before 8am, he drove his box truck up to the rear “receiving” area of the Mortuary, picked up and dropped off empties… he finally got back in the cab and drove back to the street.

CORRECTION & clarification:  I KNOW THE LEADERSHIP AND SOME OF THE WORKERS AT BROWN AND BROWN DOES NOT INCINERATE OR COLLECT PLANNED PARENTHOOD DEAD BABIES.   REPEAT.  THEY DON’T. The great work Brown does is helping grieving families that experience miscarriages, still birth and the loss of young children.  Helping families get a respectful memorial service, even a funeral Mass, before interment at Holy Sepulcher or other cemeteries; this is a Godly service showing how precious life and lives are.  It should be noted: a new section over near where the mom of my 11 on the west end is dedicated to smaller graves and children.  Thank you Holy Sepulcher.

Abortuaries like the Orange and San Bernardino flagship planned parenthood on Tustin@22fwy shows NO respect to God’s created beings, when they are most vulnerable: they first like legal necromancers and Aztec priests of old salivate like the opponent of life, satan, as the spirit is drained from the bodies.

They harvest the marketable parts than toss the remains, in bags & jars, into presumably white buckets of innocence for transport to only God and Veolia know where.

I continued to follow the Veolia truck:  his next destination was a few miles away at St Joseph Providence hospital back in Orange.  He pulled over, hit the hazards and waited outside the building.   I figured I had seen enough and have zero idea what he picked up at St Joseph’s Catholic Hospital.  But, I doubt it was pastries or coffee.   They don’t do abortions at this Catholic hospital.

This is a Catholic hospital and Veolia picks up both dead baby parts and medical waste, like syringes, smocks, gloves etc.   I would hope nothing Mr V was getting from this hospital, where 4 of my 11 kids were born and my lovely wife Donna had 4th stage colon cancer treatment in 2011, was an aborted child.   More investigation to continue; but i hate unsubstantiated innuendos, so prevalent in our culture of death today.  I am guilty of same with regard to Brown Memorial Mortuary and confess this publicly.

Draw your own conclusions.   The containers dropped off at Brown Colonial obviously weren’t for Republic or Waste Management Inc. trash and recycling companies.  BROWN DOES NOT HANDLE ABORTED BABIES

The fact Mr. V got back in his truck after leaving the planned parenthood with both human remains and medical waste at their receiving ‘dock’ leaves one unanswered question:

Where do all the abortions go, long time passing?  Where do all the abortions go, long time ago?”

Does Veolia ship them out of state?   They can’t incinerate them in Calif. ..  or can they?

Brown doesn’t, because Veolia is picking up medical hazardous waste on a route.

Someone, bishops can you help, some org or committee needs to  respectfully have a memorial service then inter the already co-mingled (or separated in jars or Glad plastics) babies in a permanent and reusable grave/plot. 

God is NOT pleased with co-mingled human bodies. This isn’t 1942 in Oswiecim a la Auschwitz 1943.  OR IS IT? Bullets got expensive in 1942, replaced with ZyklonB gas and mass graves until all 3 incinerators were up and running. Kind of like the Empire’s Death Star in Star Wars.

I found out that,  the owners of Brown, innocently, are not aware that Veolia is picking up children and needles from PP before picking up medical waste at their excellent facility…

Brown mortuary’s empty receiving bay AFTER the delivery of bones and needles

 Possibly, there is a contract between Brown Colonial and Veolia to do the same each week.  The contract is to pick up non human medical/organic waste.

These things we can verify doing a little more forensics work.  But this exhortationist and forensic prolifer recommends: GET GOING Bishops and engaged Catholics and people of other faiths: recall, not EVERY dead baby is a Catholic baby. But every human baby reserves proper treatment and disposition, whether interred or cremated.

For our blessed Catholic Church, EVERY diocese has a bishop.  Every bishop can have

AUSCHWITZ WARNS: But will we ever listen?

staff or volunteers investigate what happens to Vietnamese or Catholic or Jewish baby parts in their domain.  Planned Parenthood is an equal opportunity kill mill so we are helping all faiths by properly disposing of the unfortunate lost children who never saw daylight.

Recommend each diocese (Pope Leo can recommend it be done worldwide) look into what happens to the dead Catholic babies mixed in with other human beings at their resident abortion performers (pls don’t use death culture terminology: abortion is NOT health care and you don’t ‘provide’ a kid by killing it, you perform the cult ritual honoring the devil in hell)

St Joseph Hospital Orange meet Veolia

Every bishop can offer $$ to the kill mills like FHP, Albuquerque’s famous late termer kill mill like Southwestern Women’s Options once (maybe still) owned by Dr Boyd …or your neighborhood PP to buy the babies and properly inter them like a civilized society would do.  After all, PP is closing organic mills due to less free money from we Americans.  Hell can’t sustain because it is selling death NOT life.

The closure of the country’s largest in Houston is a false flag blamed on pro lifers:  most of their business now involves moms taking drugs to induce miscarriage and the toilet drop once the child has died.   Whole new area of despair, depression and life loss for motherhood.

America IS a covenant land with so many inhabitants wandering the desert like the Israelites of old.  We need NOT tolerate barbarism like the beheading by radical anarchist Islamists of Nicaragua, Syrian Christians and Druse, and so many other locales worldwide when humanity’s INhumanity to their fellow human being is obvious.

The Church is open to CREMAINS these days but a nice spot in a Catholic cemetery like Ascension, Holy Sepulcher etc could house these abandoned kids until Jesus returns.

In one of the most prosperous dioceses in America, I am sure we can find space;  after all, put on Christlike eyes and think:  wherever the surgical abortions are going, most of each’s carbon footprint already sold off worldwide. What remains, the leftovers, deserves special and prayerful handling, not BY the left necromancers who favor children dead and not heard, but by people of faith willing to put on boldness, fearlessness and compassion.

The Orange Holy Innocence Burial Project:  One possibility for Bishop Vann, Tim and Thomas’ Orange Diocese:

Veolia goes to two Planned Parenthoods for pickup of dead babies, before it stops at Brown Mortuary.  Suppose, we contract with Brown~Veolia and then when Mr V makes his next stop at the Catholic hospital known as St Joseph Providence, the driver can LEAVE the human remains at the hospital for handling by our very capable Orange Diocese network of Catholic Cemeteries.   

Imagine how we can help the godless environmentally bankrupt!   It SAVES Veolia incineration time (like their new state of the art Arkansas facility pictured below) Obviously kill mills can’t separate each dead child but these “lost children of America” can be interred physically in special locations at the different Catholic cemeteries like Holy Sepulcher.

Some of you have seen the words that Jesus uttered about the young people in His time: “Let the children come to Me”.  I believe the perfect spot would be on the north end of the cemetery, the so-called children’s section where the graves are much smaller due to the size of the children that died young, still born, toddlers, etc for different reasons.

We do beautiful in Orange: seen Our Lady of LaVang or the new Christ Cathedral, the gift from that fine Reformed Catholic Dr and Mrs Schuller, and its ornate additions?   

We could design a special designed coffin that weekly would receive the remains of children who never made the cut: actually, other then the dead babies mothers must see in the toilets across America after their two day chemical abortions,  children would be given a modicum of respect and properly interred.

The Children’s Section at Holy Sepulcher, plenty of room for a Holy Innocence Burial “facility”

People of God, realize we are some of the most blessed people on earth but Mother Teresa sees us, due to our stance on abortion, as one of the most poverty stricken countries on earth.  The Church is exploding in Africa, with the blood of the martyrs reinvigorating that continent’s Catholic population.  Meanwhile, our blessed land of “Life, Liberty and Personal Property” is seeing our young adults reverting and converting in droves because, believe it or not, their spiritual hunger needs to be satisfied, not with stale milk but solid meat of the Gospel.  The WHOLE Gospel which includes John 6:  we are in the Neo Eucharistic Renaissance, a rebirth after years of missed opps and unforced errors bowing to the intimidation and indoctrination of the culture of death.   Covid was no accident, nor our feeble response to the abysmal medical terrorism reeked on the world and our land.

Let’s be honest with ourselves: first, I admit I am a sinner.  But God will go easier on Sodom and its sister city, Gomorrah post time into eternity than this country with bountiful riches and opportunities to spread the REAL Gospel. Mother Teresa points out that once America ends, as much as it can, the kill mill convenience mentality and believe little humans are just as important as the post birth world, the WORLD will follow.

Practiced homosexuality, sometimes called “gay” like from the Flintstones theme song, as unwedded fornication (fourth base sex) is evil.

I did some “due diligence” regarding Veolia.   It’s not on par with Davinci BioScience, formerly owned by Hillary “commodities futures queen” Clinton which bought the big pieces on the human organ trafficking market in Yorba Linda.   But…

Incidentally, Veolia IS in the waste disposal business. Veolia Group is a $30 billion worldwide enterprise that does some good in water treatment, energy and other areas.  Veolia North America is the local but no answer what do they do with all the dead aborted babies:

“Veolia North America offers services and solutions for water, waste and energy management for cities, industries and communities. Learn how Veolia helps clients reduce their environmental impact, optimize their resources and achieve their sustainability goals.”

“Who We Serve~~  Veolia is on the ground in more than 550 communities across North America, using our understanding of the complex relationship between water, waste and energy to solve environmental challenges and help customers reach their goals.”

Waste Capabilities ~~We help customers in the industrial, commercial and governmental sectors safely manage waste and treat, recycle and dispose of hazardous and regulated wastes. Our best-in-class team is equipped with unmatched knowledge, experience and technology in order to provide value-added services that protect people and the environment.

(Except Veolia doesn’t provide much protection for the most vulnerable among us:  moms and the children they carry.

Veolia, like so many environmental posers, uses the word “sustainability” all too often

Definition:  A means of configuring civilization and human activity so that society, its members and its economies are able to meet their needs and express their greatest potential in the present, while preserving biodiversity and natural ecosystems, planning and acting for the ability to maintain these ideals for future generations.

Future generations?  Not if we keep killing off the current.

Reagan was right: he was amazed those that love abortion are already alive.   Estimates range from 67 million dead Americans over 4 decades; with chemical abortion now at 75% of the systemic concentrated camp destruction, God only knows and the devil isn’t telling what the numbers are in this covenant land of “life, liberty and property”.

Worldwide, which includes the countries where concentration death camps existed for over a dozen years, it’s about 2.2 BILLION with a “B” for blood.   so far.

The three crematoria at Auschwitz~~ Let’s rename them EOLIA for End Of Life in Americasince VEOLIA is already taken by a multi billion dollar company

Closest Veolia office (they are in 550 communities across this blessed covenant land) in the OC:

18 Technology Drive #154   Irvine CA 92618

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Chris Moawad , Operations Manager        Mr V’s  Veolia truck hails out of their Colton facility…hmm

ph. +17143796000

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ph. 888.900.9978

Peeps, It IS a great day to be ALIVE!  Live your day as if it is your FIRST & your LAST on earth.   

“Lord, use me as You WILL, not I will” 

Comments and suggestions warmly welcomed.  Use the email Lenbeckman@gmail.com and type in “Holy Innocents Project” in the subject line.  We are ALL in this together and Bishops, PLEASE START YOUR ENGINES.  I am happy to consult for free and help draw up a plan for your own Holy Innocents Burial Project. One of my awesome sons in law is named Elijah and married my #10 Mariposa on Dec 28th, the feast of Holy Innocents

My youngest of 11 is now 21, 22 grandkids and Church involvements at 73 leave me time to do ACTION.  Talk IS Cheaper, the Walk is the key.   My real estate brokerage is doing fine but the world is dying, our dioceses have bright spots but if you have an environmental waste company picking up dead CAtholic kids and other faiths in buckets, without a dignified Mass,  we risk being empty sepulchers like the Pharisees of old.

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Len Beckman  714 267 1413    Lenbeckman@gmail.com

Minor Catholic apologist, author and Exhortationist, 40 years homeschooling dad of 11, blessed with 22 grandkids and a stepmom of 6 years Mary.  3 decades on staff at three great Orange County parishes, still in ministry until he retires from real estate practice at age 100.  Bishops might have to retire at 75 if Pope Leo accepts those who do, but retire is what you do to our van when there’s too much miles on the treads.

Always remember, the SMILE disarms and the ROSE engages a woman’s heart, especially one whose “man” wusses out and allows his sperm donored girl to be raped by steel currettes or poisoned with chemicals that kill, kill, kill. Those damnable death doctors of doom like Jon Dunn, who is/was paid only $692,000 a year to kill off 1/3 of the current generation.

 

Auschwitz-Berkinau, Oswiecim, Poland

The Holy Innocents Burial Project, coming to a diocese near you.  Soon?

<<<Some of you have toured this silent sentinel to hell on earth pictured here: Auschwitz-Berkinau.  Maybe we need a monument to the 2.2Billion dead prebirth children worldwide, 67 million and counting American holocaust.  Bishops, please prayfully consider: a Holy Innocents Burial Project in each of your (arch)dioceses.  The time IS now, the death culture and world is DYING to know the truth.  It is your turn. Your time.

Being a Polish German American (PGA), it is hard to see how depraved my countrymen in the Reichland could be in the 1930s+, to my countrymen in Pope St John Paul the Great’s native Poland: how low humanity sank and continues to sink.

As usual, like with the leftist professors inspiring Harvard Hamas Club’s hatred for Jewish descending students, it is a few that infect the many;  for want of intelligence designed brains in Europe circa 1930s, 1.1 million died at this converted railway station, which made it easy to bring the human beings in by cattle car.  Today, at our easily accessible kill mills, victims are carried inside cars, of course, but inside Eve’s descending females we call “moms.” 

And irony still today, 1.1 million is an annual ‘drop in the bucket’ kill off,  symbolized in reality, NOT virtual each Wednesday at 7am, at 700 N Tustin for the red & white bucket brigade.

When I saw the images here, in person in Oswiecim Poland, the city surrounding the death camp, I visited the ground zero Holocaust museum.  It had bins of suitcases, clothes, baby buggies and even hair. These were gathered from the unwilling and often unknowing Poles, Hungarians, gypsies, handicapped “railroaded” to the “showers” of Zyklon B cyanide gas; few know that the reason the Nazis changed operations from bullets to gas, was bullets were just too expensive to kill off 6 million Jews for being Jews, Poles for being slightly non Aryan, handicapped for being handicapped, etc.  So they developed the cyanide shower and then harvested the gold teeth, hair and other recyclable human parts.  No, this wasn’t Soylent Green but similar in results.   I picked up this poster that reads “Auschwitz Warns” over two decades ago from the Auschwitz Holocaust Museum; it was part of our World Youth Day 2005 experience.

3 incinerators at the death camp

It housed St. Max Kolbe’s 10x10foot cell, comfortable if its a bedroom for two.  But 100 prisoners were crammed into this room and forced to play follow the leader to stay alive; recall or realize Fr. Max substituted his life for a father of 3 when another prisoner stole some “food” getting the whole camp punished, randomly choosing every 10th human for getting murdered.

Planned Parenthood’s human fodder killings, human enslavement and harvesting operations is simply evil.  All the Democrat blood donation$ recipients (and a few wiggly Republicans) that get our tax dollars laundered thru PPHQ are basically prostitutes and complicit in this neo-Auschwitz segment of the death culture.

Killing kids for parts is straight from the devil’s playbook of death, with all its varied chapters of hate, confusion and death

DoDo (Doctor of death ops) Jon Dunn was outrageously paid $692,000 a year, think about it more than $1 per minute he was alive, to oversee this railroading of vulnerable moms who have wussy men in their lives not willing to protect and honor their responsibility to new life AND the mother.

LiveACTION, a successful org in this arena of life affirmation and real aid, calls it:  “Love THEM both!!”

And the actual parallels between the perverted Nazi idea of camping and planned parenthoodlums today is strikingly accurate.    Zyklon B chemicals from Farber Germany is now mifepristone and prostaglandin, whether Plan B or known as the chemical abortion, now over 75% of the worldwide abortions (estimated since Guttmacher is owned by PP)

Originally called RU486 (irony, are you for 86ing prebirth kids?), the woman has gone from a willing or unwilling victim, to now seeing she has killed her little girl or boy one day later.  Frankly, the blob of tissue and product of conception diversions are poor analogies: it is the DEATH of a fully human being at an earlier stage known as ‘prebirth.’

Decades ago, I sold power supplies for electronics companies; one customer was Acuson, the ultrasonographic (ultrasound) pioneer that made the quantum leap into “4D” imagery showing life VERY accurately and precise.  Before that, most images were very cloudy and blurred and the death merchants got away, complicitly or from ignorance, to claim that mass inside the womb was NOT human.

We may have had a small excuse before Acuson and computed ultrasonography came to be, but no longer.  As noted morally correct doctors put it: there is NO GOOD reason, outside of ectopic pregnancy, to kill a prebirth child.  NONE!

As long as we tolerate killing prebirth and adopt godless, devil loving ideologies, world population will decline to the point of unsustainability. Funny thing, as time marches on, history DOES not renew but repeats itself.  Hope is always sublime.  And never give up on ‘where evil abounds, grace abounds more’.  The war has been won, it’s the battles we must fight.

For example, who hates the Jews the most today?

At the top of the list is the true satan worshipping 6th century throwback Khoumenei, still (at least for now) the ruler of the modern Persian country of Iran.  His best comparison is not Cyrus the Great, the grandson of Queen Esther and King Ahasueras, but of Haman the Jew hating, Mordecai despising Hittite.  Perfect match though since Haman tried to engineer the death of every Jew in the Persian Empire, before Cyrus the Great married the Medes king’s daughter to combine into the 3rd realm: Medo-Persian Empire of old.    He was thwarted, just as Khoumenei’s nuclear aspirations to destroy the whole Middle East were realized.

With his past terror puppets like the Hezbollah, Hamasians destroying any Jew they could kill, since 1979 they have exported Israelite hatred to the point of building a nuclear weapon they would unleash next door in Israel. Well, until six 30,000 pound MOABs hit their targets.

The point is like the Nazis, they don’t give a beaver’s dam how many of their own Persian populace die from radiation…just as Hitler hated all non-Aryans and tried to isolate the “pure race”.  Ever hear of Khan on Star Trek?  Whether Ricardo Montalban or Benedict Cumberback, both actors embodied the arrogance of master racism.

Hate him, tolerate or love him, Trump set back this suicidal homicidal maniac and his cronies for decades.  Khoumenei, a NON Arab follower of the false god of Muhammad, speaks Farsi and wants the USA and Israel gone.  His sect of Muslim has got to get the 12th imam into play before the 86 year old demoniac dies or the people revolt.

The interconnect is intriguing.  Khoumenei is no Cyrus, the great Persian ruler, who was Queen Esther and King Ahasueras’ grandson.   He really is a replay of King Ahasueras’ primo minister Haman.

Haman hated the whole subculture (ok “race”) of the chosen people, the Jews because of Mordecai NOT worshipping the false god of his time.  This evil man was ready and willing to destroy every Jew from his hate of Mordecai, Esther’s uncle.   The epitome of “overkill.”

With God’s providence, the beautiful Esther saved the Jews from hell’s soldier, Haman the Hittite who built his own gallows.   As so often in history, God has protected the offspring of Abraham thru Jacob.

Think about it: Sarah’s maternal jealousy 4000 years ago is playing out in places like Hamas’ ruling Gaza, Hezbollah’s Lebanon, Houti etc.  Another H, Haman, under Ahasueras, is encapsulated in the 86 year old Khoumenei, a true satanist and Jew hating Persian.   After overthrowing the sultan during Jimmy Carter’s ‘reign’, the false theocrats aka Ayatollahs, forced the country to adopt the Muhammad “religion” and used it to enslave a great nation for almost 50 years.  Times might be changing!

Note this:  the venerable blessed Fulton J Sheen wrote a seminal piece called “Mary and the Mohammedans” you should read, written back in 1952; he believes, today from heaven, that the Virgin Mary will be the human means to bring the Muslims to the Truth.  Time WILL tell.

So Compare: Naziism & its efficient human slavery& harvesting   vs   Margaret Sanger’s planned parenthood human enslavement, deceit & harvesting.

The Difference?  only time.  Similar cultures of death, same race of humans, different decades on earth.

Margaret Sanger’s demon lives on today.  In a sense, we replaced the enslavement of blacks leading to the Civil War, which morphed into 3/5th human credit for apportionment, followed by carpet baggers and Jim Crow laws and forced busing:  point is, we just can’t get away from owning other humans.

Today, instead of picking cotton, the slave, in addition to 4 years of cartel child terrorism, is the prebirth human harvested for parts and killed mercilessly.  Currettes, ie knives, have been replaced with popular chemicals for 74% of the kid killings.  Before, unless it is a 3rd trimester baby expelled by saline, the mom didn’t see what she was allowing done to her body.  Her daughter being systemically killed.

Today, so often mom sees her small prebirth child in the toilet and can’t wipe that memory away without a frontal lobotomy.

Before, the victim of the death doctors, mom was somewhat insolated from her decision.  Today, co-perpetrator just adding to her post abortion pain, inescapable without therapy and good counsel.  She sees what the prolifers have said: “We love both…”  because there IS a ‘both’: mom and child.

My annual rose bill is larger than most drunken sailors “on leave” bar tabs.  AT PP HQ Tustin@22fwy, most Saturdays it is my privilege to give roses to all the lady sidewalk warriors praying the rosary and other prayers for the moms, their babies, the workers even the death doctors themselves hoping they realize what the heaven they are doing.

As the cars head east out the driveway of 700 N Tustin, Orange, I or another sidewalk counselor hold up a rose or two, in an offering gesture to the mom, with or without a living child, and most often they stop.

On the 1st anniversary of my excommunication from the Nat’l Eucharistic Congress (more to the story, not here..), July 19th, Jenny was driving her green Jeep down the PP driveway and stopped at the public sidewalk ribbon.  She was offered roses and info from our Christian prolife team (John & Casey).  She told us she just found out she was pregnant.  Their very first question to Jenny was “Do you want to continue the pregnancy?”

That’s hell speak for: “Do you want us to kill your prebirth kid, schedule it today at noon or 4 pm, your choice mom!”    Real ‘choice’ uh huh

This was unusual, having a few minutes before the security guard moves in.  I was dressed in my fake doctor scrubs I use for the Wednesday dead bucket babies holy water Veolia blessing of the PP traveling coffin/hearse.    I looked at Jenny as she was being herded off the driveway, and said “Jenny, this is a 2nd rose for your child and you can get free services right now blocks away at the Life Center”.  She gratefully accepted the roses and information then drove off.

Due diligence a must and time IS of the essence: I immediately called 714-835-LIFE a decades old lifeline number, and gave the heads up that Jenny might be coming direct; they took the information and prayed for both of them (LiveACTION: ‘we love both’).   Of course, they keep it confidential but please add Jenny to your prayer list as she continues her “adventure.”

We give them an free information sheet on free services (LivingWell, Obria the Life Center for example is blocks away and often open while we are on the sidewalk of life) and of course the roses.  Sometimes we have 17 seconds of conversation, sometimes a few minutes.  Whatever amount we are grateful for.  Sometimes the moms keep their babies, sometimes they are already dead.

But, Pope Leo XiV, bishops reading this, personally, I will pay for a prebirth and birthed baby, dead or alive.  Strategize please using the brain God gave us andyou.   Planned parenthood already sells the organs, why not “buy” the rest of the human remains for a proper burial.  WHATEVER is left is still human and deserves a respectful internment.  So should you!   This is more than a witness to the eternal realities, it is a statement made beyond words, in ACTIONs.   After all, a protege of St Francis said:  “Preach the Gospel, and use words if necessary!”

17 seconds.  At Auschwitz, pregnant mothers like the men and children, had about 17 seconds before the cyanide gas killed them.  Before cyanide, lead poisoning took their lives even quicker, as the bullet pierced the heart or brain.

But bullets became too expensive for the  Nazis, so the chambers of horror and incinerators were built.  Zyklon B, like death doctored Plan B today, killed indiscriminately.   Similar to the modern Auschwitz that for the next year will NOT get national blood money, thanks to the BBB bill.  Hate it love it, it’s the law.  Maybe soon we can detach the $330 billion to the anti family, God hating California teachers association and Thurmond’s army at the Calif. Dept of Ed.  $330 billion giving planned parenthood access to kill kids prebirth and groom into suicide post birth talking girls into having their breasts removed and their vaginas ripped out, so that a decade later the older teen or young adult asks:

“Mom, why can’t I nurse the baby girl that I cannot have?”   ~the demoralized words of a girl talked into mutilation by gender destroying medical “professionals”.

Red and White Buckets for medical waste and human remains

There is a difference between the Auschwitz experience and day to day operations at PP Tustin@22fwy in Orange.   Wednesdays before 7am, a Veolia truck pulls up, turns around and stops alongside the main building.   Soon the truck driver and waste materials handler wheels out both red and white buckets.  It is commonly known the medical waste, like gloves and needles, are in the red bucket.

Appropriately, the white “innocent” bucket contains the mixed mortal remains of prebirth kids killed for the sin of existing. Veolia presumably takes the human babies to their incinerator operations in another state or ?.  Years ago, incineration happened outside these kill mills even in Los Angeles.

Compare to the picture above: 3 incinerators next to the gas chambers at Auschwitz~Berkinau, no different than what is done to babies today.  Like in the time of Hitler, bullets became too expensive, long term storage becomes too expensive especially for abortion kill mills who crave EVERY dollar for their outrageous doctor salaries.   Burning the prebirth now dead little ones is an outrageous insult to God’s gift to earth: children.  We treat dogs and cats remains better than the prebirth kids of our mothers around the world.

But a woman’s testimony (thank you LiveACTION) about her abortion is riveting.  This is the side effect of the recent transformation, better put, a RETURN to the 50s/60s wire coat hangars (now with drugs) used to kill a mother’s child:

The mom just saw the results of taking the poison pills of chemical abortion

If she, her tiny daughter, was just a blob of tissue or clump of cells, her writing this would make no sense.

Today, now aborting moms can name the baby she sees in the toilet easier than in the past.  For comparison, here are a few of the notables from Auschwitz’s poisonous pill brigade applied to cattle cars by the Nazis.

The notable Victims who died at this death camp

Male victims are signified by a  Pale Turquoise  background. Female victims are signified by a Light Pink  background.

• Hedwig Dulberg (7 January 1894 – 1944), German artist
• Simon Okker (1 June 1881 – 6 March 1944), Dutch Olympic fencer.
• Lion van Minden (10 June 1880 – 6 September 1944), Dutch Olympic fencer.
• Max Scheuer, Jewish Austrian footballer.^[46][47]
• Rosette Wolczak, (1928-1943), died in KZ Auschwitz

Why the list?   Because rarely if ever, the victims of prebirth killing/murder are chronicled and/or recorded.   Until today, where EVERY child that surfaces in the toilet bowl can receive a name and proper burial.

Proposal for the future  “The Holy Innocents (or suitably named) Cremation/Interment for Prebirth Remains” project

Hallstat Bone Church, Austria

I will be encouraging our Pope Robert Francis Leo the Lover, the Pope of Hope as well as our bishops to put aside their fear and be bold: let us ask every planned parenthood kill mill and their fellow abortion providers, to release the white buckets of innocent co-mingled prebirth bodies.   The photograph that I took on a recent early AM Wednesday at PP 700 N Tustin, shows the Veolia driver using a hand cart to wheel out buckets of med waste and human remains.

Paris catacombs

I don’t know about your Church, bishops but my Church has been a prime health care provider during the Black Plague and other calamities, long before Pfizer and Dr Pfaucinstein was alive. These bone churches were the refuge for desperate families to protect themselves and have their family and neighbors properly cleansed and buried. Can’t we afford to extend the same helping hand to mothers desperate, once they know they’ve been had, to proper burial or cremation.

My acquaintance Lauren Handy spent years, until Trump pardoned her for the crime of helping find burial of dead children respectfully, at Tallahassee Federal Pen.  As usual, God has other plans and Lauren’s time was spent evangelizing women inmates while in the stir.  Amazing, in Lauren’s case, like with Joseph and the Techno Colored Dream Coat, how God redeems our plans and repurposes His servants to greater ends!   Lauren’s example should not be ignored; at the NEC, Lauren and eight other imprisoned warriors of the Truth were showcased.

Lauren and so many other pro life worker warriors are, in my humble estimation, heroes; even Lila Rose, who someday could be acclaimed a doctor of the Church, are showing the FRUITS of this Eucharistic Renaissance.  We the Church United though fractionalized still, where all that was hidden about the Father’s eternal unspoken “Ultimate Gift” of His Eucharistic Son has been “reborn” for all to see.  This REVEAL cannot be ignored or soft pedaled any longer.

If successful, then, our excellent Catholic cemeteries, like here in the Orange Diocese such as Ascension, Holy Sepulcher and Good Shepherd can make a place for these innocents.  In fact, it will save Veolia, the environmental waste management company and planned parenthoodlums money (residual tax dollars too!) because our Catholic cemeteries have excellent crematoria to properly dispose of these abandoned prebirth and postbirth children. I will donate the first $99 to make this a “go” in SoCal, in honor of the most prolific prolife saint I know: Donna Beckman who died 49 days short of 49 years AFTER bearing 11 kids. 

Honestly I don’t care if Abp Gomez, Kevin Vann or Bishop Cozzens takes up the challenge first, my money is fungible and will go to the first organized and successful service to the preborn that treats them, not like the poisoned bodies of Auschwitz heading to the 3 incinerators after harvesting gold and hair, but as the precious human beings God created. 

Proposal to each bishop, copy to our newest Pope Leo:

Create you own Holy Innocents Cremation/Internment Process” to END the abandonment of prebirth baby remains to unceremonious mishandling. For

A sacred space, an altar of respect and love

example,  the recycler Veolia is NOT a mortuary, Catholic or otherwise. Just a waste disposal service.  Also, encouraging orgs like LiveACTION, Troy Newman’s Operation Rescue, Students for Life, Priests4Life, even “40 days for life’s” Dave Bereit’s well funded organization. 

 Prayer REMAINS important but handling the REMAINS of dead children, ie unanswered prayers continues to be a timely way of beating hell at its own biz.

Amazing Sedlec near Hunta Gora in Czech Rrepublic

We can recover from the mishandling of Covid, the unforced errors of succumbing to the diabolic control by the godless; in the Middle Ages, ossuaries arose when the Black Plague killed thousands.  How monasteries in Europe properly disposed of the dead family members left at their doorsteps. Some of you have been to Hasna Gora to see the evidence the Church CAN do a better job today as a living witness to the depravity of the Culture of Death.

Suggested steps:

1. Contact the city/county health control office and inquire why abortuaries (call them whatever you want, kill mill or ?) legally can dispose human remains after selling the profitable parts.  Be persistent, whether the health official is sympathetic or a part of the death culture.  Time is prime and ready for success.
2. Approach each abortion provider with a letter describing the Diocese’s desire to take the human remains off their “hands”…(or particular parish) under the bishop or pastor’s signature.
3. Provide respectful deliberate handling of these prebirth and at birth remains through each Diocese’s pastoral office.   If the diocese is unwilling, find the parish that is.  Often, non-diocesan orders, like the Capuchins or Praemonstratensians (Norbertines) are willing
4. contact your legislatures to create an enforceable law that abortion providers are NO LONGER able to dispose of human waste in red or white buckets.  There are plenty of prolife congress people, even legislators in California, who could champion this idea and bill.

Take one look at the holy respect the Veolia driver gave  to buckets of babes on the way to the fires of hell.

Let me use Minnesota as an example; the aggressively prolife Bishop Andrew Cozzens of the Crookston diocese could take lead in that state.

There are currently nine abortion providers in the state of Minnesota as of July 2025:

• Planned Parenthood – Brooklyn Park Health Center
• Planned Parenthood – St. Paul Health Center – Vandalia
• Planned Parenthood – Minneapolis Health Center
• Planned Parenthood – Rochester Health Center
• Red River Women’s Clinic – Moorhead, MN
• Robbinsdale Clinic P.A. – Robbinsdale, MN
• WE Health Clinic – Duluth, MN
• Whole Woman’s Health of the Twin Cities – Bloomington, MN
• Just the Pill

Bishop Cozzens, good luck and God bless. Your work in the past, even your arrests for standing up for life, are proof you have the mettle.

Archbishop Gomez, your eloquent words as the Eucharistic Pilgrimage and Revival ended at Hill Street & Temple at our Lady’s Angelic cathedral WITHOUT the dysphoric rioters in the streets:

“…And like those first disciples, we need to become Eucharistic missionaries!
Jesus is counting on us to bring people back to the Church, back to Mass! We can never approach the altar without wanting to bring others with us, to know the love that we know!
So, let us be bold for Jesus! Bold like that first generation in the Church, bold like the saints down through the ages!
Jesus is sending us into our homes, into our schools, into the places where we work.

So let’s go forward, always forward! ..”   I agree!

Part of going forward IS to take care of our dead.  Many of the prebirth children tormented, terrorized, trampled and pulverized are CAtholic.  How can we go week after week while our young sisters and brothers are unceremoniously bucketed and transferred out of state where incinerators, like those of Auschwitz, Oswiecim Poland, are used to erase the remains.

I will continue to “holy water” the Veolia truck as a poor yet effective substitute for Veolia surrendering the baby remains, whenever possible.

Is this what Jesus would allow?   You’ve heard about roped millstone necklaces used as life preservers when children abusers and killers are involved.

In California, there are, per Calif Right to Life, “As of late 2023, California had approximately 160 abortion clinics. According to the Guttmacher Institute, which was founded as a research arm of Planned Parenthood and is a commonly cited source for abortion statistics, at least half of all patient visits to these facilities are for abortions.(1,2)

Orange County is blessed with excellent bishops in Kevin Vann, Bishop Tom and Tim Freyer.  The St Michael’s Abbey is staunchly prolife, under Abbot Hayes, including the baseball priest, Fr Alan.   We can do it here if we have the ability to replace “talk” with “walk”.

WE need to look back 100 years and wake up to the fact, either we carry our crosses or we will be remembered for our weaknesses…or not remembered at all.

For 50 years, he told no one. Not even his wife. His heroic deeds might have remained a secret forever, had she not discovered an old scrapbook in the attic filled with names, photos, and letters from the rescued children. Decades later, on a BBC program, Winton was invited as a guest — unaware that the studio audience was filled with those very children, now adults with families of their own. They stood and applauded the man who had given them life. Nicholas Winton didn’t seek glory — he simply chose to act, proving that even one ordinary person can shape history through quiet, courageous kindness.”

The Church has not always been this timid; we’ve dealt with Black Plague much more evil than Xi jingle pingle’s incubated Wuhan lab virus.

I believe we are in a new era, not to mention, with the new pope from the southside of Chicago, in which, the grumblings must cease and refocus on the majors not the minor leagues.  After all, Pope of Hope XiV Leo the Lover knows what hope is when your fave MLB team, the Chicago White Sox, plays like a minor league team in 2024 amassing a 3-22 record to begin the season.  His Jersey alone will bump a few wins into the sports column: look out Cubbie fans

My point is simple: as a junior Catholic apologist and Exhortationist, we must go after the evil represented by Margaret Sanger, who helped draft the Racial Laws of Nuremberg 1935 just prior to making Jews non human targets, and turn up the heat.

Talk IS cheap.  You know it.  We all do

Time is short. You know it.  We all do but the kill mill killers are on their back, scrambling.   It’s TIME to step up to the plate, even if it is in White Sox Rate Field stadium where hope springs eternal under a new Pope of Hope.  Like the Ballad (fact filled parody) of Leo XiV sings it:

From the South side of Chicago   //  came the holiest man around         G //  a7

Hailed from St Mary’s, we all Assume  //  Now he’s moved outta town  B7 ~ C // D7~C~ G

He got elected to the top spot  //  of the Roman Catholic Church

Now he’s keen in the Holy Scene (See) // and we cheer for the Pope of Hope (peeps, its the jubilee yr)

chorus: “We’re glad… glad Leo’s in town  G // The gladdest priest on the Vatican grounds

(B7) Gladder than a kid on sweets  /  Joyful to all he meets”   d7 ~C ~G//   (draft)

Len Beckman  714 267 1413  Lenbeckman@gmail.com

Junior Catholic apologist.. Exhortationist Dad of 11.   40 yrs homeschooling with youngest now 21.  son of the Church since 1952

What a day that May 8th was!! Grumble, grumble, no pope would ever come from these United States as white smoke floated skyward!  Whattya know!

Fr. Rocky and others agreed, yes he came from my Polish mom Irene’s ChiTown, Soxville, Windy City, whatever you call it…but he belongs to the world!  Pope Leo XiV is smart; ask his brothers; not every sane soul gets a math degree like Robert Francis, cardinal extraordinary (and my headmaster of Chesterton Academy son Nathan sporting 4 adopted fosters and a math master’s degree)

He LOVES Mary and like Pope Francis, she will be an important part of his papacy. Why else elected on a Mary date, May 8th?  I love my dad Paul, but he wasn’t a prophet so I’m no prophet nor son of one.  Like you, I sin, take an occasional show, love my kids and grandoffsprings.  Drive my Mary nuts.

So, being it is too early to define his papacy, we can certainly conjecture a bit.  He grew up it seems in one of those Freedom homes built post WWII like my family of 13 headed by a German dad and Chicago Polish mom plus pets in the 50s thru 80s.   More will come out, some true some not so true as he has experienced already.

A man of peace elevated in the Jubilee year of HOPE!  Popes often choose names to signify something.   John Paul the Great followed the 33 days of Pope John Paul, and became JPII. Benedictus XVI follow his predecessor’s suit, like a confirmation of much good.  Pope Francis, not the Sales man but of Assisi, chartered a new road sometimes of good, often of controversy.

I still struggle with Pope Francis’ buying the JFKerry line that God’s greatest atmospheric gift, carbon dioxide (the Trinity molecule) that feeds the world and keeps us alive somehow, is pollution. What total fools we are, believing 1 molecule in every 2500, CO2, is melting the earth.  This gets parlayed by the godless into Mary’s warned evil, communism to control life and production, waste precious resources of the 3rd world and… I better stop here.

The Leo line is amazing.  Leo XIII unmistakably envisioned the war of the culture of death vs life; the bill of goods of the fallen angels and the need to seek St Michael’s help, with the Father’s authority, to thwart the minions of misery.  What a backdrop at this time in history, as the death and life cultures battle more ferociously.  If you don’t see this need for boldness, fearlessness, courage and renewed devotion, roll over and wake up: it’s everywhere we kill kids prebirth, or the two God designed and made sexes, male and female, are poisoned with homosexual unions and cutting off breasts and vaginas to help a girl become suicidal in a few years.  Yes evil abounds and grace abounds more, yet why are so many so passive?

The suppressed prayer of the great 19th century pontiff will be back in vogue; in Orange County, most Masses experience it as the priest ends Mass.  As Mr Madrid put it on Relevant Radio, the Low Masses used to conclude with this mighty “ask” that we should follow with our Guardian Angel acknowledgement prayer.  My goodness, I used to serve at traditional Latin Masses in the 50s/early 60s before we began suppressing them in seasoned people parishes for still not completely understood reasons.  Why 400 people attending a Mary by the Sea had to lose their joy banning Mass in Lingua Latinam like it was Pentecost 2022 and the upper room doors were chained shut out of fear of King Pfaucinstein’s lies.  similar to Joseph d’ Arimathea’s building in Jerusalem.   You think the devil doesn’t know his time is very short?   Look around, smell the sulfur among the rose fragrances.

God has often sent the Regina Coeli (the daughter in law I helped name 25 years ago, has that name) to earth with focused messages.  Places like Pompeii mentioned by Leo XiV, Fatima, Lourdes, Mexico City Guadalupe, OLChampion, Ecuador etc.

But Jesus makes His own guest appearances often, like to St Mary Aloque.  Fr Rocky calls the balls and strikes: ”

In October 2024, the late Holy Father Pope Francis published his last encyclical: Dilexit Nos, which translates to “He has Loved Us.” It is 220 paragraphs all about the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

In it, Pope Francis quotes Saint Gertrude of Helfta, a nun in the 1200s. Pope Francis writes, “Gertrude concludes that ‘the sweet sound of those heartbeats has been reserved for modern times, so that, hearing them, our aging and lukewarm world may be renewed in the love of God’. Might we think that this is message for our own times, a summons to realize how our world has indeed “grown old”, and needs to perceive anew the message of Christ’s love?”

Pope Francis suggests that this devotion was given in modern times to awaken our love through encountering Jesus’ love in the Sacred Heart. In fact, Jesus Himself promises that “Lukewarm souls shall become fervent.” and “Fervent souls shall quickly mount to high perfection.”

A revival means the patient is half dead, like a dying dog or feral cat; 65,000 showed up for the National Eucharistic Congress near Chicago in Indianapolis last July 2024.  I believe this massive increase in conversions and reverts to the welcoming Catholic church this year, is proof we should at least consider or are in the:

Eucharistic Renaissance of Love, Hope and Faith

St Margaret Mary Alacoque was such a gift and gifted to us visions from Our Lord.

Len Beckman

Minor Catholic Apologist and Exhortationist

All A+ ladies: Maria, Lila and Briana.

Updated Aug 18, 2025

An audit of love

From the initial feedback, from text, voice and emails sent to me, your 2025 women’s summit was a success!

I bought nine tickets and they went to homeschool moms (my wife Donna, now in heaven and I homeschooled the Beckman kids over 40+ years); some teens now young adults, and my daughter in law named Queen of Heaven, in Lingua Latinam Regina Coeli said it was great!

(odd knowledge file: 23 years before she married my youngest son, Zach, I helped her mom with alternate spellings of Coeli, when both our families were in the modern early homeschooling Catholic movement since the 1980s)

Compliments to an excellent program:  Here’s a sample of a texted praise for your follow-up session, IF as all good ministries you evaluate things:

“Hi Mr. Beckman, this is Angel (name changed for safe environment protection reasons). I just wanted to say thank you so much for the LiveAction Women’s Summit tickets! My mom and I really enjoyed the conference, and are grateful you gave us the opportunity to attend it!(prayer hands)”

To God be the Glory!  Not sure who the Secret Bouncer was, but to encourage Live Action team to not rush to judgement at the next Cvent gathering, please read on.

Truth be told, Mr. unknown Summit guru, months ago, I had pre-purchased 9 tickets to donate because I have come to trust the quality of ministry via Live ACTION.

“Angel” quoted above is the daughter of a family I see many Thursdays for an Inland Empire homeschooling cooperative, and she and her mom attended that Saturday.  You may not realize there are large numbers of events & programs competing for time and space in people’s lives, and active homeschooling parents are very cautious, as we all should be, to what we expose our kids.  AND ourselves.   And, just in case you had prejudged my intentions, refused to at least interview me  and thought I was a pervert infiltrating the event, at 73 I took my latest Safe Haven~safe environment training for the 7th time in 33+ to remain totally beyond reproach.

Mr Rush2Judgement, sometimes it is OK to have a human male at your events, including someone who supports and followed the ministry well over 20 years. Though my youngest Katy is now 22, I continue to help at that homeschooling co-op, teaching a class or two, helping with sound tech for showcase etc.; certainly a joy and a large part of the reason is not enough dads can be there weekly.

Homeschooling is a lifestyle more than a choice.  History has shown it is always good to have a dad at a homeschooling co-op, even during the Dr Pfaucinstein Covid years at the parks we gathered at.

Your suspicion and judgement without investigation is similar to a recently transferred bishop.  Bishop McElroy proved, not all Catholic leaders like Catholic parents following CCC2223 being the primary educators of God’s gifted bundles of joy.  Now, maybe providentially, the San Diego bishop was moved to DC after telling homeschoolers they were the unwashed and can’t use parish rooms reserved for the elite parish Catholic kids; it’s  as if they can only get the crumbs from the parish table.

And as a real estate broker, I have the freedom to help; and became a frequent “Sacred Heart Patrol” dad.  One Thursday, a young teen boy and girl (quote “ain’t but two sexes”) practiced their safe? sex habits in the park’s bathroom  about 6 years ago.  It seemed their public school planned parenthood trained teacher would give them at least an A- for the lab of life.  As long as they did their practicum using a condom on a cucumber or banana successfully.   So, I redid my busy schedule to be at as many of the coop teaching sessions at the park.

 Point is, ALL parents homeschool from birth; but some turn their kids over to governmental schools at age 3-5 where they can learn from the SIECUS or Sex Information and Education Congress of the US.  The teaching arm of Margaret’s Hell, that racist bigoted Sanger who helped form the National Racial Laws of 1935 in my half heritage country Germany.

Sometimes, math and English studies are mixed in here in California via the $330 billion drained from taxpayers yearly. Here’s where you guys come in righting the wrong of silly and dangerous ideologies. It has been proven and you may know, a kidnapped 8 year old girl, if put into sex service, will average 30,000 sex acts by the time she turns 18 a decade later.  This is just another sad reason the four years of cartel compliance by the Biden Obamanation regime was particularly evil.  Anyways…Sound of Freedom, the movie, shows the importance of your work at LiveACTION

Our world is dying to know what LiveACTION knows!

Kudos, LiveACTION.  Obviously, this Cvent event took incredible planning and prep, especially on Saturday long before the ladies arrived.

Since I paid to get kicked out, please walk with me a moment.  My Saturdays, in case you wonder, start early.  Mass at St Norberts or St Anthony, a couple dozen roses purchased before or after from TJs.  These, like I did at the Hyatt before ejected, are given to each lady prayer ‘warriors’ and sidewalk counselors at PP, hell’s stronghold in the OC, Tustin at 22fwy, planned parenthoodlum’s central.

For the LiveACTION info database: recently retired, Chief Evil Officer CEO Jon Dunn was paid $692K annually to kill kids and maim mothers, the PP HQ for two counties.  This kill mill has been a thorn in my side for well over three decades.  Thank you, it will be well attended on June 28th, anticipating the Senate vote to end planned parenthoodlums access to family funds, a la taxpayer $$.  LONG overdue:none of us should be robbed to support the modern Oswiecim, better known as Auschwitz on many street corners.

The rest of the roses on Saturday and other days, are used to slow down cars bearing precious cargo, moms with and without a living child.

Rarely does a car NOT stop to get the rose and some free advice flyer; often a woman-child will change her mind, something we see immediately or will find out in heaven.  With 11 kids of my own and 22 grandkids, EVERY life being precious is 2nd nature. Always being careful NOT to rush to judgement, but assume the best about others.  You teach this as a ministry well, but sometimes we need to look inward as well. Sometimes the top leadership of a fast growing $20 million/yr org needs some self examination.

This Saturday, after leaving planned parenthood, I headed toward the Hyatt up Tustin Ave;  my life, as your lives, is about seeing with Christlike eyes, the opportunities to show mercy and preach the Gospel with or without words.

These happen all day and night but often we miss them, preoccupied with our own plans and well laid out hopes.  Often, innovation and the Holy Spirit can be stymied, when we are so provincial as to think ROSES given to an amazing doctor like Dr. Lauren Roybal, or pregnant ladies and sponsored attendees (like my 9 8) are evil.  Look in the mirror, Chief bouncer decision maker: were you that busy that Judgemental Rush was the only pathway, sir?

I realize LiveACTION is not exclusively a Catholic org though many Catholics are involved, but Catholics call this predisposition to helping others, the spiritual and corporal works of mercy. 

Fancy term for preaching the Gospel and using words if necessary, attributed to St Francis d’ Asis but probably from one of his followers.  “Do the Truth in Love”. The next person that needs us, IF our eyes and ears are attentive, could be less than 2 feet away or a cell text or call NOW!

Calm down, “faith without works” crowd, as a Catholic apologist and exhortationist, we have had quite a few discussions between Protestant & Catholic ideologies in my over 50 years of ministries.  There is room to always pull a 1 Peter 3:15 humbly, witnessing to the next person we meet (the 2 foot rule), and help them, whether high end donor class or street homeless, like say Wendy I met on the left turn island.  Speaking of…

Wendy IS her name; I drove past her June 21 about 915am heading to the 55 fwy and didn’t have the heart to not engage her in conversation and leave her with lunch money.  So I u-turned twice.

Time and weathered Wendy told me she was homeless, that she had four kids who had been trafficked earlier in life.  She rattled off their ages, 24, 21, 19, 17 just like God routinely told us in Genesis the lifespans and ages of Adam etc (Methuselah 969, Noah’s 930 etc) in Genesis as if they were real lifetimes.

Which, incidentally, they are. Hard to imagine, but realize God’s perfect creation including extraordinary lifespans until Noah’s ship building Ark tours.

It’s just difficult for my acquaintance Scott Hahn and Curtis to put that reality in the commentary on page 65 of Genesis 5 (new beautiful Ignatius OT/NT study bible).  Not sure why but maybe in the next edition/printing.  Read it for yourselves, LiveACTION figures: “There is as of yet no positive solution to these enormous lifespans…”   My take is simple, God’s Genome of the human body was perfect in the beginning, protected by a worldwide vapor canopy UNTIL the Famous worldwide Noahic total reformational Flood followed the first rains and loss of SPF1000 sunscreen.  Sorry, drifting off topic.

God created a perfect universe that enveloped a perfect earth back then; before the flood and the misappropriated rainbow flag, man and woman lived much longer than today.  If we average lifetimes today, we might not even clear 40 or 50, since prebirth kids ARE alive and human and must be measured in.  This is the beauty of the explosion of LiveACTION’s reach and ministries.  But, please DO NOT LOSE SIGHT OF YOUR FIRST LOVE.

I asked Wendy if she saw her kids much, Wendy said very little and gave me some background which I won’t share here. Pray for Wendy, if you will.

This is why I am an exhortationist: EVERYONE needs encouragement, less rush to judgement and more compassion.  How many times have I or you heard “Don’t give them a dollar, they’ll just buy booze or cigs.”  ‘You know how those homeless are, not worthy of cash or care.”

Too often, homeschoolers are looked at with a jaundiced eye as well.  Maybe my bible is different than yours, but the admonition to help doesn’t have a checklist.  Should God ask you after you die, “Why didn’t you give that poor soul a Fig Bar and a couple dollars, McD’s gift cert for a Big Mac or Egg McMuffin?”  Will your answer be: “Big Macs are terribly unhealthy and I was busy heading to my hair appointment or actually to this awesome Women’s Summit were Roses are banned.

A gift given is just that: freely offered with no demand for return.  Like Roses at a woman’s summit in Huntington Beach on a beautiful end of spring Saturday.

I got to the Hyatt close to 10am, and took the remaining few dozen roses to the ballroom, but your crack security gentleman said I needed:

“credentials”

I smiled, respectfully thanked him and recalled “credentials” came up 11 months before, at the National Eucharistic Congress on July 19th last year.

So I went to the registration table…an excellent Avanell and another volunteer helped me get my nametag and goody bag (With six daughters it will be used; no I don’t wear high heels or lipstick) and headed to the open ballroom door at the back, staying way back by the camera stand so as not to be disruptive.

Memo to the Rose Donor Banisher: grease up the entry doors next year or put an attendant there.  I’d volunteer but I know my money is NOT good at LiveACTION anymore.

As it turned out, the entry door kept banging as mentioned as ladies entered and exited, so I played door man and concierge. No, I did not have a volunteer shirt on but, as all Christians must do, when we see a need, we jump in and help.

The noise level dropped considerably as I held the door for the eager participants, all it seemed were female; the men were the guards and cameramen, and more at the VIP mixer later in the day, which I couldn’t attend because the Roses Hating Decision Maker would probably have me arrested for “enthusiastic sharing of the Gospel of Joy, Peace and Love…” in physically providing the singular symbol of womanhood from their boyfriend, husband and/or fathers.

Let this sink in: I’ve got maybe 27 years left on this planet, so anyone reading this will outlast me; but its not how LONG we live, but HOW we live long that really counts.  Smell the flowers, yes the roses, see the innate beauty in nature, understand God’s Ultimate plan promising His Eucharistic Son long before He created a race of beings, human, yet UNmade!

Being in my 8th decade in this county, I know a person or two.  No brag, just fact.

When Dr Lauren (Roybal) headed to the dais, it was my cue.  I jogged up to the front and handed this friend, a bunch of white roses and she uttered a name that rhymes with Len.  I told her they were from Jorge, her amazing husband and fellow doctor of good medicine. I have spoken to crowds, large and small, in classrooms and convention centers, and know how nervous “presenters” can be.   Your misguided judge y jury might call this a stalker incident, most honest people would call it a gesture.  Lauren appreciated it, to “have a friend” in the crowd.  Mr. Rushing2Judgement Judge, you might try giving roses more frequently to your spouse.  She just might be surprised in a good way.

Please note: As swift as I gave them to this brilliant doctor, mother and great wife, I headed back to my door man role far from the stage. No riot; no rock tossing like the sad often paid mindless rioters in downtown LA, which my beloved wife had to work through.

I was content to keep the door decibels below a jet at 100 feet, but was rudely interrupted by the hired “help.”  Funny truth: once the first break, and the rest of the roses given to people I know, some I sponsored, like the roses, sir: I would have been gone.

Confession, on the way back from Dr Roybal, I stopped briefly to give a rose to a very pregnant young mother and also, a very young daughter through her mother and she smiled.  I told mom this was from your husband and from her (the little lady) father.

Back at my doorman “station”, I started recording Lauren’s talk, still softening the roar of the door and occasionally giving a rose to someone who deserves a rose every day of her life!!   Her name is “woman” by the way.  Pope St John Paul the Great put it succinctly, reading from a book titled “Confessions of Father Pio Vianney”:

“John Paul the Great was point on in saying Christ ‘assigns as a duty to every man the dignity of every woman’ “

Sorry, Mr. Powerful, I take these words seriously.  Whoever wrote that book really needs help, with no pagination and few pics; but reread the words. These are most powerful; for IF every man lived by these moral truths, there would be a lot less violence toward women, and lot more of the peace that passes all understanding in the world.  Yes, I know we have a “broken” world decaying, but that’s OUR job in persona Christi, to help mend and get each other to heaven as unscathed as possible.   Not just on stage, but on ground level all day long.

67 million dead and harvested babies killed for sport and parts over the last five decades.  Not to mention, less sex trafficking, slavery of young women and yes, boys.  Humans would be treated like the precious beings they are.

Meanwhile, the “protect women from roses at a woman’s conference leader” hides in the shadows.  This Rose Exhortationist was not disruptive, doing an unscheduled help with a noisy entry door while the film crew did their best.

I did mention I had bought a block of tickets and had intended to give the flowers to those I “sponsored” at the first break in the LiveACTION. Being a dad of 11 with 22 grandkids, yes, you could call me “prolife” but talk IS cheap unless matched with intentional action.  In your case, LiveACTION.

Often, though, the best laid plans are interrupted.  A security gentleman approached me and said “you need to leave”.   He first asked my name which I then showed him the sacred “credentials”.  It matched what I told him, Len Beckman. No response.

I asked him why he wanted me gone and he gave me no answer; I asked, could I finish the taping of Dr Roybal’s talk, and he said no.  When I asked him “who decided that giving roses to women at a women’s summit conference is a capital crime punished by unwelcome expulsion.” No answer like the robotic hired hand he was.  A good man, no doubt, but a poor surrogate for the real decision maker, hidden from view to protect his ego.

If you looked around, the roses had little competition.  And the thorns were, in the main, removed so no participant would be injured in the making of this bounce out.

He still demanded my exit, so I gathered the remainder of my roses and gig bag and headed to the hallway.

As I passed the registration table, I asked Avanell what and who called for this? She had no answer.

Notice the picture above, over a decade + old, of two beautiful women: one my daughter and the other an ‘adopted’ daughter. The very young woman in the middle you might know but since then she’s married with children.

Actually, today, all three are married, two are moms and one thing is sure: they all are in God’s plan.

No, mystery Herod still hidden in plain sight, I am not a stalker, although mom Lila has been a “victim” of roses before from this old guy.

Since your face recon and forensics (I am a forensics real estate broker professional) may be deficient, confession, I provided Joe’s wife a rose at a Steubenville concert, 11 (messaged from her man Joe) ruby reds on July 18th in Indianapolis; one on Sept 28th, the day before my St Michael’s day heart attack reset at hell’s kill mill on Tustin and 22 fwy.

Oh, and I did support your ministry by purchasing four “Fighting for LIFE” retro bio books at Holy Trinity in Ladera Ranch which I passed on to willing recipients, past youth ministry young adults I know.

By the way, I am NOT a prophet nor the son of a prophet. That was the night I mentioned that Lila (she’s the lady between the two other beautiful women above) could become a true “doctor of the Church”, something reserved to public acclamation based on one’s works, like St Therese or St Monica’s playboy kid, St Augustine.  And hierarchical intervention.

Pleading my case to the unidentified security guy: I mentioned I am a long time donor and supporter of LiveACTION, just bought a block of tickets for some great moms and their daughters, also some women I know who really needed the day as it turned out.

By the way, what a blessing Avanell is to your ministry!  A good soldier, she told me about the Defund PP on the 28th; I told her I am speaking and presenting at a conference far away; Avanell then mentioned a men’s conference but I was being herded out as she did.

Of course, I would be happy to “present”/speak briefly at a LiveACTION event, but the Roses Ejecting mystery man won’t have that ever happen.  Organizational dynamics being what they are. I’ll provide my curricula vitae for that remote possibility.

Well trained in the art of misdirection, it was obvious to me she was just “doing her job”.  Which she is most excellent at.  However, it really wasn’t her role nor that of the male security guys.  It was the role of someone lacking the moral clarity and basic Biblical Matt 18:15 ignorance how to handle someone deviating from the plan.   He may never have heard this maxim.  God is busy with us while we make our plans.Obviously, I couldn’t say hi to my daughter in law or her sisters at the next break, so my chess riddled brain thought:

My next stop was to be Corona as it was, so the flowers would not survive in my car; thus:

In the corridor, I gave a dozen to a longtime friend and youth ministry young adult I’ll call VV (I served as a youth minister and DRE over 3+ decades); a couple roses to the registration table.  Last visit I made before my security escort got too upset, was to a new exhibitor, which most of you new to the prolife arena, are clueless about his pioneering efforts for life, Gregg Cunningham. My last few roses went to Gregg’s team as I purchased some of his wares.

Then, I left so as not to embarrass the faceless moral midget who wouldn’t even identify him or herself, be the adult and dialogue. It’s so much easier to pronounce prejudicial judgement through “underlings”.

He would have better understood; the truth is, the excuse is time-worn: “I was too busy to talk to that unwashed reprobate stalker, or whatever he thought, because I am a big man in the LiveACTION universe.”

Sorry sir, true leaders know how to lead; as orgs grow, sometimes we need to humbly re evaluate our role.  Or at least, set down some guidelines like “Roses will never be allowed at any women’s event in the future.”   Bold, yes, understanding of the power of a flower, but we lifelong learners never quit being open.

True big men, like Robert Francis Prevost, are good leaders, do not rush to judgement.  Maybe it was a woman leader, but whichever of the two sexes designed by God, they need a refresher course in Socratic interchange.  Or at least, ask the simple questions before you boot out a former supporter and donor.

I still wanted to know who called for the expulsion!   This “rush to judgement” is a fatal flaw of too much of our culture; if the decision maker, male or female, had the testicular fortitude to come up to me and ask a few questions, I wouldn’t have to write this short long plea for  hope.

Very little has disappointed me over the years regarding LiveACTION and its predecessor’s history.   Funny, I am no victim though I wonder what is the mettle of a man who won’t come forward to at least find out the whys before his Pontius Pilates moment.  I threw no tantrums; I didn’t force him to call the police and make a scene.  Maybe he hoped it would be so, to exonerate his decision: after all, who’d a thunk this:

ROSES should be banned where women are learning and sharing.??

Maybe some day I will know his name; I have a pretty good idea and he didn’t need to use facial recon technology to hide in the shadows and play Herod.

Thank you for the follow up email from another hard-working LiveACTION employee, Ann Wheeler, coincident with the Summit:

This last email came on Sunday but I didn’t do the survey yet; I will let this suffice.  Sorry Anne.  You were very helpful when the Cvent website was so confusing for multiple tickets.  Same folks who handled the NEC last July it seems.

I just hope, Mr. Decision Maker, you glean something good from these words, even if you think I am a zany 73 fan boy or stalker.  Sorry, little man, come out of the shadows please.  No woman would act like this.   My passion for life issues goes much farther back (11 kids, first one 44 years ago) and my involvements wouldn’t matter to you.  But, at least, take this away today: your decision, like my decision to buy tickets for Galas and Women’s Summit, have good and bad impacts.

This is life and here’s another relevant example: it’s no different than when Alicia looked at me from her “shotgun seat” and the rose, poised on the driveway of hell’s kill mill Orange and blurted out: “I don’t want to hurt my baby.” 

I gave her the red rose as her driver man watched, with an info sheet and said simply: “You don’t ever have to come back to this hell hole; free help is available and here’s the number to the Life Center two blocks away”.   Even today, I don’t know the baby’s name and out of my intense desire to protect moms and kids, no kid name is mentioned.

But, as the long ultrasound showed, yes provided by PP blared out: “I am ALIVE, please love me enough mom to give me a chance at life.”  Today, the couple and child are in a different state.  So, maybe roses at a LiveACTION event isn’t such a bad thing.  Don’t overthink this, sir, DO!

Last year, I added another participant to your beautiful Gala: on Sept 29th I had a mild heart attack, the feast of St Michael the Archangel, the warrior of prolife protection.

Ironically, with a new stent, I was still considering going to the Gala but I realized you wouldn’t want a disturbance, some guy dropping to the ground,  so I gave it to a much more deserving prolife leader who couldn’t afford the price tag.

My point is simple: practice the spiritual and corporal works of mercy for all comers.  If you don’t know what they are, Google them.  A hearty thank you to Avanell for trying to make lemonade out of the lemons dished up by some twit whose moral compass is stuck on rushed judgement.

I’m no saint nor am I one of your wealthy “whales”, maybe my donations are inconsequential,  but consistently I support courageous groups who believe that Jesus IS the reason for the joy of our lives.  Apparently, roses can get me in trouble, and can be anathema even at a National Eucharistic Congress in Indiana last year when given to nuns and mothers.

God forbid His beautifully arrayed flowers get in the hands of His last, most complex and most important creation: womanhood.   If you call this a fixation, maybe so.  A “fixation” on doing the Will of Someone much greater than ourselves.  Honoring the Father’s call in the middle of eternity as we work toward a better more eternally focused world.

Could it be an interstate watch list exists?  The one minute version: last July out of sight, except for the hi tech football cops’ facial recognition system, I tossed 11 red roses up to the base of Lila’s dais Thursday night, July 18th before she began her excellent presentation.

Next I saw an NEC staffer pick them up and assumed she would get them.  The note simply read:

“Lila, good work.  These are from your husband, Joe and will be the last time you receive a bunch from me.  God bless you two as your family grows.  Dad of 11”

Months later, I saw her briefly at my infamous nefarious PP kill mill, the saturday Sept 28th before my mild heart attack on St Michael’s feast day weekend. I asked “Lila, did you get the roses at your NEC talk?”  She told me, no Len, I did not.   Wow!  Maybe the stage staffer thought they were poisoned or had an organic bomb built in.

But, Lila’s “no” told me volumes. Flash back to NEC, Friday morning July 19th, a crisp St Joseph monthly ‘date’, a long time friend, the armless Tony Melendez was announced. He was following excellent Catholic apologist Patrick Madrid’s famous “I never said you stole money!” routine in Indianapolis.  Look it up!

I got permission from the NEC security staff to give Tony, tho armless the itinerant lover of Christ guitarist, a brief hug. A short surprise similar to white roses for a gifted Dr Roybal. No impact except maybe to a similar preoccupied with appearances not substance, secret impulsive judge.

All of 20 seconds, just as he told the world “I can’t hug you…” I circled around him and said to the crowd: “…but Tony, we can hug you.”  His surprise turned to recognition since I first saw him early in life, similar to seeing Lila years ago in Downey with my Briana and Maria.

The date was Sept 15, 1987 and I was with my 30 youth ministry teens from Christ Cathedral’s predecessor parish St Callistus now a tract of homes; nothing on earth is permanent…except the virtue of love/charity.

Tony was the “gift” to Pope Saint John Paul the Great, coming up from below stage at Universal Amphitheater, playing his 6 stringer with his toes and singing “Never Been the Same.”  All of us were surprised and the great Pope jumped down, hugged Tony and said with his Polish accent, “I love you Tony!”

Is this important, Mr. Mystery Banisher? Maybe. Please don’t “rush to judgement”, as you are prone to doing; be sensitive to the Spirit, pray unceasingly as you make decisions. You are not the only rash person; we all judge quickly. I “Mea Culpa” often as all humans are prone to doing.

For your recon watch list file on this 73 year old grandpa to 22,  I traveled with Tony overseas 3 times since 2000 and sometimes played his hands on buses and convention centers. He is a friend for life and he was grieving that July on stage, having lost his beloved son (similar I gather to the Father’s loss on Friday the 13th day of Hebrew Abib…a couple thousand years ago) a year before.  In fact, son Andres birthday was the next week after the National Eucharistic Conference closed. Yes, impulsive yet not being a distraction: in fact, WITH PERMISSION to be a part of the plan.

A mere 20 seconds, wearing the same 30 year old Sacred Heart Patrol hat as at the Hyatt, the people loved it, Tony identified me briefly as a friend from the past, and back at my end zone Lucas Oil seat. But who I am is unimportant: good ministry occurred.

10 minutes later (your security guy didn’t wait 10, more like 7 or 8 minutes: you have the recordings to prove it), three football stadium cops asked me to follow them, leaving my lovely wife, Mary, stepmom of 5 years stranded, and ushered me to their “security interrogation room”.

The top cop, Billy, falsely identified himself as the chief of police (they were excellent at bouncing drunk 3rd quarter football fans apparently) first words:

“Partner, what were you thinking?”  A little banter back and forth and he said gloatingly: “We saw you toss the roses last night”.   Oh my, giving roses is not only considered illicit at a LiveACTION Cvent, it also is illegal in the midwest.

Mr Herod mystery banisher judge and juror without explanation, understand they had put me on a watch list of sorts, using high end facial recognition because of a dozen minus one, roses gifted to your LiveACTION foundress (that rose went to a nun in the seats).

They were bought at Krogers and freely given, like at the Olympics or a seasoned skating competition to an ice skating primadonna.

Mystery expeller, ever give your spouse a rose?  Let me in on a little secret:  EVERY woman deserves a rose or a flower EVERY day. Try it sometime, IF you have a romantic bone in your quick to judge body.  My dilemma is the skepticism the Church and those calling themselves Christian that has creeped in: we are BLESSED my good sir!   If you ever read Orwell, 1984, this is the bizarro nature of super gridiron cop Billy:

“If we hadn’t given you permission, we would have tackled you”  Yes, he said these words!

Ok. Next after 17 minutes of his recorded interrogation, which he promised would be provided me through the NEC (NEVER happened) he gave me one option

“You walk out of here right now, or we will arrest you for trespassing. ”   Hmm, even with permission, the embarrassed stadium secuity wanted their pound of flesh. TO THIS DAY, I DON’T KNOW IF AS HE CLAIMED, NET WANTED ME GONE. Or in his arrogance, he decided unilaterally to save face even after NEC giving permission for the work of mercy.

Bishop Cozzens, a true saint in the making, called me months ago and told me he had no clue it happened; we share some lifelong involvements and had a pleasant telecon, but…

Billy said “You can not come back until Sunday night (it was Friday, one day in for the NEC) or you will be arrested.”

Prejudice comes in many forms mystery banisher.  Like LiveACTION, I never heard from an NEC staffer as promised.

Plus, never got the transcript of the 17 minutes session with the so-called Indianapolis Police Chief (the real one looked a bit older), maybe when I file a FOIA request with Indy City Attorney I will get it.  Being involved in sensitive forensics at times (no I am perfectly sane even after 11 kids) and needed it.

How did I know it was 17 minutes?  I inadvertently recorded it on my cell, and was able to create a transcript that makes 1984 look like a kid’s book.  Just in case.

Mystery banisher, my point is long winded but simple:  I forgive your shortsightedness; it only cost me a few hundred dollars, a $30 valet and three dozen roses. I lost out on meeting some of those we aided getting to the event and requisite ministry, but God ALWAYS has a plan despite our own. Here’s an example, always important to see the big picture.

Indy Colts’ Super cop Billy banished me to the streets outside the stadium and Indianapolis Convention Center.  As I walked the mile to my car, I came upon ten Event Staffers eating pizza and they asked me what was going on inside.  I told them and we dialogued Socratic style for fifteen minutes: true Catholics believe in the Real Presence of Jesus in the former bread and wine.  That He is present in the Eucharist.  The Congress celebrated this reality with speakers and Holy Hour Adoration, the Mass.  The Event Staffers had lots of question and as a Catholic apologist, junior at best, I witnessed to these great people.

The rest of the story is too long, but the fingers of God’s work in them.  Mystery banisher, there is a cost.  It cost Mary and I thousands in air fare, car rental, the Congress attendance fee alone was $700.  Biggest cost was Mary so looked forward to coming 2000 miles; we missed out on so much because of my permitted hug.  Mother Teresa has a great sharing on this you should read, sir bouncer:

“If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies: Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank people will try to cheat you: Be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight: Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous of you: Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten by tomorrow: Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough: Give your best anyway.” ~ Mother Teresa

Wednesday July 17th, we became inadvertent volunteers, helping the neglected elderly in walkers, wheelchairs and even a blind guy, get to the front of the CVent registration line. That was hours on Registration Wednesday; Thursday was the Lila Rose toss.  Friday by noon I was gone, never finding out why.

Mary and I couldn’t even go to the Eucharistic Procession without being arrested, so Sat morn we left town.  Like you, Mr. Mystery spoil sport Banisher, never heard from the uninformed decision maker in Indiana.  No one at the National Eucharistic Congress seems to have a clue who kicked Mary and I out as the excellent got started 2 days in of the 5 day celebration of the Eucharist’s REAL Presence

I hope this was helpful but I am no Pollyanna.  My adult Vet Tech daughter worries I would get arrested.  What? for giving roses to women in joy and need?  We sacrifice for the good of the Kingdom.  Time IS money and I put a chunk of time into writing this.  Mainly to help your ministry as it expands; ministries get to certain levels, whether like you at $20 million or $1MM or $100 million.  NEVER forget your raison d’ etre, first foundationals.  We turn UP not down the heat on ourselves to always “improve our serve”, especially in this era of many unforced errors in some prolife groups as well as the Church.   LiveACTION has done stellar, but the more successful, the more on guard against Hell, Inc. and envious members of the Christian and otherwise, communities.

Our relationship is over, the dust is off my sandals, but please learn the small lesson.  Practice Matt 18: 15, do NOT prejudge, live an intentional life as you help guide the next phase of LiveACTION.  So much good is happening in our prolife world, but remember, where evil abounds, grace abound more.  We need to believe in each other, be self-effacing when dealing with each other.

Last year, Billy the cop wouldn’t let me keep my “credentials” even the orange lanyard had to be surrendered; LiveACTION at least let me out with my name intact.  Look up credentials.  It is defined as “that which entitles one to confidence, credit, or authority.”

I will send in my curriculum vitae, in case you want a seasoned veteran of working with teens and young adults at three parishes over 33 years and decades involved in the prolife arena, including 30 yrs at a crisis pregnancy org, many of which as president.   I can be concise and focused, not as wordy as this audit of love.  Holiness, remember is not a synonym of quiet or conformer, it is something we all work toward in service to the eternal Trinity in this 3rd Millennium. Hmm, great name for a business, Millennium 3.  Too late, it is taken.

Being a 40 year homeschooling dad of 11 and  grandpa of 22 as well, not to mention the oldest of 11 humbly means being “FOR Life” is built in first nature.  Having me participate after being kicked out isn’t impossible:   Stranger things have happened.

After all, you just sent me a receipt, a request for feedback and a new fundraising request.

Dr Roybal texted me this today:  “Thank you again, Len for the sweet gesture!!  It was so nice to see a friend in the crowd.  God bless you!”   Lauren

Mystery banisher, you didn’t know it all and i thought I was just a door man like an East Coast NYC apartment building street level super. Someday, if you come out of the shadows, I’ll buy you a coffee.  Some of that good North Carolina brew one of your vendors had on Saturday.

In His Service and formerly yours,

Len Beckman

…And for we humans to live forever?!

Habemus Papem, a little Latino Lingua for ya all.  The cardinals just elected Pope Francis’ replacement to the chair of St Peter.  Leo XIII + I, Leo the14th, came to be on a Virgin Mary anniversary (the 8th of each month) date, May 8, 2025.  His skills include mathematics and Peruvian missionary work, a man of hope this Jubilee year and peace, first quoting the Lord:

“Peace be with you” in one of his many known languages.

.   Cardinal Robert Francis hails from Soxville, Chicago, where my Polish mom Irene married my German dad Paul before pioneering to California in 1951, in fact I was conceived in Chicago and born in Pasadena/Duarte CA.

.  A smart man of logic, I wonder how Pope Leo XiV feels about the Father’s use of math and symbols in His messages to us humans. Plus, will he continue the progress to the Eucharistic Renaissance (what else explains the explosion of new and renewed Catholics this year) and devotion to the sacred heart?  Subjects for another piece: we will title it

“Leo XiV, the Renewing Pope of the Eucharistic Renaissance and Devotion to the Twin Sacred Hearts”

Another day: but let’s see how intricate God is in His seasons, dates, days, symbols and times.  The relevance to conversations surrounding Cardinal Robert Francis’ siblings will be apparent.

Passover 2025: “Passover 2025 began on Saturday evening, April 12, 2025, the 14th of Nisan, 5785. The Seder night took place on Saturday evening, immediately followed by the first day of Passover. The holiday lasted seven days in Israel (eight days abroad) & will end on Friday evening, April 18, 2025″ ~Chabad. com

So close but still a day away from convergence with the first Neo-Passover…explained later

The headline above sounds like an odd lead-in title? Yet, numbers are so integral to salvation history and the Father’s plans for His Son and OUR sons…and daughters.  IF it is true, the next time, in the Gregorian world, that Good Friday falls on a Friday the 13th is April 13, 2063. But…

Suppose we look at what the OT and NTestament say on this matter.

In the introduction to Exodus, from the Greek word for “departure: “… its central event was understood by the Septuagint’s translators to be the departure of the Israelites from Egypt. Its Hebrew title, Shemoth (“Names”), is from the book’s opening phrase, “These are the names….” Continuing the history of Israel from the point where the Book of Genesis leaves off, Exodus recounts the Egyptian oppression of Jacob’s ever-increasing descendants (no issues of abortion nor contraceptives Latin for ‘against conceiving babies’ at that time)and their miraculous deliverance by God through Moses, who led them across the Red Sea to Mount Sinai where they entered into a covenant with the Lord.”

Departure happened many times. Don’t be deceived into thinking Egypt was 100% against/hatred for the Jews…otherwise Gabriel would have told Joseph to head to Italy or somewhere else.

Pictured here is the Holy Family, told to depart AT NIGHT as in IMMEDIATELY; the most expedia route is to travel 270 miles along a pre-determined angle/line that emanates from a giant monument near Cairo, Egypt. 

The Holy Family probably passed through the two Solomonic pillars marking the Red/Reed Sea exodus

miracle (one is still standing today; the other became a Saudi Arabian flag).  Destination would be the  Jewish settlement that dated back to Alexander the Great.  Actually, a line permanently cast in stone and God’s design.

Egypt? Egypt perennially plays a part in human and divine history.  It was in the shadow of the Giza plateau in Cairo, and appropriately, Joseph took his beloved wife and GodChild past the Great Pyramid of Giza, the Father’s depository of directions to His Eucharistic Son’s birth place, the Eternal Ultimate Gift of the Father.  Now that’s a mouth and mindful!   The math: 26 degrees, 18 minutes& 9.63 seconds is the Christ angle, mentioned over centuries and a focus today, mostly outside the Catholic Church’s smart guys and ladies. But we are catching up!

Notice in the Giza graphic the descending passage from the entrance 17 steps up goes below the ground level; it measures the 26+degree angularity mentioned and first saw light hit the bottom 344 feet away by the North Star in 2141BC, “backing off” to the Giza face at 2623 Bc.  Much of this work has been hampered by the 1303ad earthquake which made the casing cover stones easily stolen for minarets and mosques nearby. Giza is the most accurate compass, off only 3 seconds out of (60 minutes  x 60 seconds x 360 degrees=1,296.000 total seconds).  Incredibly small error which facilitates extrapolating the Christ angle, when laid down facing north east and running 270 miles straight through Bethlehem, a city that David and most of us have heard of.  Giza, the worlds largest monument and compass even a time machine, sits AT THE EXACT CENTER OF THE WORLD LIKE A SILENT SENTINEL TO COMING AND CURRENT EVENTS.

It wasn’t just the star & constellations in the heavens that led wise men and camels to find the King of King and Son of the Eternal One; the Father left ZERO to chance, even for our shortened lives’ generation.  Today, we don’t average 800 year lifespans; closer to 80 and in a good year, the couple survives into a 2nd century.

Chapter 12 regarding the Passover events: “The LORD said to Moses and Aaron in the land of Egypt: 2^* This month will stand at the head of your calendar; you will reckon it the first month of the year.”  That month is Abib/Nisan.

God created HIS calendar for the Chosen.  This month, we recognize and remember this incredible gift to God’s chosen, in which God’s angel of death “passed over” the first born Israel boys that led to their departure; in the Jewish lunar calendar, we know the month as Abib or Nisan (not the car); further on:

“Tell the whole community of Israel: On the tenth of this month every family must procure for itself a lamb…”

So Abib 10, the families would buy “…Your lamb must be a year-old male and without blemish. You may take it from either the sheep or the goats.

Chapter 16: “Observe the month of Abib^* by keeping the Passover of the LORD, your God, since it was in the month of Abib that the LORD, your God, brought you out of Egypt by night.”

The Center of the Universe, His Son, pointed to at the Center of the World who is the Center of History.  His Story IS History.

Back again to Friday the 13th, look how specific God is about His reminders to the Hebrews AND to us:

“…only at the place which the LORD, your God, will choose as the dwelling place of His Name, and in the evening at sunset, at the very time when you left Egypt, shall you sacrifice the Passover.

7You shall cook and eat it at the place the LORD, your God, will choose; then in the morning you may return to your tents.

8For six days you shall eat unleavened bread, and on the seventh day there shall be a solemn assembly for the LORD, your God; on that day you shall do no work.”

Today, though it is a movable feast reserved for a Sunday, Easter comes after Friday’s tragedy wanes.  We humans need reminding.

Easter would have been great that 1st Easter Sunrise. Even that was cancelled in Covid hellish days. Will Mother’s Day have open Church day?~Covid evil (note this was first written during the Pfaucinstein Pfiasco)

“Look at God’s timing; there’s that Abib 14th again.  The disobedient warrior class died in the desert; the newly circumsized Israel under Joshua, no longer would receive the daily temporary bread from heaven.  Manna ceased.”    Of course, you see that as a prefigurement of the Bread of Life born at the House of Bread (of Life) at Bethlehem 26 degrees 18minutes 9.63seconds to the north east as ordained in the Giza monument

Notice that the bread from heaven that evaporated when not consumed, daily, was replaced in the NEW Covenant by the Bread of Heaven that dissolves and becomes a part of our bodies; Jesus replaced Manna and is available at Mass daily.  Most everywhere in the world.  You don’t need a National Eucharistic Congress, as good as it is, when we are free to begin our days with daily Eucharist at the Mass.

“On the day after the Passover they ate of the produce of the land in the form of unleavened cakes and parched grain. On that same day 12after they ate of the produce of the land, the manna ceased. No longer was there manna for the Israelites, who that year ate of the yield of the land of Canaan.”

QED   Jesus, the Ultimate Gift, died one Abib 13 or Friday the 13th just before the Passover of Moses, Joshua and even today was celebrated that year. The two day offset is undeniable but important.  To this day, Passover and Holy Thursday/Good Friday do not coincide each year

Surely, IT was a solemn day.   In case you need a trivia question, what is the next day that Good Friday is April 13th?   2063. A friend of mine, Mickie whom I worked with at McDonald’s 50 years ago, just celebrated her 70th.  She will never see a Good Friday the April 13th again, at this writing 38 years away.

I will have to look it up on Chabad to see what Abib 13th coincides with the Friday of Fridays: Good Friday

Of course, can’t forget Pope Gregory 13th’s calendar.  Fr Rocky does a fine job in discussing the 4-5 day error of the seasonal corners: Spring Equinox, Summer Solstice, Fall Equinox and Winter Solstice.

Fr. Rocky’s take on the calendar shift:

“God bless you Len!  The reason that 3/25 is not the first day of spring is the same reason that Christmas is not on the 20^th of December.  By the time the Christians established the Liturgical Calendar, the Julian Calendar was off by five sidereal days, because the Julian Calendar –  named after Julius Caesar, but invented in Alexandria three centuries previously, was off by eleven minutes a day, an imprecision corrected by Pope Gregory XIII in 1582, by omitting leap years in century years not divisible by 400.  It took the Protestant countries another two centuries to catch up.  Fascinating.”   Well put, Fr Rocky

Now I have to ask Scott Hahn and Curtis to add this little fact about Friday the 13th being a pivotal day before the next printing of the Ignatius super bible; easy add to the commentary.

But 13 has other purposes: not just for the Crucifixion but for Mary’s Appearances at Fatima (6 times on a 13th) and you can’t miss, as Shroud Center director, retired judge Dave Belz put it: the herringbone 3 in 1(eerily like the Trinity and manipulations of Lucky for us 13).  I believe God uses the number 13 to point us to the hard to understand composition of God having three distinct persons.

Trying to keep this short, the Crucifixion happened on two different dates on the Julian, Gregorian and Hebrew.  We now know Abib 13th on the Chabad Hebrew lunar calendar from Exodus, Joshua, Deuteronomy and John’s Gospel

March 25th, was the Annunciation and 33 years later,  the day Jesus died on the Spring Equinox (with the 5 day correction); also, the date St Bernadette, though undereducated, spoke a new Papal Doctrine in French (I am the Immaculate Conception) on March 25,`1858.  Talk about God’s precision in weaving His Story.  It should be noted for the Relevant Radio crowd, Mary appeared to Adele in 1859 at Our Lady of Good Health now OL d’ Champion in Green Bay, the ONLY recognized Marian apparition in these united states

All you LOTR, Lord of the Ring advocates, recall the Mordor ring was destroyed on March 25th the day Jesus was “born to die”. Once on earth inside the mom, you are fully human by the time mom knows you are there.

AT Conception not AT the moment planned parenthood kills you.

Corrections welcome: Jesus, I trust in you!

Finally, another mathematician is the headmaster at GKChesterton Academy of Dayton, Ohio: Nathan, who wife his beautiful wife, Jen are raising four five adopted foster kids that God can renew anything.

He graduated from TAC (Thomas Aquinas College) in 2011, was recruited to Dominion college to get his Masters in Mathematics and now teaches other young minds. What does the future hold for Pope Leo XiV?

Only time will tell.  Thank you for reading, Mark! and others who yearn for the Truth

Len

Len is a seasoned  Catholic apologist & exhortationist, not on the level of a Scott Hahn, Patrick Madrid, Fr. Rocky, KnowItAll Simon, or Divine Mercy Drew…but he does try harder.

Dad of 11, homeschool veteran of 40 years (youngest of the 11, Katy turned 21 in 2024. Spent 33+ years on staff at 3 southern California parishes, his bride and mother to the amazing dozen (minus one) got to heaven 49 days short of 49 years. (Math again?)

Thinking Donna tapped on his head from the heavens saying “you need to find a good stepmom, you suck as a mom”, along came Mary, married him at Nativity parish Torrance on the Marian 8th day of June (son Nathan’s 30th B-day).  Writer, Tony Melendez hugger, forensic Real estate broker, lover of life, a son of the Church who knows he doesn’t know everything.  Produced a musical called The Witness in the 80s, incorporated Miracle Productions Ministry, built 3 giant screen youth presentations for churches, convention centers and youth events like Summer Joy.  Sometimes sleeps

Only 22 23 grandkids to date.   But each is precious as all humans are.

20th anniversaries in this Eucharistic Jubilee year of two great Catholics. Hope 2025!  March 31st IS Terri’s day. God bless you!   NEVER forget

Terri “Schiavo” Schindler is a true unheralded Eucharistic Miracle aided by Pope Saint John Paul the Great!

Someday our Catholic sister’s martyrdom will be honored

Looking to the 20th anniversary of the overlooked Eucharistic miracle, the deaths of Terri (Schiavo) Schindler on March 31, 2005 and our beloved Pope on April 2, 2005

As to Karol Wotyla, October 22nd is the feast of one of the most remarkable and holy Popes of all time; he is being called great by the laity in the main and various members of the consecrated priesthood and religious members of the Church.

The acclamation of “Great” does not come down from the Vatican but the millions of Domestic Churches, the Catholic families, throughout the world by popular NOT papal acclamation.  Today, I am often correcting how we refer to one of the most important popes in history:  Pope Saint John Paul the Great.

Being half Polish (1/2 German too!), my Polish mom, Irene had a deep love for John Paul II, and my privilege was first seeing him Sept 15, 1987 in LA with my youth group from St Callistus in Garden Grove

That same day, Tony Melendez came up from below the stage at the former Universal Amphitheater to greet him with a song; plus in 2000 and 2002 World Youth Days, traveling in his Popemobile and closing WYD Masses.   He had already left the earth in April 2005, and BXVI was at Kolon in August 2005 for WYD

Written decades ago, please understand the Pope & Terri are inextricably linked

A number of excellent biographies are out there about his amazing life and accomplishments.   This piece is laser specific, a look at his life’s end and something many in the Church and the world might have missed: in light of these confusing times of brain death accuracy, ambitious use of pain killing morphine and the efficacy of the Eucharist, TERRI WAS STILL SENTIENT signaling TO HER MOM AND OTHERS.

Hell always has its evil focus on destroying God’s human race; special target was a LIVING, but disabled Terri, our CAtholic sister, who could still communicate to her family, even though her EX husband Michael wanted her dead.

His motivation is of course suspect even today because her parents were willing to give him the million dollar settlement to LET them keep their daughter alive.

Truth be told, Terri was martyred no different than other Catholic faithful over the years.

Humbly, I try to be a forensic apologist and it is glaring how obvious the evil was for five years leading up to Terri’s passing.

In case, you can’t read the gravestone pictured above for this Catholic woman, let me translate it:  husband Michael had control, after a prolonged fight, of Terri’s life AND death.  His claim she didn’t want to live if she was incapacitated, will never be proven.  Never at least on earth.  But, if we put on our thinking caps regarding Michael’s gravestone wording for Terri, maybe the adage that “doth protesteth too much” comes to mind:

SCHIAVO

Theresa Marie

Beloved Wife

Born December 3, 1963

Departed the earth February 25, 1990

At Peace March 31, 2005

(dove pictured with olive branch)

I KEPT MY PROMISE

Do you see any “mistakes” in the wording etched forever over Terri’s body in the ground? For example, Michael cut off her now deceased dad, Robert, mom and brother as if he was the only one in her life. 

IF he was a control freak, it might make sense.  IF in anger he triggered the cardiac events, he’d work to keep his involvement quiet and unknown.  Michael called 9-1-1 that Feb 25,1990 morning while signaling to the world she “died” that day. Just odd because she remained VERY MUCH ALIVE!

Here’s my list: for comparison, my gravestone is already at Holy Sepulcher cemetery, since the mother of my 11 preceded me on September 9, 2011.  It has wording below her name, Donna Marie, that reads:

Bride and Joy, Mom, Sis, Friend, Grand Mom, Aunt, Teacher, Lover.  When I had it designed, I wanted to include ALL her relationships in life, as much as possible…my saintly Donna NEVER belonged to me exclusively; she DIED on September 9, 2011, thus the date engraved on Donna’s grave is accurate.   My final date is still blank.   

Yet, most bizarre, Michael’s commissioned grave stone pretends she died 5513 days before she took her last, emaciated, dehydrated breath.   None dare call that delusional, egotistical and self serving?

RE: Terri’s Gravestone: 

Note that Michael’s headstone made to his specifications, calls her out only as his wife.  No daughter, sister etc.

Terri’s stone is etched with “departed the earth February 25, 1990”.  Bizarre!!  Clueless or delusional?

Is Michael playing God? Or just delirious?  Terri remained alive ON EARTH for 5513 days, give or take a day AFTER Feb 25, 1990.  Not that her husband was happy.  The spiritual irony is Terri lasted 5500 more days WITH sustaining organic nourishment and 13 days like some of the Eucharistic saints of old, mentioned below, who took ONLY the Eucharist, sans earthly food, until their deaths.  But Terri’s proof is unique.  Read on.

Outing Michael’s lie, a difficulty with this written~in~stone line by Michael, comes from Wiki: “On February 25, 1990, at age 26, Schiavo went into cardiac arrest at her home in St. Petersburg, Florida.

She was resuscitated, but had severe brain damage due to lack of oxygen to her brain and was left comatose.”

Michael was there on Feb 25th apparently since he claims she died that day.  The next line on the headstone is also suspect: At Peace, March 31, 2005.

Riddle me this: after 5 years of legal battles, Michael got his way to have her finished off, killed by dehydration and starvation.  The last thing you read in stone is NOT about Terri but Michael claiming

“I kept my promise”.    Well, Michael, except for the one called “Until DEATH do we part!”

From the terrischiavo.org timeline, in 1994: In 1994, Michael Schiavo took up residence and becomes engaged with Jodi Centzone. He refused to dissolve his marriage to Terri and the couple had two children.”

We understand Michael Schiavo is NOT Mormon.  Note, on the Michael’s gravestone specially concocted for Terri and to further his sham, he dated Terri’s death on the day of the cardiac event, Feb 25, 1990. He should know: he and only he was there.   And he “doth protesteth” too much writing self justifying books.

Four years later, he committed teleological bigamy and “married” in actions Jodi Centzone.  Point is obvious, he didn’t want to divorce Terri, give up perceived “ownership” and leave her to those that truly loved her, the Schindler family and do the honorable thing and marry his sex partner nee mistress.

Terri and family were/are devout Catholics.  At terrischiavo.org, you can read the details of how the Schindler (ironic, recall Schindler’s List in which the German industrialist saved numerous Jewish and Polish lives) family, mom and dad and siblings, fought valiantly to KEEP HER ALIVE.  AND how Michael Schiavo and his family battled to kill her. Robert and Mary Schindler offered the million dollar settlement for Michael to get off his high horse and let them take care of Terri, since HE HAD ALREADY DIVORCED AND REMARRIED.  This miscarriage of justice will never be fully vetted though the Church today could do more: call Terri’s death martyrdom and open a cause for sainthood.  Anyone reading this can imagine what battling satan’s forces would be like.

The truth, also, is she was not a vegetable nor brain dead; but husband Michael couldn’t countenance possibly out of guilt (there’s “mystery” over how she was disabled during their marriage Feb 25, 1990 in the first place), or maybe misguided deception from Scientologists and others in south Florida who pushed hard to kill her by stopping water and food from entering her body.

When I met Terri’s family, Bobby and Mom&Dad in Anaheim, they told me they tried to ransom her immobile but ALIVE body for a million dollars.

Think about that for a moment. It was obvious she was murdered in the worst sense of murder: she did NOT need to die!  She couldn’t “out” Michael at worst, or speak her intentions at best.  Remember, she could still communicate when not under Michael’s spell.

Other evil humans wanted her dead for their ideological idiocies.  Michael already had shacked up and impregnated another and though it’s a stretch that he may be innocent as the dove on the gravestone, reasonable people should wonder why he claimed she died tied to her cardiac arrest!

Her last breath was taken 5513 DAYS LATER just before Pope John Paul II became terminally ill. 5500 days with food, on and off as the tube battles continued; 13 with only the Eucharist

You claim there is a miracle in this? I do.

Relevant Radio Brooke and others, recall presidents and governors, the pope, still competent, and other leaders tried unsuccessfully to keep her alive and allow her to be fed early this millennium.

Even the Supreme Court was involved, both Florida and the US.  Tried and retried.

If you DON’T know, Terri lasted, though significantly dehydrated and starved already, a additional full 13 days.  What kept her alive?  How about the Food mentioned in John 6!

Defrocked? Father Pavone, the prolife priest and founder of Priests for Life, took the initiative to give her the Lord in the Eucharist THREE (3) times in those 13 days. 

Naturally, she should not have lasted more than a day or two but supernaturally, the Father kept His Eucharistic Son’s Catholic sister alive for an incredible Marian number of days, 13, as well as reflecting on the truth in the Scriptures that Jesus died on Friday the 13th month of Abib/Nissan in local calendar times.  No math coincidents in God’s world.

The Father knew, being Omniscient, His amazing Witness and favored pope, from the seer of Fatima, through WWII and a pontificate that PSt.JPtheGreat showed us as a “doer of the word” how to live a great and fulfilling life.

The Creator also knew  His servant pope’s time was up, the hour glass’ last sand was coming down as he was to enter eternity soon.

Worldwide News of the life and death battle

The rest of the story of the evil was God called Terri home early, at 9:05am Eastern Daylight time Thursday, March 31st; within minutes maybe hours, the Servant Pope, who’s Parkinson’s had been in remission, suddenly turned terminal.  I checked with Zenit at that time and accounting for 7 hours time differences Rome vs Eastern Time, it’s almost as if God triggered His favored pope’s final days to show us “How to die gracefully”.

The pope’s final public appearance was March 30th.  The next day:  “It was the onset on March 31 of a urinary infection, causing septicemia, that left them (the doctors) without hope.”   Pope John Paul II was terminal SOON after Terri died 7 time zones away.  ON March 31st, 2005.

The better guess is God was angered at our Catholic sister being paraded around the world as a success of the left loony necromantic soldiers of death.  So, He used the beloved pontiff’s dying and death to OVERSHADOW the gross evil (that is so common today!) of premature killing of prebirth AND born human beings, defying God’s role as the Author and Finisher of Life.  But, God will NOT be mocked.

This site has an excellent replay of the timeline of Terri’s life…and death:    https://terrischiavo.org/story/timeline/

20 years later, this year.  I was a busy dad of 11, working real estate and DRE/YM at St Anthony Claret, while prepping for WYD2005, at that time. I was one of those who saw the abject evil demonics at play and worked, prayed etc to help keep Terri alive.

I even tried to do a total fast and got to 3 days and finally “broke the fast” with a Filet of Fish the Friday before (I still have the styrofoam box) because I couldn’t, in my weakness, go longer.  Terri lived 13 more; nothing more than super-natural.

Sorry Michael, she did NOT leave the earth on the day she had the cardiac event, whether or not YOU were there when it happened.

God’s impact was, my guess, purposeful and phenomenal:  The scientologists and other necromancers had no time to celebrate, because the pope’s impending death literally cleared the news airwaves of the tragedy that was the focus for months of the WORLD.  Terri, for the next 2 weeks, was on the back page of the newspaper.

I posit, hope and preach for us to better understand that God is a God of precision, of mercy tempered with justice.

Think about this: the Father kept our Catholic sister, Terri ALIVE with His Eucharistic Son’s Ultimate Gift three times on her tongue by a beloved Father Pavone.  Yes, he is now Mr. Frank, but this does not diminish the gravity of his giving Terri the Eucharist 3 times. Nor the spiritual awesomeness that demonstrates God’s all powerful control of the universe.

Maybe like Lanciano and other bloody evidences that the Eucharist is real, this truly WAS a Eucharistic miracle right there with others that have gone before Terri experienced the tyranny of starvation backfiring giving true glory to God.

In fact, there IS prior evidence it happens in a magnificent way:  here are a few saints to consider (maybe Len isn’t off his rocker) about Terri the Eucharistic Miracle and future saint…maybe living exclusively on the Eucharist IS real and happened in the past.  In fact, as a proof of sainthood, we have scientific, legal and empirical proof that Theresa Marie Schindler, her given name, was totally ABSENT of nourishment EXCEPT for the Ultimate Gift given by an ordained priest with his consecrated hands.

Each of these humans LIVED only on the Eucharist, the Ultimate Gift heralded in the Scriptures, via Giza, physical and other means:

The 13th century St. Angela of Foligno  |  St. Catherine of Siena | St. Lidwina of Holland  | St. Nicholas of Flue | St. Joseph of Cupertino  |  St. Anne Catherine Emmerich  Last century’s Theresa Neumann  | Alexandrina de Costa

What is the purpose of a “Eucharistic miracle”?

To draw attention, to show that the Body and Blood of Christ IS real in the bread and wine: to prove it’s not just a convenient memory device.

Believe it or not?  The link below contains the stories of a few saints who lived exclusively on the Holy Eucharist as they lived out their lives.  TY Fr Sanctus Mario.  His blog has more detail but the truth is Terri IS a 21st Century example of someone who survived only on the Eucharist.

https://sanctusmario.com/tag/saints-who-lived-solely-on-the-eucharist-before-their-death/

I am not aware if a cause has been opened for Terri’s sainthood but it should.  After all, there are plenty of saints who’s diet was exclusively the Eucharist.  Terri, martyr and saint.  Has a certain ring to it…of truth.   One last irony, her married name ‘schiavo’ translates to “slave”.  God just did not let His created woman be treated like a slave and bring glory to the hellions who orchestrated this tragedy.

In His Service…and yours!

Len Beckman

Catholic apologist | dad of 11 kids and 22 23 grandkids | 40th year of homeschooling | veteran of 30+ years of parish based ministries including DRE, YM etc. | Catholic since 1952|

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